FEAR. (害怕) (Explicit) - Kendrick Lamar (肯德里克·拉马尔) // Written by:K. Duckworth/D. Maman // I don't think I can find a way to make it on this earth 我觉得 我在这世界上无法找到成功之路 I've been hungry all my life 这饥饿的感觉伴随我的一生 Start to home 始于我的家 Why God why God do I gotta suffer 神啊 为什么 为什么我要受苦 Pain in my heart carry burdens full of struggle 不停挣扎所带来的负担让我心中充满痛楚 Why God why God do I gotta bleed 神啊 为什么 为什么我要流血不止 Every stone thrown at you restin' at my feet 扔向你的石块 也总是在我脚下停止 Why God why God do I gotta suffer 神啊 为什么 为什么我要受苦 Earth is no more why don't you burn this muf**ka 这地球已经烂透 你为什么不将其置于火焰之中 I don't think I can find a way to make it on this earth 我觉得 我可能无法在这世界上找到成功之路 I've been hungry all my life 这饥饿的感觉伴随我的一生 Start to home 始于我的家 I beat yo' a** keep talkin' back 再顶嘴试试? 我打死你 I beat yo' a** who bought you that 谁给你买的那个? 告诉我 不然打死你 You stole it I beat yo' a** if you say that game is broken up 偷来的是吧?你最好不要把那个游戏机搞坏 不然打死你 I beat yo' a** if you jump on my couch 敢穿着鞋在我沙发上跳?我打死你 I beat yo' a** if you walk in this house with tears in your eyes 敢带着泪水进我的房子?我打死你 Runnin' from poopoo and 'prentice 因为鸡毛蒜皮的小事而吵闹 Go back outside I beat yo' a** lil ni**a 赶紧滚出去 不然打死你 小兔崽 That homework better be finished I beat yo' a** 作业做完了吗?没做完打死你 Yo' teachers better not be B***hin' 'bout you in class 你最好祈祷你老师不跟我BB你在学校的表现 That pizza better not be wasted you eat it all 刚买的披萨别给我浪费了 你最好全吃掉 That TV better not be loud if you got it on 看电视?那你最好别把声音开太大 Them Jordans better not get dirty when I just bought 'em 你最好别把我刚给你买的乔丹鞋穿脏 Better not hear 'bout you humpin' on Keisha's daughter 最好别让我听见你又去和Keisha的女儿胡搞 Better not hear you got caught up I beat yo' a** 最好别让我听见你被抓到 不然我打你 You better not run to your father I beat yo' a** 最好别让我知道你去找你爸了 不然我打死你 You know my patience runnin' thin 告诉你 我越来越不耐心了 I got buku payments to make 大堆大堆的帐需要我挣钱去付 County building's on my a** 郡政府在我后面紧紧追赶 Tryna take my food stamps away 想要抢走我的食品劵 I beat yo' a** if you tell them social workers he live here 不要告诉那些社工他住在这里 不然我打死你 I beat yo' a** if I beat yo' a** twice and you still here 打你两次你还在这 那我再打你一次 Seven years old think you run this house by yourself 七岁小屁孩 你以为这个家是你维持的吗? Ni**a you gon' fear me if you don't fear no one else 就算你谁也不怕 你也得怕我 听见没 小兔崽子 If I can smoke fear away I roll that motherf**ker up 如果抽烟能将我的恐惧带走 卷起一根有何不可 And then I take two puffs 我会深吸两口 I'm high now I'm high now 高飞到无人之境 I'm high now I'm high now 高飞到无人之境 Life's a b**ch pull them panties to the side now 生活就是个贱人 **脱到一旁 由我来征服她 I don't think I can find a way to make it on this earth 我觉得 我可能无法在这世界上找到成功之路 I'll prolly die anonymous 我可能 会作为一个无名氏 就这样 孤独死去 I'll prolly die with promises 我可能 会身负多个许诺 就这样 存憾死去 I'll prolly die walkin' back home from the candy house 我可能 会在从毒窝到家的路上被枪杀 I'll prolly die because these colors are standin' out 我可能 会因为身上的颜色过于鲜艳而被枪杀 I'll prolly die because I ain't know Demarcus was snitchin' 我可能 会因为不知道Demarcus在告密而被枪杀 I'll prolly die at these house parties f**kin' with b**ches 我可能 会死在这些派对里 在与小妞们共享鱼水之欢之时 I'll prolly die from witnesses leavin' me false accused 我可能 会因为来自目击证人的虚假控告而被判死刑 I'll prolly die from thinkin' that me and your hood was cool 我可能 会因为觉得你我的街区还不错而被枪杀 Or maybe die from pressin' the line actin' too extra 或是因为各种不自然的举动而失去生命 Or maybe die because these smokers are more than desperate 或是因为这些***真的过于绝望 与我同归于尽 I'll prolly die from one of these bats and blue badges 我可能 会死于这些条子和坏警察之手 Body slammed on black and white paint my bones snappin' 将我的身体按在黑色与白色的大马路上 让我骨骼破碎 Or maybe die from panic or die from bein' too lax 或是因为过度焦虑 或是因为过度松懈 就这样死去 Or die from waitin' on it die 'cause I'm movin' too fast 或是因为不停等待 或是因为移动太快 就这样死去 I'll prolly die tryna buy w**d at the apartments 我可能死去 因为在不同公寓里买** I'll prolly die tryna diffuse two homies arguin' 我可能死去 因为劝两个兄弟不要吵架 I'll prolly die because that's what you do when you're 17 我可能会死去 因为当你十七岁时 这些想法会在你心中游荡 All worries in a hurry I wish I controlled things 所有破事一股脑的来 真希望我有能力将这一切控制于我的手掌 If I could smoke fear away I'd roll that mothaf**ka up 如果抽烟能将我的恐惧带走 卷起一根有何不可 And then I'd take two puffs 我会深吸两口 I've been hungry all my life 这饥饿的感觉伴随我的一生 I'm high now I'm high now 高飞到无人之境 I'm high now I'm high now 高飞到无人之境 Life's a b**ch pull them panties to the side now now 生活就是个贱人 **脱到一旁 由我来征服她 When I was 27 I grew accustomed to more fear 当我27岁时 我习惯了这日渐增多的恐惧 Accumulated 10 times over throughout the years 十年过去了 这些恐惧也不断积累了十几次 My newfound life made all of me magnified 我的新生活 被周围的人无限放大 How many accolades do I need to block denial 要得多少大奖 才能堵上那些人的嘴巴 The shock value of my success put bolts in me 成功的冲击值 让我变得千疮百孔 All this money is God playin' a joke on me 还有这些金钱 是上帝在跟我开玩笑吗? Is it for the moment and will he see me as Job 还是他把我当成忠实仆人之前 对我的考验 Take it from me and leave me worse than I was before 将我的一切带走 使我变得更加糟糕 At 27 my biggest fear was losin' it all 27岁 我最大的恐惧之一是失去所有 Scared to spend money had me sleepin' from hall to hall 不敢肆意挥霍 只好四处借宿 Scared to go back to Section 8 with my mama stressin' 不想回到贫民窟里 看着我的母亲心力交瘁 30 shows a month and I still won't buy me no Lexus 一个月30场表演 依旧没有给自己买一辆雷克萨斯 What is an advisor somebody that's holdin' my checks 什么狗屁会计师 控制着我的薪水 Just to f**k me over and put my finances in debt 一遍又一遍的从我身上获利 让我负债累累 I read a case about Rihanna's accountant and wondered 看了Rihanna原来打的官司后 我陷入沉思 How did the bad girl feel when she looked at them numbers 日日这么狠的角色 看到自己钱少了那么多 会怎么做 The type of sh*t'll make me flip out and just kill somethin' drill somethin'