Testify - August Alsina // I remember wakin up bein broke 当我醒来 一切都已支离破碎 But still it wasn't breakin us 即使这样也没有击垮我们 I remember why i broke the rules 我记得为何我不守承诺 Cause i ain't really have nobody to look up to 因为已经没人让我敬仰 I remember cuttin class bein bad 我逃课 做坏事 Cause i ain't have what them other kids had 因为其他小孩拥有一切 我却一无所有 I remember wishin that i knew my dad 我多么希望知道我的亲生父亲是谁 Then i remember wishin i could get him back 之后我希望我能让父亲回到我身边 For every night that he told me 每个晚上他都告诉我 He was comin and he didn't 他会出现 但他没有 For every single dollar that my mama nem was missin 为了妈妈捉襟见肘的生活 For every thing i wanted and was told 为了那些我渴望得到的东西 却被告知 I couldn't get it and that 我无法得到 I had to face it that my daddy was addicted damn 我不得不接受我的爸爸已经**成瘾的事实 That's right it wasn't easy growin up 成长并非易事 Mama was exposin us to life as she knew it 妈妈把我赤裸裸地暴露在真实的生活面前 So we all went through it 因此我们都熬了过去 I remember bein down and out sleepin 我情绪低落 流离失所 On my homie's couch 睡在兄弟的沙发上 In outta trouble ever since my mama put me out 与麻烦周旋 自从妈妈把我扫地出门 Damn it's gettin real damn 生活越来越真实 Damn it's gettin real damn 生活越来越真实 Didn't graduate i'm thinkin damn i gotta deal 没能顺利完成学业 我想我必须要解决 So i hit da block sellin rocks just to eat a meal 为了填饱肚子 我成了一个**子 So i grabbed da glock 拿起我的半自动手枪 Kept it cocked peace is being still 上膛 好在没有什么大风大浪 In da back of da tracks 在皮条客和**云集的地方 My ni**a's stayed wit da packs 我和兄弟们卖** And if a ni**a was schemin 如果有人看起来凶神恶煞 My brotha stayed with tha gat 我的兄弟就会对付他 Yea yea we stayed in da trap 我们每天都待在**交易的地方 Yea everyday in da trap 每天都待在那儿 These ho's was chasin da cheese 浪女们像老鼠追着奶酪一样追着钱跑 So we would stay wit da rat's 我们就守着这群拜金女 And we was ridin down dippin low 我们卑躬屈膝 放下一切身段 I stayed in da back 生活在光明背后的黑暗里 Stayed in da back 待在黑暗里 In the x5 stuntin we ain't know how to act 在豪车里 我们无所适从 Know how 只知道如何 Spendin money like it's nothin 挥霍无度 Cuz we gone get it back 再多的钱我们也能挣回来 Get it back 挣回来 17 never thought that i'd be gettin dem racks 和这种大*尤物在一起 我17岁的时候想都不敢想 Had a dream but i said i wasn't f**kin wit that 翻云覆雨 终究只是南柯一梦 Mel told me i would make it 媚尔说我会出人头地 I ain't f**kin wit that 我却不以为然 But he told me that it wouldn't hurt to give it a try 但是他说试一试也无妨 Hardest thing out in new orleans never see 25 在新奥尔良最艰难的事情就是活到25岁 Right then i woke up broke out 我醒来 一无所有 Told my ni**a's had to roll out 我告诉兄弟得摆脱这种困境 Moved to the a and got motivated 想搬到高档的住所 一切都激励着我 That inspiration don't run out 灵感从未枯竭 Heard my brother got gunned down 听说我的兄弟被枪击 And it hurt me to my heart 我的心都碎了 So i kept grindin i kept pushin he told me to go far 所以我一直贩毒 一直强迫自己 因为他曾告诉我让我走得更高更远 So i can't stop at no crib 我不会停止奋斗 直到我有了豪宅 Can't stop at no car 有了豪车 Gotta keep goin like there ain't no tomorrow 把每一天都当做最后一天去努力 So i'm goin hard everyday 所以每一天我都无所畏惧 Til i got nothin to say 直到让人无话可说 Nothin can stand in my way i gotta stay 直到没有人挡住我的去路 我要留下