[00:00:00] Feels better if I tell em my story
[00:00:04] Mystic - Fatherless Child
[00:00:16] Yo' on November 24th' 1999
[00:00:21] I was in L A ' and I was in the kitchen cookin
[00:00:26] And I got this page right
[00:00:29] And uh' I called back and I was informed that
[00:00:31] My father had passed away from a herion overdose
[00:00:34] About two hour's earlier
[00:00:35] So this song is for him' and to him
[00:00:36] And for all the fatherless children in the world
[00:00:40] The mother's who raised us' the people who love us
[00:00:46] It's a Monday' finally found the perfect beat
[00:00:49] To speak my peace on how I came to be
[00:00:51] The way I was raised' how I was born
[00:00:54] Why I smile so sad' and have the eyes of a storm
[00:00:57] Moms from Virginia' you from Rhode Island
[00:00:59] Met up in the state where the sun's always smilin
[00:01:01] Minds connected' physicals exchanged
[00:01:04] Y'all both believin that the world can be changed
[00:01:06] Time passed to 1973' and you begged my mom to create me
[00:01:11] First she said no but she loved you too much
[00:01:14] 1974 had a child to touch
[00:01:15] We was into other things' that ripped life scenes
[00:01:17] Liqour' drugs' other women' destroyin dreams
[00:01:19] But you know how women be' she tried to hold on
[00:01:23] For the sake of your love and the beautiful bond
[00:01:26] I'ma fatherless child' it's all I ever been
[00:01:32] It's all I ever be' since your gone from me
[00:01:37] Still I hope you know' that I can never unlove you' love you
[00:01:47] 1974 was a year things changed
[00:01:50] Too much alcholol makes people violent and strange
[00:01:52] You broke the window's with a baseball bat
[00:01:55] As my mother cried inside with me on her lap
[00:01:57] The dream destroyed' it was time to leave
[00:02:00] She didn't take much' just a few things of lovin me
[00:02:03] That was the birth of this fatherless child
[00:02:05] And a struggling mother with the world in her eyes
[00:02:08] She did it though' put herself in college
[00:02:10] Raisin me wit grace' givin me the knowledge
[00:02:13] And pops you' you never came by
[00:02:15] Never sent money never called to say hi
[00:02:18] I use to lie to the other kids' on the block
[00:02:20] Say I knew where you was at so the questions would stop
[00:02:23] I fronted to my friends that you didn't mean much
[00:02:25] But I use to cry alone' and lone for your touch
[00:02:28] I'ma fatherless child' it's all I ever been
[00:02:33] It's all I ever be' since your gone from me
[00:02:39] Still I hope you know' that I can never unlove you' love you
[00:02:49] Ninth grade I thought you were dead
[00:02:51] Call my mom about a paper' and that's what you said
[00:02:54] I was angry and confused' all because of you
[00:02:56] Wanted to ask you why' and just say f**k you(f**k you )
[00:02:59] But the feelings passed' what was my options
[00:03:01] Studyin my face tryna find what was lost and
[00:03:04] I decided that you didn't mean shit
[00:03:06] That I was really worth lovin and you lossed a gift
[00:03:09] Before that' I grew breast and things
[00:03:11] Got raped in the bathroom' and the question sings
[00:03:14] What it have' could it have' should it have
[00:03:17] Been different if I had yo hand to grab
[00:03:19] Would I be easier to love' not so torn inside
[00:03:22] If you would've beat that man' and stood by my side
[00:03:24] Would I write sad songs' and call pain daily
[00:03:27] How different would I be if you had raised me
[00:03:29] I'ma fatherless child' it's all I ever been
[00:03:34] It's all I ever be' since your gone from me
[00:03:39] Still I hope you know' that I can never unlove you' love you
[00:03:50] 1997' you called my home
[00:03:52] From Telegraph&43' for the child you never owned
[00:03:55] I told you come by' Adam came to help me
[00:03:58] You were homeless and drunk' but not lookin uhealthly
[00:04:01] We sat for hour's' I asked you every question
[00:04:03] We sang on my porch and discussed life lession's
[00:04:05] And I loved you' like you had always been they're
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