[00:00:00] Pain In My Life - Saigon [00:00:05] Young Felicia was only four when she learned [00:00:07] How to ride a bike [00:00:08] Now she fourteen ridin' every Tom, Dick, and Mike [00:00:11] I tell her "that ain't nice, why you livin' so trife" [00:00:14] She told me please "MYOB, homie, you don't know me [00:00:17] {"It's so much pain in my life"} [00:00:18] Her sister the same Felecia claims she the one [00:00:21] Who hipped her to the game [00:00:22] She f**ked Jermaine because Jermaine had a shiny chain [00:00:25] Now when she pee on the potty she feel a minor pain [00:00:28] And she noticed her vagina changing; and not for the better [00:00:31] She see bumps and all kinds of things [00:00:32] The doctor suggested she take a HIV test, she said "Yes" [00:00:36] Now it's peace when she waitin to rest, she so stressed [00:00:39] {"So much pain in my life"} And so say the bum on the corner [00:00:43] When I ask him why he bummin' for quarters [00:00:44] Was it him, or was it government order; Said he thirsty [00:00:47] I offered him water, but he said he want somethin' stronger [00:00:50] He said {"There's pain my life"} he needs something to numb it [00:00:54] Somethin' to burn a hole in his stomach [00:00:56] First I said "naw", but after talking to him; It was clear [00:00:59] That his wife was his life and dope had murder the woman [00:01:01] {"So much pain in my life"} That bum used rum to keep [00:01:05] His feelings numb; Felicia was out there killin' them [00:01:08] Her a fatherless daughter, him a daughterless father [00:01:10] She a nymphomaniac, he got his toughts in the bottle [00:01:13] Would it help for them to walk with a bible [00:01:16] They both say, "nah" the find Religion as awkward as I do [00:01:18] I could holla give a dollar but what more could I do [00:01:21] Not much, they got f**ked, it's what we call survival [00:01:24] {"So much pain in my life"} [00:01:26] You feel this pain I've been havin' [00:01:28] Wouldn't lead to much change [00:01:31] Cuz down here, not muched changed in the game [00:01:33] Cause everbody wanna thug, mayne [00:01:35] {"So much pain in my life"} [00:01:37] If you knew the pain I sustained [00:01:39] Just from lettin' my gun bang [00:01:42] If you would pump your breaks young mayne [00:01:45] You'd jump in the other lane [00:01:46] {"So much pain in my life"} I know how it feel [00:01:49] I been in jail with none of my niggaz keepin' it real [00:01:52] No dough, no mail, it was "yo, go to hell" [00:01:55] Now they jealous cuz I'm hangin' out with Cocoa Chanel [00:01:58] Even though I got pain in my life I keep it discreet [00:02:02] I got a deal, I still sleep in the street [00:02:04] Y'all hustle to get the keys to a jeep; til the judge [00:02:07] Throw the book at you f**kers and tell you to read it and weep [00:02:09] {"So much pain in my life"} to let me not forget about Lendon [00:02:13] The preacher been feelin' on him for a minute [00:02:15] Told if he told his sould would be demented [00:02:18] Even if he made it to the gate he wouldn't get in it [00:02:21] {"It's pain in my life"} Y'all niggaz use pain for a gimmick [00:02:24] But Lendon pain got pushed to the limit [00:02:26] Got em' layin on the sofa one night, his throat sliced [00:02:29] With a suicide note and a knife, what he write [00:02:32] {"It's so much pain in my life"} [00:02:34] That he's no longer wantin' to live it [00:02:35] Breathin' is no longer important, forget it [00:02:38] What he didn't write is that he was molested since he was five [00:02:40] And would rather die before he was forced to admit it [00:02:43] He said {"It's pain in my life"} this pain niggaz feel everyday [00:02:47] My middle finger wave high to the critics [00:02:49] I didn't get it, so what? Maybe I should just stay away [00:02:52] And let my man, Trey Songz and them hit it [00:02:55] {"So much pain in my life"} [00:02:56] You feel this pain I've been havin' [00:02:58] Wouldn't lead to much change