[00:00:00] Like Toy Soldiers (像玩具兵一样) (Explicit Version) - Deja Vu (似曾相识) [00:00:01] Step by step heart to heart left right left [00:00:05] We all fall down [00:00:10] Step by step heart to heart left right left [00:00:14] We all fall down like toy soldiers [00:00:22] Bit by bit torn apart we never win [00:00:26] But the battle wages on for toy soldiers [00:00:33] I'm supposed to be the soldier [00:00:35] Who never blows his posure [00:00:36] Even though I hold the weight of the whole world [00:00:38] On my shoulders [00:00:39] I am never supposed to show it [00:00:40] My crew ain't supposed to know it [00:00:42] Even if it means goin' toe to toe with a Benzino [00:00:45] It don't matter [00:00:45] I'd never drag them in battles [00:00:47] That I can handle unless I absolutely have to [00:00:49] I'm supposed to set an example [00:00:51] I need to be the leader [00:00:52] My crew looks for me to guide 'em [00:00:54] If some sh*t ever just pop off [00:00:55] I'm supposed to be beside 'em [00:00:57] Now Ja said I tried to squash it [00:00:58] It was too late to stop it [00:01:00] There's a certain line [00:01:01] You just don't cross and he crossed it [00:01:02] I heard him say Hailie's name on a song [00:01:04] And I just lost it [00:01:05] It was crazy [00:01:06] His sh*t be way beyond some Jay-z and Nas sh*t [00:01:08] And even though the battle was won [00:01:10] I feel like we lost it [00:01:11] I spent too much energy on it [00:01:13] Honestly I'm exhausted [00:01:14] And I'm so caught in it [00:01:15] I almost feel I'm the one who caused it [00:01:17] This ain't what I'm in hip-hop for [00:01:19] It's not why I got in it [00:01:20] That was never my object for someone to get killed [00:01:23] Why would I wanna destroy something I help build [00:01:26] It wasn't my intentions my intentions was good [00:01:29] I went through my whole career without ever mentionin' [00:01:32] Now it's just out of respect for not runnin' my mouth [00:01:35] And talkin' about something that I knew nothing about [00:01:38] Plus Dre told me stay out this just wasn't my beef [00:01:40] So I did I just fell back watched and gritted my teeth [00:01:43] While he's all over TV down talkin' a man [00:01:46] Who literally saved my life [00:01:48] Like f**k it i understand this is business [00:01:50] And this sh*t just isn't none of my business [00:01:53] But still knowin' this sh*t could pop off at any minute cuz [00:01:56] Step by step heart to heart left right left [00:02:00] We all fall down like toy soldiers [00:02:07] Bit by bit torn apart we never win [00:02:11] But the battle wages on for toy soldiers [00:02:19] There used to be a time when you could just say a rhyme [00:02:22] And wouldn't have to worry about one of your people dyin' [00:02:25] But now it's elevated cuz once you put someone's kids in it [00:02:28] The sh*t gets escalated it ain't just words no more is it [00:02:30] It's a different ball game callin' names [00:02:32] And you ain't just rappin' [00:02:34] We actually tried to stop the 50 and Ja beef from happenin' [00:02:36] Me and Dre had sat with him [00:02:38] Kicked it and had a chat with him [00:02:40] And asked him not to start it he wasn't gonna go after him [00:02:42] Until Ja started yappin' in magazines how we stabbed him [00:02:45] F**k it 50 smash 'em mash 'em and let him have it [00:02:48] Meanwhile my attention is pullin' in other directions [00:02:51] Some receptionist at The Source who answers phones at his desk [00:02:54] Has an erection for me and thinks that I'll be his ressurection [00:02:57] Tries to blow the dust off his mic and make a new record [00:03:00] But now he's f**ked the game up [00:03:01] Cuz one of the ways I came up [00:03:03] Was through that publication [00:03:04] The same one that made me famous [00:03:06] Now the owner of it has got a grudge against me for nothin' [00:03:09] Well f**k it that mutherf**ker can get it too [00:03:11] F**k him then [00:03:12] But I'm so busy getting pissed off I don't stop to think [00:03:15] That we just inherited 50's beef with Murder Inc