[00:00:12] I remember this afternoon [00:00:15] 我还记得这个下午 [00:00:15] When my sister came into the room [00:00:18] 当我姐姐走进房间 [00:00:18] She refused to say how my father was [00:00:20] 她拒绝告诉我父亲的近况 [00:00:20] But I knew he'd be dying soon [00:00:23] 但我知道他命不久矣 [00:00:23] And I was oh so glad and it was oh so sad [00:00:28] 我既感到无比欣慰,又感到无比悲伤。 [00:00:28] That I realized that I despised this man I once called father [00:00:34] 我意识到,我曾深恶痛绝这个曾称为父亲的男人 [00:00:34] In his hanging on with fingers clutching [00:00:39] 他紧紧抓住不放,手指紧握 [00:00:39] His body now just eighty-eight pounds [00:00:42] 他的身体现在只有88磅重 [00:00:42] Blinded eyes still searching for some distant dream [00:00:47] 盲眼仍追寻遥远梦影 [00:00:47] That had faded away at the seams dying alone naturally [00:01:08] 那梦想已在孤独中褪色,悄然死去 [00:01:08] I was his favorite child I had him a little while [00:01:13] 我曾是他最爱的孩子我有过他一段时间 [00:01:13] Just as long as I could play the piano and smile a little smile [00:01:19] 只要我能弹钢琴面带微笑 [00:01:19] Just when I needed him most he was already a ghost [00:01:24] 正当我最需要他的时候,他却已如幽灵般消逝 [00:01:24] And for all my life there where promises [00:01:26] 我这一生的承诺 [00:01:26] And they always have been broken [00:01:29] 它们总是支离破碎 [00:01:29] Leaving me alone with all my troubles [00:01:34] 让我独自面对所有烦恼 [00:01:34] Not ever once touching me and saying [00:01:38] 从未触碰我,也未说出口 [00:01:38] Daughter I'll help you get over [00:01:40] 女儿我会帮你度过难关 [00:01:40] Now he's fading away and I'm glad to say [00:01:45] 如今他渐渐远去我很高兴地说 [00:01:45] He's dying at last naturally [00:02:04] 他终自然离世 [00:02:04] It's a very sad thing to see that my mother with all her heart [00:02:09] 看到我的母亲全心全意地 [00:02:09] Believes the words that the Bible said 'til death do us two part' [00:02:14] 深信圣经所言,直至死亡将我们分离 [00:02:14] For her that was forever and ay he decided her night and day [00:02:19] 对她来说这就是永恒他决定了她的日夜 [00:02:19] How could some English words so small affect someone so strangely [00:02:29] 英语单词怎会对一个人产生如此奇怪的影响 [00:02:29] Taking her away from us her soul included [00:02:34] 把她从我们身边带走包括她的灵魂 [00:02:34] She might es well be gone with him all the children are excluded [00:02:39] 她可能会跟他一起走所有的孩子都被排除在外 [00:02:39] Loneliness is hell I know so well [00:02:44] 孤独如同地狱,我深知其味 [00:02:44] For I'm alone naturally [00:03:57] 因为我独自一人 [00:03:57] I waited three weeks for him to die [00:04:03] 我等了他三个星期才死去 [00:04:03] I waited three weeks for him to die [00:04:13] 我等了他三个星期才死去 [00:04:13] Every night he was calling on me I wouldn't go to him [00:04:23] 每天晚上他都来找我我不会去找他 [00:04:23] I waited three weeks for him to die three weeks for him to die [00:05:07] 我等了他三周等他死三周 [00:05:07] And after he died after he died every night I went out [00:05:14] 他死后每天晚上我都会出去 [00:05:14] Every night I had a flight it didn't matter who it was with [00:05:19] 每天晚上我都要搭飞机和谁在一起不重要 [00:05:19] 'Cos I knew what it was about and if you could read between lines [00:05:24] 因为我知道发生了什么,如果你能读懂言外之意 [00:05:24] My dad and I close as flies I loved him then and I loved him still [00:05:32] 我与父亲亲密无间,我过去爱他,现在仍然爱他。 [00:05:32] That's why my heart's so broken [00:05:39] 因此我心碎如尘 [00:05:39] Leaving me to doubt God in His mercy