[00:00:00] Hope of Morning - Icon For Hire/Ariel Jump/Shawn Jump/Adam Kronshagen [00:00:15] [00:00:15] My mind's a kaleidoscope it thinks too fast [00:00:17] 我的心就是一个万花筒,认为变化太快了 [00:00:17] Blurs all the colors 'til I can't see past [00:00:19] 让所有的颜色都变得模糊,直到我看不出它过去的样子 [00:00:19] The last mistake the choice I made [00:00:21] 上一次错误,我做的选择 [00:00:21] Staring in the mirror with myself to blame [00:00:22] 凝视镜子中的自己,不断自责 [00:00:22] Sometimes I'm afraid of the thoughts inside [00:00:24] 有时候我害怕内心的想法 [00:00:24] Nowhere to hide inside my mind [00:00:26] 在我的脑海里无处躲藏 [00:00:26] I'm scared that you'll compare and [00:00:27] 我害怕你会去比较 [00:00:27] I'll look a lifetime past repair [00:00:29] 我会用一辈子的时间去修复 [00:00:29] I second guess myself to death [00:00:31] 我再次猜测自己要死亡 [00:00:31] I re-solicit every step [00:00:33] 每一步都去恳求 [00:00:33] What if my words are meaningless [00:00:35] 如果我的话是没有意义的 [00:00:35] What if my heart's misleading this [00:00:37] 如果我的心被误导了 [00:00:37] I try to capture every moment as it comes to me [00:00:40] 我试图捕捉到每一个时刻 [00:00:40] Bottle up the memories and let them keep me company [00:00:49] 填满记忆,让它们陪伴着我 [00:00:49] When the hope of morning starts to fade in me [00:00:57] 当早晨的希望从我心中慢慢逝去 [00:00:57] I don't dare let darkness have its way with me [00:01:04] 我不敢独自走在黑夜中 [00:01:04] And the hope of morning makes me worth the fight [00:01:12] 早晨的希望值得我去奋斗 [00:01:12] I will not be giving in tonight [00:01:21] 今晚我不会放弃 [00:01:21] When I'm old and grey or thirty [00:01:23] 当我老了,头发花白了,或者30岁了 [00:01:23] Or whatever happens first [00:01:24] 或者不管首先发生了什么 [00:01:24] I'll need you to reassure me I didn't waste a verse [00:01:28] 我需要你来安慰我,我一点不会浪费 [00:01:28] Or worse what if my life's work is reduced to just myself [00:01:31] 或者糟糕一点,如果我的一生都只有我自己 [00:01:31] Like never let you get a word in [00:01:33] 像是从来没有让你说过一句话 [00:01:33] While I dissect my mental health [00:01:35] 我会剖析自己的心理健康情况 [00:01:35] Or lack thereof whatever there's too many things to track [00:01:37] 或者缺少什么,不管是什么,都有太多的事情要追踪 [00:01:37] I really can't remember if I'm insane or insomniac [00:01:42] 我真的不记得自己是不是疯了或是失眠了 [00:01:42] Now days all the kids want crazy wanna diagnose themselves [00:01:46] 现在,所有的孩子都想疯狂,都想为他们自己诊断 [00:01:46] Trade up made up epidemics [00:01:48] 堆积一些流行病 [00:01:48] Pass around prescription pills [00:01:49] 需要分发一些处方药 [00:01:49] But my disorder can't be cured [00:01:51] 但我的病没办法治愈 [00:01:51] By a bottle blade or dose [00:01:53] 通过一瓶药,一个刀片或者一剂药 [00:01:53] Self-disgust and selfishness tend to hold me awfully close [00:01:56] 自我厌恶和自私都慢慢走近我 [00:01:56] But I don't wanna let you see that [00:01:58] 但我不想让你看到 [00:01:58] I don't want my friends to know [00:02:00] 我不想让我的朋友知道 [00:02:00] Self-disgust and selfishness take me everywhere I go [00:02:04] 不管我走到哪里,都带着自我厌恶和自私 [00:02:04] When the hope of morning starts to fade in me [00:02:10] 当早晨的希望从我心中慢慢逝去 [00:02:10] I don't dare let darkness have its way with me [00:02:17] 我不敢独自走在黑夜中 [00:02:17] And the hope of morning makes me worth the fight [00:02:25] 早晨的希望值得我去奋斗 [00:02:25] I will not be giving in tonight [00:02:33] 今晚我不会放弃 [00:02:33] Try as I might to keep it together