[00:00:00] Back When I Was 4 - Jeffrey Lewis/Jack Lewis/Anders Griffen [00:00:01] Back when I was 4 and I knew the [00:00:03] Name of every dinosaur [00:00:04] I knew how to read ROM comic books [00:00:06] My babysitter said I was really smart [00:00:08] When the lights went out everything changed [00:00:10] The radio music made me feel strange [00:00:13] And I had a real bad dream about [00:00:14] A gorilla in the bathroom [00:00:17] Back when I was 6 and [00:00:18] I took some things real serious [00:00:20] And I thought that every [00:00:22] Song that came on the radio [00:00:24] Was referring to strange sexual acts [00:00:27] Because they thought I wouldn't know the facts [00:00:29] And being small is hard and [00:00:31] No one ever tells you how [00:00:33] And back when I was 8 I [00:00:35] Would sit outside on an old milk crate [00:00:37] And look out at the world from [00:00:39] The stoop across the street [00:00:40] The boomboxes and the hot concrete [00:00:43] And every Halloween they hung [00:00:45] A million rubber skeletons across ninth street [00:00:49] And back when I was 12 or so [00:00:51] I swear to god I never felt so low [00:00:53] Everyone but me was [00:00:54] Making out and eating cookies [00:00:57] I had more than my brain could stand [00:00:59] I threw my life in a garbage can [00:01:01] I felt so weird [00:01:02] I had to disappear [00:01:02] In crying suicide disease [00:01:05] At 15 getting stoned felt good [00:01:07] And it sent me back to childhood [00:01:09] And nothing ever mattered to me more than that [00:01:12] But then 16 became eclipse [00:01:15] My brain became apocalypse [00:01:16] I was lost and found and [00:01:18] I've never been the same [00:01:21] And back when I was 22 [00:01:22] I left the best thing that I knew [00:01:24] And I gave it up for fortune and for fame [00:01:29] I played like I didn't know how [00:01:30] I shocked the world [00:01:32] I wowed the crowd [00:01:33] But I deserved more than what they gave [00:01:37] Back when I was 27 still nothing had been forgiven [00:01:40] Clay turns into rock and rock just sits [00:01:45] So sitting on a crowded beach [00:01:46] I'd pretend I was a leech [00:01:48] And I'd stick to things here and there for a little bit [00:01:53] And back when I was 31 I knew [00:01:54] I'd become what I'd become [00:01:56] Nothing left to reveal [00:01:58] And there was nowhere else to turn [00:02:00] So shocked and withered dumb and bitter [00:02:02] And in need of a babysitter [00:02:04] I'd gladly let my hand fall off and burn burn burn [00:02:09] Back when I turned the big 4-0 [00:02:11] I realized just how much there was to go [00:02:13] And I started to think that being alone forever [00:02:15] Wasn't where it was at [00:02:17] So I took my head out of the window [00:02:18] And I taught myself how to love real fast [00:02:20] I started talking about painting [00:02:22] With a woman in the laundromat [00:02:25] And back when I was 50 [00:02:26] And my first wife had just left me [00:02:29] I felt okay and I sang my daughter [00:02:31] Funny little songs [00:02:33] And just when I thought the best was past [00:02:35] I fell in love for real at last [00:02:37] And it didn't even matter [00:02:38] That it had taken me so long [00:02:41] And back when I was 63 the public rediscovered me [00:02:44] My comic books and albums had [00:02:46] All become rare cult-collector items [00:02:48] And both my parents were deceased [00:02:51] So they didn't see my records get re-released [00:02:53] And I got a dog for the first time in my life [00:02:57] And back when I was 74 my [00:02:59] Dog died and I got two more [00:03:01] I still felt really good about my daughter [00:03:03] And also about my girlfriend [00:03:05] And I would sing and draw a little bit [00:03:07] But mostly I'd just wake up early and sit [00:03:09] And hang out with the puppies [00:03:11] And wish that I could live forever [00:03:13] And back when I was 87 and my [00:03:15] Grandson had just turned eleven [00:03:17] My woman was dead [00:03:18] And my dogs were getting pretty old 404

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