[00:00:00] Story Of Mine - Hopsin [00:00:11] Y'all now in the place to be and [00:00:13] You rocking with the H-O-P [00:00:16] I'm a tell y'all a story of mine about how the [00:00:19] Lord put the weight on me (that's right) [00:00:21] Y'all now in the place to be and [00:00:23] You rocking with the H-O-P [00:00:27] Pay attention closely to my story (alright) [00:00:32] Mom ain't never had sh*t neither did pop [00:00:34] And that's exactly the reason that he beat her a lot [00:00:37] So sh*t as a kid I had to be a cheater and rob [00:00:39] Dealing with the consequences of me getting caught [00:00:42] Life appeared to be cool when I was [00:00:44] Young cause I didn't notice things [00:00:45] Rent was paid every month with no [00:00:47] Problems so it seems [00:00:49] And as I got older I would catch onto things [00:00:50] Then I start to notice that sh*t ain't [00:00:52] The way it's 'posed to be [00:00:53] Come to find out we've been up in a rut [00:00:55] My mom feeling like she got a [00:00:57] Knife stuck in the gut [00:00:58] And dad tripping out for no [00:00:59] Reason cussin and stuff [00:01:00] I'm trying hard sucking it up [00:01:02] Like f**k it it's sus [00:01:04] And Christmas in the house [00:01:05] Was not that popular [00:01:06] Cause all we ever receive [00:01:07] Was socks and boxers [00:01:08] My friend got a power ranger toy and a megazoid [00:01:12] It was official market on our f**king family four [00:01:14] Y'all now in the place to be and [00:01:17] You rocking with the H-O-P [00:01:20] I'm a tell y'all a story of mine about how [00:01:23] The lord put the weight on me (that's right) [00:01:25] Y'all now in the place to be and [00:01:28] You rocking with the H-O-P [00:01:31] Pay attention closely to my story (alright) [00:01:36] When I was 17 my dad moved out [00:01:38] He refused to try help for us [00:01:40] Get a brand new house [00:01:41] So that just me my mom and my sister [00:01:43] And it was up to me to be the [00:01:45] Man to polish our future [00:01:46] We was slowly falling apart [00:01:47] I felt the pain all in my heart [00:01:49] When my mom would go and [00:01:50] Crawl in the dark [00:01:51] And cry lungs out cause she knew [00:01:53] That our good times was up now [00:01:54] I ain't know how to deal with none [00:01:56] Of it I was strung out [00:01:57] Finally my 18th birthday hit [00:01:59] I would had left but I had to help her pay rent [00:02:02] My homies got their own place [00:02:03] They living very nice [00:02:05] Sipping on some Bacardi and [00:02:06] Throwing parties every night [00:02:07] They mom buying cars new 3-50 Z's [00:02:10] Well my moms in debt at least 50 G's [00:02:13] That means I have to work harder just to [00:02:15] Get by cause if I don't we'll be struggling [00:02:17] For the rest of our lives F**K [00:02:19] Y'all now in the place to be and you [00:02:21] Rocking with the H-O-P [00:02:24] I'm a tell y'all a story of mine about [00:02:26] How the lord put the weight on me (that's right) [00:02:29] Y'all now in the place to be and you [00:02:32] Rocking with the H-O-P [00:02:35] Pay attention closely to my story (alright) [00:02:40] God I hate to cuss to you but [00:02:41] I hate my f**king life [00:02:42] Nothings right it's cold in my world [00:02:44] It's never summer time [00:02:45] It is a test giving me this mediocre lifestyle [00:02:48] If I'm a get then it needs to happen right now [00:02:51] I'm one week away from jumping off a cliff [00:02:53] Or putting heat up to my head and [00:02:54] Then dumping off a clip [00:02:56] I know you think I'm just lying cause [00:02:57] Last time I stood next to a cliff side [00:02:59] I bitched out but I'm a do it this time [00:03:01] Man forget it we both know I'm not [00:03:03] I just say that stupid sh*t cause I'm so low on gaup [00:03:06] But for real tho God man you have to help [00:03:09] Me out cause I know the road I'm [00:03:10] Rolling on is not a healthy route [00:03:12] From now to back to the day I was a [00:03:13] Little kid sh*t didn't brighten up a little bit [00:03:16] Now wouldn't you be a little pissed if this was you