Mansion - NF/Fleurie // Insidious is blind inception 狡诈作恶只是盲目的开始 What's reality with all these questions 这些问题的真相又是怎样 Feels like I missed my alarm slept in slept in 我好像错过了清醒时刻 再次昏睡过去 Broken legs but I chase perfection 双腿无力但仍旧追逐着完美人生 These walls are my blank expression 我的面庞就像四周的墙壁般茫然 My mind is a home I'm trapped in 我被困在意识的枷锁中 无法挣脱 And it's lonely inside this mansion mansion mansion 这个屋子是如此孤寂 我独自一人游荡其中 Yo my mind is a house with walls covered in lyrics 我的思想如歌词建筑的房屋 They're all over the place 它们无处不在 There's songs in the mirrors 映在镜子中 Written all over the floors all over the chairs 印在地板上 绘在椅子里 You get the uncut version of life 当我走下楼去 When I go downstairs 你会看到我未经修饰的人生 That's where I write when I'm in a bad 心情失落时我会在那里倾诉 Place and need to release 释放内心的烦闷 And let out the version of NF you don't want to see 你会更加了解我 你不会想要看到的 I put holes in the walls with both 我用双手 不停敲打着墙壁 Of my fists 'til they bleed 直至鲜血流出 伤痕累累 You might get a glimpse of how 你可能会明白 I cope with all this anger in me 我是怎么释放内心的愤怒 Physically abused now that's the room that 身体上的折磨 就是那个房间 I don't want to be in 我不愿踏足半分 That picture ain't blurry at all 被折磨的回忆依然清晰 I just don't want to see it 我只是不愿再回想 These walls ain't blank I just think 墙壁上已没有空白 I don't want to see 'em 我只是不想再看到它们 But why not I'm in here so I might as well read 'em 但既然已经到了这里 还是好好看一下吧 I gotta thank you for this anger that I carry around 我要为这无法化解的怒气感谢你 Wish I could take a match and burn this 真希望一把火把这里烧掉 Whole room to the ground 让一切化为尘土 Matter of fact I think Ima burn this room right now 是的我现在只想把这里烧掉 一切化为灰烬 So now this memory for some reason just won't come down 这样那些回忆就会消失 You used to put me in the corner so you could 你过去常把我逼得无路可走 这样你就可以 See the fear in my eyes 看清我眼中的恐惧 Then took me downstairs and beat me 'til 再把我拖下楼 狠狠殴打我 I screamed and I cried 直到我痛哭尖叫 Congratulations you'll always have a room in my mind 恭喜你 我永远不会再忘记你了 But Ima keep the door shut and lock the lyrics inside 但我会紧闭门扉 化为内心的旋律 不再回想 Insidious is blind inception 狡诈作恶只是盲目的开始 What's reality with all these questions 这些问题的真相又是怎样 Feels like I missed my alarm slept in slept in slept in 我好像错过了清醒时刻 再次昏睡过去 Slept in broken legs but I chase perfection 双腿无力但仍旧追逐着完美人生 These walls are my blank expression 我的面庞就像四周的墙壁般茫然 My mind is a home I'm trapped in 我被困在意识的枷锁中 无法挣脱 And it's lonely inside this mansion inside this mansion 这个屋子是如此孤寂 我独自一人游荡其中 Yo my mind is a house with walls covered in pain 满屋尽是痛楚 See my problem is I don't fix things 问题在于我的无动于衷 I just try to repaint cover em up like it never happen 我只是在试图掩盖那些痕迹 仿佛从未发生过 Say I wish I could change 我希望自己可以改变 Are you confused 你困惑吗 Come upstairs and I'll show you what I mean 来吧 去到楼上 我会让你明白 This room's full of regrets just 这个房间充满懊悔 Keeps getting fuller it seems 悔恨似乎仍在蔓延 The moment I walk in to it's the same moment 走进去的那一刻 That I wanna leave 我想马上离开这里 I get sick to my stomach every time 每一次我都感到反胃 隐隐不适 I look at these things 看着这些事物 But it's hard to look past when this is the room 但这房间是我栖息之处 Where I sleep 想要忘记过去是那么艰难 I look around one of the worst things 看着四周 我记录在墙上的 I wrote on these walls 那些糟糕的事情 Was the moment I realized that I was losing my mom 当我意识到失去妈妈的那一刻 And one of the first things I wrote was 我曾记下的尤为重要的事情是 I was shot with a call 多希望我可以打个电话给她 But I should just stop now we ain't 但此刻我应该停下来 Got enough room in this song 这首歌里已包含太多 And I regret the fact that I struggled 我感到悔恨不已 因为我试图在 Trying to find who I am 找回自我 And I lie to myself and say I do the best that I can 我自欺欺人着 告诉自己我已竭尽全力 Shrug it off like it ain't nothing like 假装不在意 假装这些都不算什么 It's out of my hands 我的无能为力 Then get ticked off whenever I see it affecting my plans 但每次看到这一切 我会感到暴躁如雷 And I regret watching these trust issues eat me alive 我不想让这些信任问题来吞噬我的人生 And at the rate I'm going probably 也许至死那一刻 Still be there when I die 我都会留在此地 Congratulations you'll always have a room in my mind 恭喜你 我永远不会再忘记你了 The question is will I ever clean the walls off in time 问题是 将来我会把墙上的一幕幕清扫干净吗 Insidious is blind inception 狡诈作恶只是盲目的开始 What's reality with all these questions 这些问题的真相又是怎样 Feels like I missed my alarm slept in slept in slept in 我好像错过了清醒时刻 再次昏睡过去 Slept in broken legs but I chase perfection 双腿无力但仍旧追逐着完美人生 These walls are my blank expression 我的面庞就像四周的墙壁般茫然 My mind is a home I'm trapped in 我被困在意识的枷锁中 无法挣脱 And it's lonely inside this mansion inside this mansion 这个屋子是如此孤寂 我独自一人游荡其中 So this part of my house no one's been in it for years 这段回忆已埋在我的心房许久 I built the safe room and I don't let no one in there 我建起心的堡垒不让任何人进入 Cause if I do there's a chance 害怕若是让他们走进内心 That they might disappear and not come back 他们或许会消失不见 And I admit I am emotionally scared to let anyone inside 我承认我有些神经过敏 害怕他人走进心中 So I just leave my doors locked 我把心门紧闭 You might get other doors to open up this doors not 也许你能另觅新欢 但休想获得我的青睐 I don't want you to have the opportunity to hurt me 我不会给你们机会来伤害我 And I'll be the only person that I can blame 只有我可以责备自己 When you desert me 你放弃我时 I'm barricaded inside 我的内心对你产生隔阂 So stop watching 所以不要再窥视观望 I'm not coming to the door 我不会为你打开心扉 So stop knocking stop knocking 不要再试图撩拨我 停止吧 I'm trapped here 我受困于此 God keep saying I'm not locked in 上帝总是说 我还有救 I chose this 是我自作自受 I am lost in my own conscious 我已经迷失了自我 I know that shutting the wall down ain't solving the problem 我知道与世隔绝根本于事无补 But I didn't build this house because 但我建起堡垒 I thought it would solve 'em 并非因为这 I built it because I thought that 我筑就心墙 It would be safer in there 只为让自己安心 免于受伤 But it's not I'm not the only thing 但我不是唯一 我不是唯一 That's living in here 这样做的人 Fear came to my house years ago I let 'em in 曾经恐惧来袭 走进我心房 Maybe that's the problem 或许这就是问题所在 'Cause I've been dealing with this ever since 我从那时起 就与之周旋 I thought that he would leave but 我以为他会离开 It's obvious he never did 但很明显并非如此 He must picked the room and got 他选择来到这里 404

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