[00:00:00] Mansion - NF/Fleurie [00:00:00] // [00:00:00] Insidious is blind inception [00:00:03] 狡诈作恶只是盲目的开始 [00:00:03] What's reality with all these questions [00:00:06] 这些问题的真相又是怎样 [00:00:06] Feels like I missed my alarm slept in slept in [00:00:13] 我好像错过了清醒时刻 再次昏睡过去 [00:00:13] Broken legs but I chase perfection [00:00:16] 双腿无力但仍旧追逐着完美人生 [00:00:16] These walls are my blank expression [00:00:19] 我的面庞就像四周的墙壁般茫然 [00:00:19] My mind is a home I'm trapped in [00:00:22] 我被困在意识的枷锁中 无法挣脱 [00:00:22] And it's lonely inside this mansion mansion mansion [00:00:31] 这个屋子是如此孤寂 我独自一人游荡其中 [00:00:31] Yo my mind is a house with walls covered in lyrics [00:00:34] 我的思想如歌词建筑的房屋 [00:00:34] They're all over the place [00:00:36] 它们无处不在 [00:00:36] There's songs in the mirrors [00:00:38] 映在镜子中 [00:00:38] Written all over the floors all over the chairs [00:00:41] 印在地板上 绘在椅子里 [00:00:41] You get the uncut version of life [00:00:43] 当我走下楼去 [00:00:43] When I go downstairs [00:00:44] 你会看到我未经修饰的人生 [00:00:44] That's where I write when I'm in a bad [00:00:46] 心情失落时我会在那里倾诉 [00:00:46] Place and need to release [00:00:47] 释放内心的烦闷 [00:00:47] And let out the version of NF you don't want to see [00:00:50] 你会更加了解我 你不会想要看到的 [00:00:50] I put holes in the walls with both [00:00:52] 我用双手 不停敲打着墙壁 [00:00:52] Of my fists 'til they bleed [00:00:54] 直至鲜血流出 伤痕累累 [00:00:54] You might get a glimpse of how [00:00:55] 你可能会明白 [00:00:55] I cope with all this anger in me [00:00:57] 我是怎么释放内心的愤怒 [00:00:57] Physically abused now that's the room that [00:00:59] 身体上的折磨 就是那个房间 [00:00:59] I don't want to be in [00:01:00] 我不愿踏足半分 [00:01:00] That picture ain't blurry at all [00:01:02] 被折磨的回忆依然清晰 [00:01:02] I just don't want to see it [00:01:03] 我只是不愿再回想 [00:01:03] These walls ain't blank I just think [00:01:05] 墙壁上已没有空白 [00:01:05] I don't want to see 'em [00:01:06] 我只是不想再看到它们 [00:01:06] But why not I'm in here so I might as well read 'em [00:01:10] 但既然已经到了这里 还是好好看一下吧 [00:01:10] I gotta thank you for this anger that I carry around [00:01:13] 我要为这无法化解的怒气感谢你 [00:01:13] Wish I could take a match and burn this [00:01:15] 真希望一把火把这里烧掉 [00:01:15] Whole room to the ground [00:01:16] 让一切化为尘土 [00:01:16] Matter of fact I think Ima burn this room right now [00:01:19] 是的我现在只想把这里烧掉 一切化为灰烬 [00:01:19] So now this memory for some reason just won't come down [00:01:22] 这样那些回忆就会消失 [00:01:22] You used to put me in the corner so you could [00:01:24] 你过去常把我逼得无路可走 这样你就可以 [00:01:24] See the fear in my eyes [00:01:26] 看清我眼中的恐惧 [00:01:26] Then took me downstairs and beat me 'til [00:01:28] 再把我拖下楼 狠狠殴打我 [00:01:28] I screamed and I cried [00:01:29] 直到我痛哭尖叫 [00:01:29] Congratulations you'll always have a room in my mind [00:01:32] 恭喜你 我永远不会再忘记你了 [00:01:32] But Ima keep the door shut and lock the lyrics inside [00:01:36] 但我会紧闭门扉 化为内心的旋律 不再回想 [00:01:36] Insidious is blind inception [00:01:39] 狡诈作恶只是盲目的开始 [00:01:39] What's reality with all these questions [00:01:42] 这些问题的真相又是怎样 [00:01:42] Feels like I missed my alarm slept in slept in slept in [00:01:47] 我好像错过了清醒时刻 再次昏睡过去 [00:01:47] Slept in broken legs but I chase perfection [00:01:52] 双腿无力但仍旧追逐着完美人生 [00:01:52] These walls are my blank expression [00:01:55] 我的面庞就像四周的墙壁般茫然 [00:01:55] My mind is a home I'm trapped in [00:01:58] 我被困在意识的枷锁中 无法挣脱 [00:01:58] And it's lonely inside this mansion inside this mansion [00:02:04] 这个屋子是如此孤寂 我独自一人游荡其中 [00:02:04] Yo my mind is a house with walls covered in pain [00:02:07] 满屋尽是痛楚 [00:02:07] See my problem is I don't fix things [00:02:09] 问题在于我的无动于衷 [00:02:09] I just try to repaint cover em up like it never happen [00:02:12] 我只是在试图掩盖那些痕迹 仿佛从未发生过 [00:02:12] Say I wish I could change [00:02:14] 我希望自己可以改变 [00:02:14] Are you confused [00:02:15] 你困惑吗 [00:02:15] Come upstairs and I'll show you what I mean [00:02:17] 来吧 去到楼上 我会让你明白 [00:02:17] This room's full of regrets just [00:02:18] 这个房间充满懊悔 [00:02:18] Keeps getting fuller it seems [00:02:20] 悔恨似乎仍在蔓延 [00:02:20] The moment I walk in to it's the same moment [00:02:22] 走进去的那一刻 [00:02:22] That I wanna leave [00:02:23] 我想马上离开这里 [00:02:23] I get sick to my stomach every time [00:02:25] 每一次我都感到反胃 隐隐不适 [00:02:25] I look at these things [00:02:26] 看着这些事物 [00:02:26] But it's hard to look past when this is the room [00:02:29] 但这房间是我栖息之处 [00:02:29] Where I sleep [00:02:30] 想要忘记过去是那么艰难 [00:02:30] I look around one of the worst things [00:02:31] 看着四周 我记录在墙上的 [00:02:31] I wrote on these walls [00:02:33] 那些糟糕的事情 [00:02:33] Was the moment I realized that I was losing my mom [00:02:36] 当我意识到失去妈妈的那一刻 [00:02:36] And one of the first things I wrote was [00:02:38] 我曾记下的尤为重要的事情是 [00:02:38] I was shot with a call [00:02:39] 多希望我可以打个电话给她 [00:02:39] But I should just stop now we ain't [00:02:41] 但此刻我应该停下来 [00:02:41] Got enough room in this song [00:02:42] 这首歌里已包含太多 [00:02:42] And I regret the fact that I struggled [00:02:44] 我感到悔恨不已 因为我试图在 [00:02:44] Trying to find who I am [00:02:46] 找回自我 [00:02:46] And I lie to myself and say I do the best that I can [00:02:49] 我自欺欺人着 告诉自己我已竭尽全力 [00:02:49] Shrug it off like it ain't nothing like [00:02:51] 假装不在意 假装这些都不算什么 [00:02:51] It's out of my hands [00:02:52] 我的无能为力 [00:02:52] Then get ticked off whenever I see it affecting my plans [00:02:55] 但每次看到这一切 我会感到暴躁如雷 [00:02:55] And I regret watching these trust issues eat me alive [00:02:58] 我不想让这些信任问题来吞噬我的人生 [00:02:58] And at the rate I'm going probably [00:03:00] 也许至死那一刻 [00:03:00] Still be there when I die [00:03:02] 我都会留在此地 [00:03:02] Congratulations you'll always have a room in my mind [00:03:05] 恭喜你 我永远不会再忘记你了 [00:03:05] The question is will I ever clean the walls off in time [00:03:09] 问题是 将来我会把墙上的一幕幕清扫干净吗 [00:03:09] Insidious is blind inception [00:03:12] 狡诈作恶只是盲目的开始 [00:03:12] What's reality with all these questions [00:03:15] 这些问题的真相又是怎样 [00:03:15] Feels like I missed my alarm slept in slept in slept in [00:03:20] 我好像错过了清醒时刻 再次昏睡过去 [00:03:20] Slept in broken legs but I chase perfection [00:03:25] 双腿无力但仍旧追逐着完美人生 [00:03:25] These walls are my blank expression [00:03:28] 我的面庞就像四周的墙壁般茫然 [00:03:28] My mind is a home I'm trapped in [00:03:31] 我被困在意识的枷锁中 无法挣脱 [00:03:31] And it's lonely inside this mansion inside this mansion [00:03:37] 这个屋子是如此孤寂 我独自一人游荡其中 [00:03:37] So this part of my house no one's been in it for years [00:03:40] 这段回忆已埋在我的心房许久 [00:03:40] I built the safe room and I don't let no one in there