[00:00:00] The Last to Say - Atmosphere [00:00:12] // [00:00:12] As far back [00:00:13] 追溯到 [00:00:13] As he cares to remember [00:00:15] 他开始记事的时候 [00:00:15] He used to see his old man [00:00:16] 他常常看到他的父亲 [00:00:16] Lose the temper [00:00:18] 大发雷霆 [00:00:18] And mama's pretty face would catch it all [00:00:21] 于是妈妈漂亮的脸就的承受这一切 [00:00:21] On a regular basis the [00:00:22] 时不时地 [00:00:22] Nest would fall [00:00:24] 家里就会遭殃 [00:00:24] But he was always [00:00:25] 但他总是 [00:00:25] Safe from dad's rage [00:00:27] 在爸爸的愤怒下逃脱 [00:00:27] 'Cause mama sacrificed in his place [00:00:29] 因为妈妈牺牲自己保护他 [00:00:29] Two dozen years of the [00:00:30] 二十年来 [00:00:30] Blood sweat tears [00:00:32] 血汗与泪水 [00:00:32] Avoid the mirror [00:00:33] 妈妈逃避镜子 [00:00:33] Losing her hair from the fear [00:00:35] 在恐惧中不断掉头发 [00:00:35] She never left him [00:00:36] 她从未离开他 [00:00:36] Stayed inside [00:00:37] 而是待在他身边 [00:00:37] He beat her a** up [00:00:39] 他总是对她使用暴力 [00:00:39] Until the day that he died [00:00:40] 直到有一天他去世 [00:00:40] In fact the biggest beating [00:00:41] 事实上最大的打击 [00:00:41] Was the day that he died [00:00:43] 却是他去世的那一天 [00:00:43] 'Cause now it's too late [00:00:44] 因为这已经太迟 [00:00:44] For her to make a new life [00:00:46] 她已无法开始新生活 [00:00:46] She gets to mourn [00:00:47] 她开始怀念 [00:00:47] For the touch of a punch [00:00:49] 被打的日子 [00:00:49] Won't ever admit that [00:00:50] 她不会承认 [00:00:50] She ain't clutchin it much [00:00:52] 她没有牢牢抓住生活 [00:00:52] Someday she'll die [00:00:53] 某一天她会死去 [00:00:53] Still won't be done [00:00:55] 但她仍然不会去做 [00:00:55] The anger lives on [00:00:56] 这种愤怒 [00:00:56] Through their son [00:00:58] 影响了他们的孩子 [00:00:58] 'Cause he saw [00:00:59] 因为他看见 [00:00:59] He caught it all [00:01:01] 他完全经历了 [00:01:01] A childhood of watching ma [00:01:02] 整个童年看见 [00:01:02] And pa get raw [00:01:03] 看见爸爸妈妈争吵 [00:01:03] It's too bad for him [00:01:05] 这对他来说太糟糕了 [00:01:05] Nah that's half the truth [00:01:06] 这有一半是真相 [00:01:06] 'Cause you back with him [00:01:08] 因为你背对着他 [00:01:08] Now and he's smacking you [00:01:09] 他正在拍打你 [00:01:09] What happened to you [00:01:11] 你怎么了 [00:01:11] You don't have a clue [00:01:12] 你一点头绪也没有 [00:01:12] Did your mama used to suffer [00:01:14] 你的妈妈是否也常常经历 [00:01:14] Accidents too [00:01:15] 这种伤害 [00:01:15] I never knew that you [00:01:16] 我从来不知道 [00:01:16] Would stand for abuse [00:01:18] 你会经历虐待 [00:01:18] I guess I just assumed [00:01:19] 我猜我只是以为 [00:01:19] That you would pack up and move [00:01:21] 你会收拾走人 [00:01:21] Think about when you left him last time [00:01:24] 想想你最后一次离开他的时候 [00:01:24] Said out loud [00:01:25] 大声说出 [00:01:25] You would never forgive past crimes [00:01:27] 你绝不会原谅他过去的罪行 [00:01:27] Sunglasses [00:01:28] 太阳眼镜 [00:01:28] So dark [00:01:30] 如此黑 [00:01:30] Scarf around the neck to [00:01:31] 它围在脖子上 [00:01:31] Cover the choke marks [00:01:33] 来掩盖哽咽的痕迹 [00:01:33] And since you gotta justify returnin' [00:01:35] 因为你必须要得到公平对待 [00:01:35] You convinced yourself [00:01:36] 你劝说自己 [00:01:36] That he's just a hurt person [00:01:38] 他只是个受伤的人 [00:01:38] You wanna blame that cross he bears [00:01:41] 你想责怪他的过错 [00:01:41] But his pop's not there [00:01:42] 但他老爸并没有在那里 [00:01:42] When he tosses you [00:01:43] 当他把你