Going Through Changes (经历的变化) - Eminem (埃米纳姆)
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I'm going through changes
我经历了变化
I'm going through changes
我经历了变化
Lately I really feel like
最近
I'm rolling for delph like Philly
我感觉自己就像
I feel like I'm losing control of myself
实话说
I sincerely
我感觉自己正在失去控制
I apologize if all that I sound like
如果这听起来像是我在抱怨
Is I'm complaining
那我道歉
But life keeps on complicating
但生活依旧很复杂
An' I'm debating
我心中生出念头
On leaving this world this evening
要离开这个世界,这个晚上
Even my girls
连我的女儿
Can see I'm grievin' I try and hide it
都可以看出我很悲伤，我试着隐藏这种情感
But I can't
但我不能
Why do I act like I'm all high and mighty
为什么我总是去表现得很高大
When inside I'm dying
在我内心深处，我就快死了
I am finally realizing I need help
我终于意识到我需要帮助
I can't do it by myself too weak
我自己一人办不到，我太软弱了
2 weeks I've been having ups and downs
这两周我的生活一直有起伏
Going through peaks and valleys
经历高峰和低谷
Dilly dallying
延宕拖延
Around with the idea
脑袋里充满着
Of ending the sh*t right here
结束这种生活的想法
I'm hatin' my reflection
我厌恶自己的反应
I walk around the house tryin' to fight mirrors
我在家里踱步，试着和镜中的自己对峙
I can't stand what I look like yeah
我受不了自己这样子
I look fat but what do I care
我看起来有些胖，但我关心的是什么
I give a f**k only thing I fear is Hailie
我所关心的，我唯一担心的，是hailie
I'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her
我害怕如果闭上眼睛他会出现在我眼前
Sh*t
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I'm going through changes
我经历了变化
I'm going through changes
我经历了变化
I lock myself in the bedroom
我把自己锁在卧室、浴室
Bathroom nappin' at noon
在中午酣睡
Yeah dad's in a bad mood
是的,爸爸心情不好的
He's always snappin' at you
他总是打你
Marshall what happened at you
arshall你到底怎么了
You can't stop with these pills
你不能停止吃这些药丸
And you've fallen off with your skills
你的说唱技巧已经离你而去
And your own fans are laughin' at you
你的歌迷都在嘲笑你
It become a problem
你这么娘们根本解决不了问题
You're too p**sy to tackle get up
起来
Be a man stand
像个男人一样,站起来
A real man woulda had this sh*t handled
一个真正的男子汉能把这些统统解决
Know you just had your heart
我知道你的心刚刚经历过无限的痛苦
Ripped out and crushed
他们说
They say Proof just flipped out
我最好的兄弟
Homie just swift out and bust
死了
Nah it ain't like Doody to do that
这根本不是我兄弟会干的事
He wouldn't f**kin' shoot at
不应该向任何人开枪的
No-body he fights first
他不该先和别人动手
But dwellin' on it only
但是纠结与这些只会让
Makes the night worse
夜晚更糟糕
Now I'm poppin Vic's
现在我只需要
Perks and Methadone pills
安眠药
Yeah Em tight verse you killed it
把握好你的节奏，让它无懈可击
F**kin' drug dealers hang
不管你有什么要求
Around me like "yes man"
他们都会答,是
And they gon' do whatever I says when
当我开了口
I says it
他们什么事情都可以做
It's in their best interest to
只为了追求
Protect their investment
他们的金钱
And I just lost my f**kin' best friend
我失去了我最好的朋友
So f**k it I guess then
所以我想
I'm going through changes
我经历了变化
Don't know what I'm going through
我不知道我经历了什么
But I just keep on going through changes
但我还不断在改变
My friends just can't understand this new me
我的朋友们不理解这个新的我
That's understandable man
伙计，这我能理解
But just think how bananas you'd be
但想想你曾经是怎样的一坨狗屎
You'd be an animal too
如果你也被名声所困
If you were trapped in this fame
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