All the time I have layed in your love 一直以来我都在有你的生活之中 When your love kept me safe through the night 你的爱让我安然度过黑夜 All the time I was sure you were mine 一直以来我都坚信你不会离我而去 And before time demands our goodbye 直到时光令我们天人两隔 Can you sing me a last lullaby? 你能为我唱最后一遍摇篮曲么 It's been a while since I last dreamt 距离我最后一次做梦已有段时间 Barely remember what it's like to dream 我几乎忘记梦的模样 Finding it hard to get to sleep, too stressed 辗转反侧 压力很大 And there ain't anyone to sing a lullaby to me 再也没有人为我唱首摇篮曲 Pretend shit doesn't get to me 伪装找不到我 And I suffer in silence when I'm hurting 当我被伤害 默默忍受 A man's problems are his own 一个男人的难题来源于他自己 And it's my burden 这是我的负担 Tossing and turning, trying to get to sleep 辗转反侧 尝试如睡 But I find it hard to switch off when my mind's working 但是我这难以让我停止胡思乱想 I ponder on things I shouldn't ponder on 我思考本不该去想的事 Off the rails, my train of thought's wandering 我思维的列车脱轨漫游 Sick of pretending to be so happy 厌倦了假装很开心 All the while my anxiety's away at me 我的焦虑始终远离 My skin crawling, I look up to the sky 我的皮囊缓慢行进 我抬头看着天空 And it falls, the walls close in and it's 天空倾塌 壁垒紧闭 As if all the good in my life disappears 就如生命中所有美好都消失 In an instant, that thing is just so distant 在那一瞬间 那件事好像如此遥远 So seeing the ones who I love, the ones who love me 看到那些我爱的人 爱我的人 But I don't wanna tell em how I feel in case they judge me 但我并不想告诉他们我的感受 以防他们评判我 It's just me, wish I could let somebody in 这只是我 希望能为别人打开心房 But I ain't ever been too trusting 但我不会有太多信任 All the time I have layed in your love 一直以来我都在有你的生活之中 When your love kept me safe through the night 你的爱让我安然度过黑夜 All the time I was sure you were mine 一直以来我都坚信你不会离我而去 And before time demands our goodbye 直到时光令我们天人两隔 Can you sing me a last lullaby? 你能为我唱最后一遍摇篮曲么 I've barely had any sleep when I get up 我几乎彻夜未眠 当我起床时 Sick of all these nightmares and these night terrors 厌倦了所有这些噩梦和惊醒 Like it's only when I'm in heaven that I sleep better 似乎只有天堂 我才能有好梦 Might sleep better when I get up, I'm weak 能有好梦 而我起床之时的虚弱 It just makes my day harder, I wonder if 这只会让我更加度日如年 我不知道 It would've been any different 如果我的父亲还在 if I had a father that I knew 会是怎样的不同 Could it have helped shape the way that I grew? 能将我的成长进行塑造吗 But the point of things I never have went from 但我没有这点东西 Being a reason for the things that I do 我做的事是有原因的 To just being an excuse that I'd use 只是我会用一个借口 I've gotta take responsibility for the things I do 我必须为我所做的事承担责任 Find something other than negativity for my fuel 找到一些不消极的事为我提神 But I feed off it, even when I don't seem bothered 我依靠自我时不会不安 I hide everything that's going on inside 隐藏一切深入的事 Guess it's been a while since I've been honest, I need help 这是因为我已诚实太久 我需要帮助 But I deny it and even lie to myself like I'm fine 但是我否认 甚至欺骗自己 All the time I have layed in your love 一直以来我都在有你的生活之中 When your love kept me safe through the night 你的爱让我安然度过黑夜 All the time I was sure you were mine 一直以来我都坚信你不会离我而去 And before time demands our goodbye 直到时光令我们天人两隔 Can you sing me a last lullaby?