[00:00:00] Once an Addict (Explicit) (Interlude) - J. Cole (J. 科尔) [00:00:02] // [00:00:02] Right right right right [00:00:11] 是的 没错 是的 没错 [00:00:11] Something's got a hold on me right [00:00:19] 一种莫名的东西把我困住了 [00:00:19] Right right [00:00:20] 是的 没错 [00:00:20] Sometimes I think pain is just a lack of understanding [00:00:25] 有时候我感到痛苦只是因为缺乏理解 [00:00:25] If we could only understand it all [00:00:28] 如果我们可以完全理解痛苦 [00:00:28] Would we feel no pain [00:00:29] 我们还会感到痛苦吗 [00:00:29] Would we feel no pain [00:00:30] 我们还会感到痛苦吗 [00:00:30] Would we feel no pain [00:00:32] 我们还会感到痛苦吗 [00:00:32] God must feel no pain [00:00:34] 上帝一定不会感到痛苦 [00:00:34] Something's got a hold on me [00:00:38] 一种莫名的东西把我困住了 [00:00:38] Only joy [00:00:41] 只有快乐 [00:00:41] Does this mean even our suffering pleases him [00:00:45] 这是否意味着我们的苦难会取悦上帝 [00:00:45] Lost in a cloud of marijuana [00:00:47] 在**中迷失自我 [00:00:47] Young Carolina n**ga fish out of water [00:00:49] 我像是一条涉世未深的小鱼 [00:00:49] Step-daddy just had a daughter with another woman [00:00:52] 继父和另一个女人生了女儿 [00:00:52] Mama ain't recover yet [00:00:53] 妈妈还没有恢复健康 [00:00:53] Callin' me at 12 at night [00:00:55] 午夜十二点她打电话给我 [00:00:55] She drunk as f**k and I'm upset [00:00:56] 她喝得烂醉如泥 让我很难过 [00:00:56] 'Cause why she always using me for crutch [00:00:58] 为什么她总是把我当成支柱 [00:00:58] Growin' up I used to always see her up [00:01:00] 我已长大 但我过去时常见到她 [00:01:00] Late as sh*t cigarette smoke [00:01:02] 她不停的抽烟 [00:01:02] And greatest hits from Marvin Gaye [00:01:03] 一边听着马文盖伊的音乐 [00:01:03] She kill a whole bottle of some cheap chardonnay [00:01:06] 一边喝掉整瓶的廉价霞多丽酒 [00:01:06] I gotta leave this house [00:01:07] 我要离开这里 [00:01:07] 'Cause part of me dies when I see her like this [00:01:09] 因为她的所作所为已让我死心 [00:01:09] Too young to deal with pain [00:01:10] 我还年幼 为何要承受这些痛苦 [00:01:10] I'd rather run the streets than see her kill herself [00:01:12] 我宁愿流浪街头也不愿看到她自杀 [00:01:12] So 'Ville became my escape from a feelin' I hate [00:01:15] 所以维尔成了我逃避恨的地方 [00:01:15] Mama cursing me out [00:01:17] 妈妈一直在骂我 [00:01:17] Depression's such a villainous state [00:01:19] 抑郁就是这样邪恶的状态 [00:01:19] I used to stay out later on purpose [00:01:21] 我过去常常故意呆在外面 [00:01:21] Subconsciously I was nervous that [00:01:22] 我下意识地感到紧张 [00:01:22] If I came home early [00:01:23] 如果我提前回家 [00:01:23] Then what would surface was her inner demons [00:01:26] 那么她内心的恶魔会是什么样子呢 [00:01:26] And then I'd have to end up seein' my hero on ground zero [00:01:29] 然后我只能去看我的英雄 [00:01:29] Tears flow where Al Green blow [00:01:31] 艾尔格林擦去了我的眼泪 [00:01:31] Love and happiness [00:01:31] 让我相信爱与幸福 [00:01:31] I wish that I could say the right words to cheer her up [00:01:34] 我希望我能说出优美的话使她高兴 [00:01:34] I wish her son's love was enough [00:01:36] 我希望她的儿子得到充足的爱 [00:01:36] I tell her Mama go to sleep [00:01:38] 我告诉她妈妈去睡觉 [00:01:38] She tell me [00:01:38] 她对我说 [00:01:38] Boy hush [00:01:39] 嘘 宝贝 [00:01:39] You better pray to God [00:01:40] 你最好向上帝祈祷 [00:01:40] You never get your heart crushed [00:01:42] 让你的心永远不会碎 [00:01:42] I shake my head in frustration [00:01:43] 我沮丧地摇摇头 [00:01:43] Head to my room [00:01:44] 回到我的房间 [00:01:44] And I can still hear the tunes of my door shut