[00:00:15] Yeah look
[00:00:17] 耶，瞧瞧
[00:00:17] Let me tell you about
[00:00:18] 让我跟你讲一讲
[00:00:18] A kid named Steven
[00:00:19] 一个叫史蒂文的孩子的故事
[00:00:19] He's slowly running out
[00:00:19] 他慢慢地
[00:00:19] Of things to believe in
[00:00:21] 愈发失去信仰
[00:00:21] Every couple of months
[00:00:22] 每两个月
[00:00:22] His mom leaves him
[00:00:23] **妈就会丢下他
[00:00:23] For no good reason
[00:00:24] 毫无缘由的
[00:00:24] His step-dad beats him
[00:00:25] 他的继父就会打骂她
[00:00:25] Not too many friends
[00:00:26] 没什么朋友
[00:00:26] Only ever had a few of them
[00:00:27] 就曾经有那么一两个而已
[00:00:27] But recently they don't want
[00:00:28] 但现在
[00:00:28] Anything to do with him
[00:00:29] 他们也不愿跟他一起玩
[00:00:29] Always eating lunch
[00:00:30] 总是独自一人
[00:00:30] In the bathroom stall
[00:00:31] 在厕所吃午餐
[00:00:31] He just wants to feel normal
[00:00:32] 他只是想成为普通人
[00:00:32] And be cool again yeah
[00:00:33] 再酷一点，耶
[00:00:33] Always feeling like the outcast
[00:00:35] 总是感觉像是被遗弃的人
[00:00:35] He's been going crazy
[00:00:36] 自从父亲过世
[00:00:36] Ever since his dad passed
[00:00:37] 他就感觉自己疯了
[00:00:37] He needs guidance
[00:00:38] 他需要指导和建议
[00:00:38] And advice but instead
[00:00:39] 但反之
[00:00:39] He only has breakdowns
[00:00:40] 他只有父亲车祸时
[00:00:40] And flashbacks of the car crash uh
[00:00:42] 无尽的崩溃和记忆片段
[00:00:42] It's been getting harder everyday
[00:00:43] 每天都变得越来越难
[00:00:43] If he was still around
[00:00:44] 如果他仍在身旁
[00:00:44] Everything would be ok
[00:00:45] 一切应该都会好起来的
[00:00:45] Cuz his dad was always the light
[00:00:46] 因为他父亲一直都是
[00:00:46] At the end of the tunnel
[00:00:47] 黑暗隧道末那抹明亮
[00:00:47] But now that same damn tunnel
[00:00:48] 但如今还是那该死的隧道
[00:00:48] Is looking dark and grey
[00:00:50] 看起来愈发漆黑与灰暗
[00:00:50] He keeps quiet in the back of the class
[00:00:52] 他安静地坐在教室后面
[00:00:52] And when the bell rings
[00:00:53] 当铃声一响
[00:00:53] Steven hurries home fast
[00:00:54] 史蒂文就匆忙赶回家
[00:00:54] Scared to death the other kids
[00:00:55] 他极其害怕其他孩子
[00:00:55] Will kick his a** on the long walk home
[00:00:57] 会在回家路上揍他
[00:00:57] Cuz its happened in the past so
[00:00:58] 因为这过去曾发生过
[00:00:58] He's getting used to
[00:00:59] 因此他都习惯了
[00:00:59] The black eyes and fat lips
[00:01:00] 那双黑眼睛和那厚嘴唇
[00:01:00] But all he's got is a fake smile and cut wrists
[00:01:02] 但他得到的是一个假笑和割手腕
[00:01:02] Wishin' he could walk right up to them
[00:01:04] 真想他能走向他们
[00:01:04] And show them the scars
[00:01:05] 给他们看伤疤
[00:01:05] And say look you're the reason
[00:01:05] 说到，看吧，就因为你
[00:01:05] That I've done this
[00:01:07] 我已经这样做了
[00:01:07] Maybe they would finally understand
[00:01:08] 也许他们最终会明白的
[00:01:08] And go back to how it was before it all began
[00:01:10] 回到最初如何开始的时候
[00:01:10] But he's just a little different
[00:01:11] 但他还是有点不同
[00:01:11] So they taunt him and they beat him
[00:01:12] 因此他们奚落他，殴打他
[00:01:12] Yeah it's all just fun and games
[00:01:14] 是的，一切都只是娱乐和游戏
[00:01:14] They don't give a damn yeah
[00:01:15] 他们一点也不在乎，是的
[00:01:15] His older brother ain't around
[00:01:16] 他的哥哥没在身边
[00:01:16] In and out of jail
[00:01:17] 他老是在监狱进进出出
[00:01:17] Hanging with the wrong crowd
[00:01:18] 跟着一堆小混混成天厮混
[00:01:18] He's been doing coke smoking w**d
[00:01:20] 他一直在**，抽**
[00:01:20] Getting drunk all his life he's a shame
[00:01:21] 成天醉酒，他是一个耻辱
[00:01:21] No he's not too proud
[00:01:22] 不，他并不骄傲得意
[00:01:22] Now his habits are rubbing off
[00:01:24] 现在他的习惯
[00:01:24] On his little bro yeah
[00:01:25] 正在逐渐影响他的弟弟
[00:01:25] But guess what
[00:01:26] 但你猜怎么着
[00:01:26] Little did he know
[00:01:27] 他一点都没意识到
[00:01:27] That everytime he did a line
[00:01:28] 每一次他准备吸食**
[00:01:28] Everytime he lit a joint
[00:01:29] 每一次点燃**卷
[00:01:29] Everytime he took a shot
[00:01:30] 每一次尝试
[00:01:30] He was sippin mode
[00:01:31] 他都是在竖立示范
[00:01:31] So Steven's sitting in his room
[00:01:32] 所以史蒂文坐在他的房间
[00:01:32] Getting high now
[00:01:33] 兴致勃勃的嗨着药
[00:01:33] Doors locked music up
[00:01:34] 锁好门，放着音乐
[00:01:34] With his lights out
[00:01:35] 把灯熄灭
[00:01:35] He just takes another tote
[00:01:36] 又来一只
[00:01:36] Til his room fills with smoke
[00:01:37] 直到整个房间烟雾弥漫
[00:01:37] 5-6-7 hours til he knocks out
[00:01:39] 好几个小时，一直到不省人事
[00:01:39] Now he started stealing pills from his mom
[00:01:41] 现在他开始偷他的妈妈的药
[00:01:41] 8-9-10 at a time and now they're gone
[00:01:43] 一次偷很多，现在他们都走了
[00:01:43] And maybe for a moment
[00:01:44] 也许有那么一会儿
[00:01:44] All his problems seem to fade
[00:01:45] 他所有的问题似乎都消失了
[00:01:45] But the high fades too after not too long
[00:01:47] 但幻觉不久也会消失
[00:01:47] And that's when it really sinks in
[00:01:48] 当真正沉迷入内
[00:01:48] And that's when it hits him
[00:01:50] 也使他意识到
[00:01:50] That these god damn drugs won't fix him
[00:01:51] 这些该死的药物无法解决他的问题
[00:01:51] Curled up on the floor
[00:01:52] 蜷缩在地板上
[00:01:52] Can't take it anymore
[00:01:53] 再也无法忍受下去
[00:01:53] Now he's talking to God
[00:01:54] 现在他对神说着话
[00:01:54] Cuz he's the only one that gets him
[00:01:56] 因为只有神能懂他
[00:01:56] On his knees looking up
[00:01:57] 跪在地上，望着天
[00:01:57] Can't stop crying
[00:01:58] 泪流不止
[00:01:58] "God I know we haven't talked in a long time
[00:02:00] 上帝，我知道我们很久都没有交谈过了
[00:02:00] But this time I really need you
[00:02:01] 但这一次我真的很需要你
[00:02:01] Please God help me say something
[00:02:03] 求您了，上帝，帮助我，跟我说点什么
[00:02:03] Just give me a sign
[00:02:04] 给我一点讯息
[00:02:04] Because now I'm falling apart and
[00:02:05] 因为现在我已经崩溃了
[00:02:05] I don't think that I can do it
[00:02:06] 我做不到了
[00:02:06] Please God give me the strength
[00:02:07] 请上帝赐给我力量
[00:02:07] To pull through it Tell me
[00:02:08] 让我度过难关，请告诉我
[00:02:08] Should I give up
[00:02:09] 我应该放弃吗
[00:02:09] I could end it all right now
[00:02:11] 我现在就可以结束这一切
[00:02:11] I just don't know
[00:02:11] 我就是不知道
[00:02:11] If I'm brave enough to do it
[00:02:13] 我是否足够勇敢去做
[00:02:13] Cuz there's gotta
[00:02:13] 因为
[00:02:13] Be a better way than suicide
[00:02:14] 肯定有比自杀更好的方法
[00:02:14] Try to wait it out
[00:02:15] 试着等待
[00:02:15] Give it time you'll be fine
[00:02:17] 给一点时间，你会好起来的
[00:02:17] But it's been so long
[00:02:18] 但这已经过了这么长的时间
[00:02:18] And I still haven't been able to get rid
[00:02:19] 我仍然没能摆脱
[00:02:19] Of all the thoughts that I feel inside
[00:02:21] 我内心所有的想法
[00:02:21] So sick so angry so mad
[00:02:23] 很恶心，很气愤，很疯狂
[00:02:23] And to top it off no one even knows that"
[00:02:25] 最糟糕的是，甚至没人知道
[00:02:25] That's when he stood up
[00:02:26] 当他起身
[00:02:26] Wiped his tears
[00:02:27] 擦干泪水
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