[00:00:00] FEAR. (害怕) (Explicit) - Kendrick Lamar (肯德里克·拉马尔) [00:00:00] // [00:00:00] Written by:K. Duckworth/D. Maman [00:00:09] // [00:00:09] I don't think I can find a way to make it on this earth [00:00:20] 我觉得 我在这世界上无法找到成功之路 [00:00:20] I've been hungry all my life [00:00:24] 这饥饿的感觉伴随我的一生 [00:00:24] Start to home [00:00:38] 始于我的家 [00:00:38] Why God why God do I gotta suffer [00:00:41] 神啊 为什么 为什么我要受苦 [00:00:41] Pain in my heart carry burdens full of struggle [00:00:45] 不停挣扎所带来的负担让我心中充满痛楚 [00:00:45] Why God why God do I gotta bleed [00:00:48] 神啊 为什么 为什么我要流血不止 [00:00:48] Every stone thrown at you restin' at my feet [00:00:51] 扔向你的石块 也总是在我脚下停止 [00:00:51] Why God why God do I gotta suffer [00:00:54] 神啊 为什么 为什么我要受苦 [00:00:54] Earth is no more why don't you burn this muf**ka [00:00:57] 这地球已经烂透 你为什么不将其置于火焰之中 [00:00:57] I don't think I can find a way to make it on this earth [00:01:12] 我觉得 我可能无法在这世界上找到成功之路 [00:01:12] I've been hungry all my life [00:01:16] 这饥饿的感觉伴随我的一生 [00:01:16] Start to home [00:01:26] 始于我的家 [00:01:26] I beat yo' a** keep talkin' back [00:01:28] 再顶嘴试试? 我打死你 [00:01:28] I beat yo' a** who bought you that [00:01:29] 谁给你买的那个? 告诉我 不然打死你 [00:01:29] You stole it I beat yo' a** if you say that game is broken up [00:01:32] 偷来的是吧?你最好不要把那个游戏机搞坏 不然打死你 [00:01:32] I beat yo' a** if you jump on my couch [00:01:35] 敢穿着鞋在我沙发上跳?我打死你 [00:01:35] I beat yo' a** if you walk in this house with tears in your eyes [00:01:37] 敢带着泪水进我的房子?我打死你 [00:01:37] Runnin' from poopoo and 'prentice [00:01:39] 因为鸡毛蒜皮的小事而吵闹 [00:01:39] Go back outside I beat yo' a** lil ni**a [00:01:42] 赶紧滚出去 不然打死你 小兔崽 [00:01:42] That homework better be finished I beat yo' a** [00:01:44] 作业做完了吗?没做完打死你 [00:01:44] Yo' teachers better not be B***hin' 'bout you in class [00:01:46] 你最好祈祷你老师不跟我BB你在学校的表现 [00:01:46] That pizza better not be wasted you eat it all [00:01:49] 刚买的披萨别给我浪费了 你最好全吃掉 [00:01:49] That TV better not be loud if you got it on [00:01:51] 看电视?那你最好别把声音开太大 [00:01:51] Them Jordans better not get dirty when I just bought 'em [00:01:54] 你最好别把我刚给你买的乔丹鞋穿脏 [00:01:54] Better not hear 'bout you humpin' on Keisha's daughter [00:01:56] 最好别让我听见你又去和Keisha的女儿胡搞 [00:01:56] Better not hear you got caught up I beat yo' a** [00:01:59] 最好别让我听见你被抓到 不然我打你 [00:01:59] You better not run to your father I beat yo' a** [00:02:01] 最好别让我知道你去找你爸了 不然我打死你 [00:02:01] You know my patience runnin' thin [00:02:02] 告诉你 我越来越不耐心了 [00:02:02] I got buku payments to make [00:02:04] 大堆大堆的帐需要我挣钱去付 [00:02:04] County building's on my a** [00:02:06] 郡政府在我后面紧紧追赶 [00:02:06] Tryna take my food stamps away [00:02:08] 想要抢走我的食品劵 [00:02:08] I beat yo' a** if you tell them social workers he live here [00:02:11] 不要告诉那些社工他住在这里 不然我打死你 [00:02:11] I beat yo' a** if I beat yo' a** twice and you still here [00:02:14] 打你两次你还在这 那我再打你一次 [00:02:14] Seven years old think you run this house by yourself [00:02:17] 七岁小屁孩 你以为这个家是你维持的吗? [00:02:17] Ni**a you gon' fear me if you don't fear no one else [00:02:21] 就算你谁也不怕 你也得怕我 听见没 小兔崽子 [00:02:21] If I can smoke fear away I roll that motherf**ker up [00:02:26] 如果抽烟能将我的恐惧带走 卷起一根有何不可 [00:02:26] And then I take two puffs [00:02:30] 我会深吸两口 [00:02:30] I'm high now I'm high now [00:02:33] 高飞到无人之境 [00:02:33] I'm high now I'm high now [00:02:36] 高飞到无人之境 [00:02:36] Life's a b**ch pull them panties to the side now [00:02:40] 生活就是个贱人 **脱到一旁 由我来征服她 [00:02:40] I don't think I can find a way to make it on this earth [00:02:43] 我觉得 我可能无法在这世界上找到成功之路 [00:02:43] I'll prolly die anonymous [00:02:45] 我可能 会作为一个无名氏 就这样 孤独死去 [00:02:45] I'll prolly die with promises [00:02:46] 我可能 会身负多个许诺 就这样 存憾死去 [00:02:46] I'll prolly die walkin' back home from the candy house [00:02:49] 我可能 会在从毒窝到家的路上被枪杀 [00:02:49] I'll prolly die because these colors are standin' out [00:02:53] 我可能 会因为身上的颜色过于鲜艳而被枪杀 [00:02:53] I'll prolly die because I ain't know Demarcus was snitchin' [00:02:56] 我可能 会因为不知道Demarcus在告密而被枪杀 [00:02:56] I'll prolly die at these house parties f**kin' with b**ches [00:02:59] 我可能 会死在这些派对里 在与小妞们共享鱼水之欢之时 [00:02:59] I'll prolly die from witnesses leavin' me false accused [00:03:02] 我可能 会因为来自目击证人的虚假控告而被判死刑 [00:03:02] I'll prolly die from thinkin' that me and your hood was cool [00:03:06] 我可能 会因为觉得你我的街区还不错而被枪杀 [00:03:06] Or maybe die from pressin' the line actin' too extra [00:03:09] 或是因为各种不自然的举动而失去生命 [00:03:09] Or maybe die because these smokers are more than desperate [00:03:12] 或是因为这些***真的过于绝望 与我同归于尽 [00:03:12] I'll prolly die from one of these bats and blue badges [00:03:15] 我可能 会死于这些条子和坏警察之手 [00:03:15] Body slammed on black and white paint my bones snappin' [00:03:18] 将我的身体按在黑色与白色的大马路上 让我骨骼破碎 [00:03:18] Or maybe die from panic or die from bein' too lax [00:03:21] 或是因为过度焦虑 或是因为过度松懈 就这样死去 [00:03:21] Or die from waitin' on it die 'cause I'm movin' too fast [00:03:24] 或是因为不停等待 或是因为移动太快 就这样死去 [00:03:24] I'll prolly die tryna buy w**d at the apartments [00:03:28] 我可能死去 因为在不同公寓里买** [00:03:28] I'll prolly die tryna diffuse two homies arguin' [00:03:31] 我可能死去 因为劝两个兄弟不要吵架 [00:03:31] I'll prolly die because that's what you do when you're 17 [00:03:34] 我可能会死去 因为当你十七岁时 这些想法会在你心中游荡 [00:03:34] All worries in a hurry I wish I controlled things [00:03:37] 所有破事一股脑的来 真希望我有能力将这一切控制于我的手掌 [00:03:37] If I could smoke fear away I'd roll that mothaf**ka up [00:03:43] 如果抽烟能将我的恐惧带走 卷起一根有何不可 [00:03:43] And then I'd take two puffs [00:03:45] 我会深吸两口 [00:03:45] I've been hungry all my life [00:03:47] 这饥饿的感觉伴随我的一生 [00:03:47] I'm high now I'm high now [00:03:50] 高飞到无人之境 [00:03:50] I'm high now I'm high now [00:03:53] 高飞到无人之境 [00:03:53] Life's a b**ch pull them panties to the side now now [00:04:03] 生活就是个贱人 **脱到一旁 由我来征服她 [00:04:03] When I was 27 I grew accustomed to more fear [00:04:06] 当我27岁时 我习惯了这日渐增多的恐惧 [00:04:06] Accumulated 10 times over throughout the years [00:04:09] 十年过去了 这些恐惧也不断积累了十几次 [00:04:09] My newfound life made all of me magnified [00:04:13] 我的新生活 被周围的人无限放大 [00:04:13] How many accolades do I need to block denial [00:04:16] 要得多少大奖 才能堵上那些人的嘴巴 [00:04:16] The shock value of my success put bolts in me [00:04:19] 成功的冲击值 让我变得千疮百孔 [00:04:19] All this money is God playin' a joke on me [00:04:22] 还有这些金钱 是上帝在跟我开玩笑吗? [00:04:22] Is it for the moment and will he see me as Job [00:04:26] 还是他把我当成忠实仆人之前 对我的考验 [00:04:26] Take it from me and leave me worse than I was before [00:04:29] 将我的一切带走 使我变得更加糟糕 [00:04:29] At 27 my biggest fear was losin' it all [00:04:32] 27岁 我最大的恐惧之一是失去所有 [00:04:32] Scared to spend money had me sleepin' from hall to hall [00:04:35] 不敢肆意挥霍 只好四处借宿 [00:04:35] Scared to go back to Section 8 with my mama stressin' [00:04:38] 不想回到贫民窟里 看着我的母亲心力交瘁 [00:04:38] 30 shows a month and I still won't buy me no Lexus [00:04:42] 一个月30场表演 依旧没有给自己买一辆雷克萨斯 [00:04:42] What is an advisor somebody that's holdin' my checks [00:04:44] 什么狗屁会计师 控制着我的薪水 [00:04:44] Just to f**k me over and put my finances in debt [00:04:48] 一遍又一遍的从我身上获利 让我负债累累 [00:04:48] I read a case about Rihanna's accountant and wondered [00:04:51] 看了Rihanna原来打的官司后 我陷入沉思 [00:04:51] How did the bad girl feel when she looked at them numbers [00:04:54] 日日这么狠的角色 看到自己钱少了那么多 会怎么做 [00:04:54] The type of sh*t'll make me flip out and just kill somethin' drill somethin' [00:04:58] 这种破事让我疯狂 疯狂的杀戮 疯狂的寻找 [00:04:58] Get ill and fill ratchets with a lil' somethin' [00:05:00] 变得病态 将欲望发泄在那些坏女人身上 [00:05:00] I practiced runnin' from fear guess I had some good luck [00:05:03] 我曾练习怎样逃离恐惧 看来幸运女神真的眷顾我 [00:05:03] At 27 years old my biggest fear was bein' judged [00:05:07] 27岁 我最大的恐惧是被人评判 [00:05:07] How they look at me reflect on myself my family my city [00:05:10] 他们谈论我的方式 让我想到我自己 我的家庭 我的城市 [00:05:10] What they say 'bout me reveal if my reputation would miss me [00:05:13] 他们谈论的事情被揭露 是否我的名声是否会离我而去 [00:05:13] What they see from me would trickle down generations in time [00:05:16] 他们从我这汲取的东西 迟早会渗透在世世代代之中 [00:05:16] What they hear from me would make 'em highlight my simplest lines [00:05:19] 他们从我这听到的东西 会让人们提起笔 标出我最简单有力的回应 [00:05:19] I'm talkin' fear fear of losin' creativity [00:05:23] 我在谈论恐惧 关于失去创造力的恐惧 [00:05:23] I'm talkin' fear fear of missin' out on you and me [00:05:26] 我在谈论恐惧 关于失去你我之间感情的恐惧 [00:05:26] I'm talkin' fear fear of losin' loyalty from pride [00:05:29] 我在谈论恐惧 关于忠诚与自尊相互分离的恐惧 [00:05:29] 'Cause my DNA won't let me involve in the light of God [00:05:32] 因为我的肤色不允许我沐浴在上帝之光下 [00:05:32] I'm talkin' fear fear that my humbleness is gone [00:05:35] 我在谈论恐惧 关于失去谦逊的恐惧 [00:05:35] I'm talkin' fear fear that love ain't livin' here no more [00:05:39] 我在谈论恐惧 关于失去身边的爱的恐惧 [00:05:39] I'm talkin' fear fear that it's wickedness or weakness [00:05:42] 我在谈论恐惧 关于这一切都成为恶毒之源或懦弱之源的恐惧 [00:05:42] Fear whatever it is both is distinctive [00:05:45] 我的恐惧 不管它是什么 它都与众不同