[00:00:00] Headlights (车前灯) - Eminem (埃米纳姆)/Nate Ruess (内特·瑞斯) [00:00:13] Mom I know I let you down [00:00:18] And though you say the days are happy [00:00:22] Why is the power off and I'm f**ked up [00:00:26] And mom I know he's not around [00:00:31] But don't you place the blame on me [00:00:35] As you pour yourself another drink [00:00:39] I guess we are who we are [00:00:46] Headlights shining in the dark night I drive on [00:00:52] Maybe we took this too far [00:00:58] I went in headfirst [00:00:59] Never thinking about who [00:01:01] What I said hurt in what verse [00:01:03] My mom probably got it the worst [00:01:04] The brunt of it but as stubborn as we are [00:01:07] Did I take it too far [00:01:08] Cleaning out my closet and all them other songs [00:01:10] But regardless I don't hate you cause ma [00:01:12] You're still beautiful to me cause you're my mom [00:01:15] Though far be it for you to be calling my house was Vietnam [00:01:18] Desert Storm and both of us put together can [00:01:20] Form an atomic bomb equivalent to Chemical warfare [00:01:22] And forever we can drag this on and on [00:01:25] But agree to disagree [00:01:26] That gift from me up under the Christmas tree [00:01:29] Don't mean sh*t to me [00:01:30] You're kicking me out It's 15 degrees [00:01:31] And it's Christmas Eve (little prick just leave) [00:01:33] Ma let me grab my f**king coat [00:01:35] Anything to have each other's goats [00:01:36] Why we always at each others throats [00:01:38] Especially when dad he f**ked us both [00:01:40] We're in the same f**king boat [00:01:42] You'd think that it'd make us close (nope) [00:01:43] Further away that drove us [00:01:45] But together headlights shine [00:01:46] A car full of belongings [00:01:47] Still got a ways to go back to grandma's [00:01:49] House it's straight up the road [00:01:51] And I was the man of the house the oldest [00:01:52] So my shoulders carried the weight of the load [00:01:55] Then Nate got taken away [00:01:56] By the state at 8 years old and [00:01:58] That's when I realized you were sick [00:01:59] And it wasn't fixable or changable [00:02:01] And to this day we remained estranged [00:02:03] And I hate it though but [00:02:04] I guess we are who we are [00:02:11] Headlights shining in the dark night I drive on [00:02:18] Maybe we took this too far [00:02:24] Cause to this day we remain estranged [00:02:26] And I hate it though [00:02:27] Cause you ain't even get to witness your [00:02:29] Grand baby's growth [00:02:31] But I'm sorry mama for Cleaning Out [00:02:32] My Closet at the time I was angry [00:02:34] Rightfully maybe so never meant [00:02:36] That far to take it though cause [00:02:37] Now I know it's not your fault [00:02:39] And I'm not making jokes [00:02:40] That song I no longer play at shows [00:02:42] And I cringe every time it's on the radio [00:02:44] And I think of Nathan being placed in a home [00:02:47] And all the medicine you fed us [00:02:48] And how I just wanted you to taste your own but [00:02:50] Now the medications taken over [00:02:52] And your mental states deteriorating slow [00:02:55] And I'm way too old to cry [00:02:56] That sh*t's painful though [00:02:58] But ma I forgive you so does Nathan yo [00:03:00] All you did all you said [00:03:01] You did your best to raise us both [00:03:03] Foster care that cross you bare [00:03:05] Few may be as heavy as yours [00:03:06] But I love you Debbie Mathers [00:03:08] Oh what a tangled web we have cause [00:03:10] One thing I never asked was [00:03:11] Where the f**k my deadbeat dad was [00:03:13] F**k it I guess he had trouble [00:03:15] Keeping up with every address [00:03:16] But I'd have flipped every mattress [00:03:18] Every rock and desert cactus [00:03:19] Own a collection of maps and [00:03:21] Followed my kids to the edge of the atlas [00:03:23] Someone ever moved them from me [00:03:24] That you could bet your a**'s [00:03:26] If I had to come down the [00:03:27] Chimney dressed as Santa kidnap them [00:03:29] And although one has met their grandma