[00:00:00] NEVER EVER - Koan [00:00:00] Written by:R. RAW/S. LEWIS [00:00:01] Never ever have I ever felt so low [00:00:03] When you gonna take me out of this black hole [00:00:06] Never ever have I ever felt so sad [00:00:08] The way I'm feeling yeah you got me feeling really bad [00:00:11] Never ever have I had to find [00:00:14] I've had to dig away to find my own peace of mind [00:00:17] I've never ever had my conscience to fight [00:00:19] The way I'm feeling yeah I just don't feel right [00:00:22] Never ever have I ever felt so low [00:00:24] When you gonna take me out of this black hole [00:00:27] Never ever have I ever felt so sad [00:00:30] The way I'm feeling yeah you got me feeling really bad [00:00:33] Never ever have I had to find [00:00:35] I've had to dig away to find my own peace of mind [00:00:38] I've never ever had my conscience to fight [00:00:40] The way I'm feeling yeah I just don't feel right [00:00:43] A few questions that I need to know [00:00:46] How you could ever hurt me so [00:00:48] I need to know what I've done wrong [00:00:51] And how long it's been going on [00:00:54] Was it that I never paid enough attention [00:00:56] Or did I not give enough affection [00:00:59] Not only will your answers keep me sane [00:01:01] But I'll know never to make the same mistake again [00:01:05] You can tell me to my face or even on the phone [00:01:10] You can write it in a letter either way I have to know [00:01:16] Did I never treat you right [00:01:18] Did I always start the fight [00:01:21] Either way I'm going out of my mind [00:01:23] All the answers to my questions [00:01:25] I have to find [00:01:26] My head's spinning [00:01:29] Boy I'm in a daze [00:01:31] I feel isolated [00:01:34] Don't wanna communicate [00:01:37] I'll take a shower I will scour [00:01:39] I will rub [00:01:42] To find peace of mind [00:01:43] The happy mind I once owned yeah [00:01:47] Flexing vocabulary runs right through me [00:01:50] The alphabet runs right from a to zed [00:01:53] Conversations hesitations in my mind [00:01:55] You got my conscience asking questions that I can't find [00:01:58] I'm not crazy [00:02:00] I'm sure I ain't done nothing wrong no [00:02:03] I'm just waiting [00:02:05] 'Cause I heard that this feeling [00:02:07] Won't last that long [00:02:09] Never ever have I ever felt so low [00:02:11] When you gonna take me out of this black hole [00:02:14] Never ever have I ever felt so sad [00:02:16] The way I'm feeling yeah you got me feeling really bad [00:02:19] Never ever have I had to find [00:02:22] I've had to dig away to find my own peace of mind [00:02:25] I've never ever had my conscience to fight [00:02:27] The way I'm feeling yeah I just don't feel right [00:02:30] Never ever have I ever felt so low [00:02:33] When you gonna take me out of this black hole [00:02:35] Never ever have I ever felt so sad [00:02:38] The way I'm feeling yeah you got me feeling really bad [00:02:41] Never ever have I had to find [00:02:43] I've had to dig away to find my own peace of mind [00:02:46] I've never ever had my conscience to fight [00:02:48] The way I'm feeling yeah I just don't feel right [00:02:51] I'll keep searching [00:02:54] Deep within my soul [00:02:57] For all the answers [00:02:59] Don't wanna hurt no more [00:03:02] I need peace got to feel at ease [00:03:05] Need to be [00:03:08] Free from pain going insane [00:03:10] My heart aches yeah [00:03:12] Sometimes vocabulary runs through my head [00:03:15] The alphabet runs right from a to zed [00:03:18] Conversations hesitations in my mind [00:03:21] You got my conscience asking questions that I can't find [00:03:23] I'm not crazy [00:03:26] I'm sure I ain't done nothing wrong [00:03:29] I'm just waiting [00:03:31] 'Cause I heard that this feeling won't last that long [00:03:34] Never ever have I ever felt so low [00:03:36] When ya gonna take me out of this black hole