I Tried So Hard (我曾那么努力) (Remix) - Eminem (埃米纳姆)/Akon (阿肯) Where's my snare I have no snare in my headphones There ya' go yeah yo' yo' I tried so hard Can't seem to get away from misery Man i tried so hard I'll always be a victim of these streets It ain't my fault cause i Try to get away but trouble follows me And still i tried so hard Hoping one day you'll come and rescue me but Until then I'll be postin' up right here Rain sleet hail snow But until then I'll be postin' up right here With my heat gettin' d**e Gettin' d**e There's a certain' mystique when i speak That you notice that's sorta unique Cause you know it's me My poetry's deep And i'm still matic The way i flow to this beat You can't sit still It's like tryin' to smoke crack And go to sleep i'm strapped Just knowing any minute i could snap I'm the equivalent of What would happen if bush rapped I bully these rappers so bad lyrically It ain't even funny I ain't even hungry It ain't even money You can't pay me enough For you to play me It's cockamanie You just ain't zaney enough To rock with shady My noodle is cock-a-doodle My clocks cuckoo I got screws loose yeahhh The whole kit an' kaboodle I'm just brutal it's no rumour I'm numero uno assume it There's no humour in it no more you know I'm rollin with a swollen bowling ball in my bag You need a fag to come and tear a new hole in my a** I tried so hard Can't seem to get away from misery Man i tried so hard I'll always be a victim of these streets It ain't my fault cause i Try to get away but trouble follows me And still i tried so hard Hoping one day you'll come and rescue me but Until then I'll be postin' up right here Rain sleet hail snow But until then I'll be postin' up right here With my heat gettin' d**e gettin' d**e From loose yourself Soul's escapin' through This hole's that is gaping This world is mine for the taking Make me king as we move toward a new world order A normal life is boring But superstardom's close to post mortem It only grows harder Homie grows hotter He blows us all over These hoes is all on him Coast to coast shows He's known as the globetrotter Lonely roads got him He knows he's grown farther from home He's no father He goes home and barely knows his own daughter But hold ya nose cause here goes the cold water These hoes don't want him no mo' He's called product They moved on to the next shmo who flows Who nose dove and sold nada And so the so proper His toll it unfolds And i suppose it's old partner But the beat goes on Duh duh doe duh doe dah dah dah dah I tried so hard Can't seem to get away from misery Man i tried so hard I'll always be a victim of these streets It ain't my fault cause i Try to get away but trouble follows me And still i tried so hard Hoping one day you'll come And rescue me but Until then I'll be postin' up right here Rain sleet hail snow But until then I'll be postin' up right here With my heat gettin' d**e gettin' d**e I'm supposed to be the soldier Who never blows his composure Even though i hold the weight of The whole world on my shoulders I am never supposed to show it My crew ain't supposed to know it Even if it means goin' toe to Toe with a benzino it don't matter I'd never drag them in battles That i can't handle unless i absolutely have to I'm supposed to set an example I need to be the leader My crew looks for me to guide 'em If some sh*t ever just pop off I'm supposed to be beside 'em Now the ja sh*t i tried to squash it It was too late to stop it There's a certain line You just don't cross and he crossed it I heard him say hailie's name on a song and I just lost it It was crazy This sh*t way beyond some jay-z and nas sh*t And even though the battle was won I feel like we lost it I spent too much energy on it Honestly i'm exhausted And i'm so caught in it i almost feel I'm the one who caused it This ain't what i'm in hip-hop for It's not why i got in it That was never my object for someone to get killed Why would i wanna destroy something i helped build It wasn't my intentions My intentions was good I went through my whole career without ever mentionin'