Headlights (前灯) - Eminem (埃米纳姆)/Nate Ruess (内特·瑞斯)
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Mom I know I let you down
妈妈，我让你失望了
And though you say the days are happy
你说那些日子是幸福的
Why is the power off and I'm f**ked up
And mom I know he's not around
那又为何让它们远去，让我变成如今？
妈妈，我知道他已不再
But don't you place the blame on me
As you pour yourself another drink
但别迁怒于我
请平心静气
I guess we are who we are
我觉得我们知道彼此的意义
Headlights shining in the dark night I drive on
在黑夜中总有盏明灯鼓励我
Maybe we took this too far
但我们却深藏于心不肯坦白
I went in headfirst
Never thinking about who
我独断专行
What I said hurt in what verse
从不顾虑
My mom probably got it the worst
在哪一句押韵的冷嘲热讽里让人受伤
The brunt of it but as stubborn as we are
而我的妈妈，因此痛不欲生
Did I take it too far
隔阂多深，我多狠。
Cleaning out my closet and all them other songs
是不是我太绝？
But regardless I don't hate you cause ma
就像在Cleaning out my closet或者其他差不多的歌里做的
You're still beautiful to me cause you're my mom
不管怎样我并不恨你因为妈妈！
Though far be it for you to be calling my house was Vietnam
你在我眼中始终那么明艳动人，因为你是我妈妈啊
Desert Storm and both of us put together can
我的家是不是离你十万八千里所以你不联系我
Form an atomic bomb equivalent to Chemical warfare
我们俩聚集就如同军事行动里的
And forever we can drag this on and on
自动等量化学**随时待命
But agree to disagree
永远背负包袱慢慢向前
That gift from me up under the Christmas tree
接受分歧好吗
Don't mean sh*t to me
躺在圣诞树下我送你的礼物
You're kicking me out It's 15 degrees
对我来说屁都不算
And it's Christmas Eve (little prick just leave)
你把握赶出去，在15度的
Ma let me grab my f**king coat
平安夜 （小刺头滚吧）
Anything to have each other's goats
妈，让我拿走我该死的外套
Why we always at each others throats
拿走能让彼此泄愤的东西
Especially when dad he f**ked us both
我们怎么总是争执？
尤其是当老爸，他对我们干出混蛋事儿时
We're in the same f**king boat
You'd think that it'd make us close (nope)
我们特么的不是一边的吗
Further away that drove us
那应该让我们更亲密啊 (却恰恰相反）
But together headlights shine
我们渐行渐远
A car full of belongings
但却在新闻头条里共同闪耀
Still got a ways to go back to grandma's
我甚至住在了车里
House it's straight up the road
幸好还不至于无处可去
And I was the man of the house the oldest
我回到了在路旁的老房子里
So my shoulders carried the weight of the load
现在我是一家之主了
肩负重担
Then Nate got taken away
By the state at 8 years old and
真正地走了
That's when I realized you were sick
8岁时Nate
And it wasn't fixable or changable
也就是那时我意识到你很恶心
And to this day we remained estranged
而我也不能走回正道了
And I hate it though but
从那天起我们疏远了
I guess we are who we are
虽然我厌恶这样，但
我在想，我们到底是谁
Headlights shining in the dark night I drive on
在黑夜中总有盏明灯鼓励我
Maybe we took this too far
但我们却深藏于心不肯坦白
Cause to this day we remain estranged
And I hate it though
因为那一天我们日远日疏
Cause you ain't even get to witness your
尽管我厌烦这样
Grand baby's growth
因而你甚至不能见证
But I'm sorry mama for Cleaning Out
孙女的成长
My Closet at the time I was angry
但妈妈，我为Cleaning out my closet这首歌道歉
Rightfully maybe so never meant
那时我被愤怒冲昏头脑
That far to take it though cause
也许我们都知道
Now I know it's not your fault
这个道歉来得太晚了
And I'm not making jokes
因为现在我懂了那并不是你的错
That song I no longer play at shows
我不会再唱
And I cringe every time it's on the radio
也不会再在
And I think of Nathan being placed in a home
电台里每时每刻都捧夸那首歌了
And all the medicine you fed us
现在我想起了Nathan在家里的地位
And how I just wanted you to taste your own but
还有所有你给我们吃的苦
Now the medications taken over
那时我是多么想以牙还牙
And your mental states deteriorating slow
但现在反过来了
And I'm way too old to cry
你的精神状态已在慢慢恶化
That sh*t's painful though
我欲哭无泪
But ma I forgive you so does Nathan yo
即使这**的多么痛
All you did all you said
但是妈妈，我原谅你，Nathan也是
You did your best to raise us both
所有你所做的，你所说的
Foster care that cross you bare
你真的竭尽全力扶育我俩成长
Few may be as heavy as yours
如今我看护你，无事不至
But I love you Debbie Mathers
跟你当年也差不多了吧
Oh what a tangled web we have cause
我爱你，Debbie Mathers
One thing I never asked was
我们的关系掺杂了许多杂质，因为
Where the f**k my deadbeat dad was
有一件事我永不问
F**k it I guess he had trouble
那就是我那个贱逼软包老爹在哪里
Keeping up with every address
我特码的猜他
But I'd have flipped every mattress
住哪里哪里就有麻烦
Every rock and desert cactus
但我翻遍所有床垫
Own a collection of maps and
每块磐石还有仙人掌
Followed my kids to the edge of the atlas
得到一个藏宝图
Someone ever moved them from me
跟随我的孩子去到地图的边缘
That you could bet your a**'s
有人动了他们？
If I had to come down the
那么最好祈祷不会被我痛打一顿
Chimney dressed as Santa kidnap them
是否我要穿得
And although one has met their grandma
像圣诞老人一样从烟囱里爬出来然后诱拐他们
Once you pulled up in our drive one night
尽管有一个刚刚跟祖母分别
As we were leaving to get some handburgers
有次你在我们开车
Me her and Nate we introduced you hugged you
去买汉堡的时候让我们停止
And as you left I had this overwhelming
我，她，还有Nate，我们跟她介绍你并拥你入怀
Sadness come over me
你走之后
As we pulled off to go our separate paths and
我不能承受的悲哀涌入我全身
I saw your headlights as I looked back
我们步入了截然不同的路
And I'm mad I didn't get the chance to
当我翻阅旧事时，我看到了你的头条
Thank you for being my Mom and my Dad
我感激你
So Mom please accept this as a tribute
是我人生路上最重要的爸爸妈妈
I wrote this on the jet
因此妈妈，请把这当成礼物收下吧
I guess I had to get this off my chest
我是在飞机上写下了它
I hope I get the chance to lay it before I'm dead
我感到我必须开诚公布了
The stewardess said to fasten my seatbelt
在我死去之前我希望能有机会把这些尽情倾吐
I guess we're crashing
空姐说要系好安全带
我猜要坠机了
So if I'm not dreaming I hope you this message
That I'll always love you from afar
所以如若我不是在做梦的话
Cause you're my mama
我希翼你能从远方受到我爱你的讯息
I guess we are who we are
因为你终究是我妈妈....
我在想我们终究是我们自己
Headlights shining in the dark night I drive on
在黑夜中总有盏明灯鼓励我
Maybe we took this too far
I want a new life
但我们却深藏于心不肯坦白
我想要新生
One without a cause
一个没有痛苦的人生
So I'm coming home tonight
所以我今夜回家了
Well no matter what the cost
无论代价是什么
And if the plane goes down
And if the crew can't wake me up
假如飞机从天坠落
Just know that I was alright
假如别人没有让我醒来
就知道我很好就行了
And I was not afraid to die
我并不害怕死亡
Even if there's songs to sing
My children will carry me
即使还有歌想唱
Just know that I'm alright
我的孩子会继承我的一切
知道我很好就可以了
I was not afraid to die
Because I put my faith in my new girl
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