[00:00:00] Pain - P. Diddy (吹牛老爹) [00:00:15] There's times in my life where I just [00:00:19] I just wanna run away, I just [00:00:23] I just wish the pain would stop [00:00:27] I don't wanna cry no more [00:00:32] I wish the pain would go away [00:00:33] Start a day, bad hands make it hard to deal [00:00:36] Sometimes I wanna pull it, end it all with a bullet [00:00:39] Hard to live life to the fullest with all this bullshit [00:00:42] Mad as f**k, a ni**a had enough [00:00:44] From jump street, saw my father murder massacre slain [00:00:47] One shot took half of his brain, I recapture the pain [00:00:50] Twenty-three years, three when it happened [00:00:52] Twenty-six now, still I can't stop the tears [00:00:55] Then my mood switch, thinkin about this sheisty b**ch [00:00:58] Kinda funny cause they fake it when they callin you honey [00:01:01] On your dick when they think a ni**a, might be rich [00:01:04] That's when I sh*t, cause I know you f**k with me for my money [00:01:06] Learned the hard way, ain't no correctin the grief [00:01:09] Baby moms starts sexin, my so-called beef [00:01:12] Don't give a f**k if they Marked me For Death like Steven [00:01:14] Or relievin your breathin, long as I'm even 'fore I'm leavin [00:01:18] Pain... [00:01:18] I wish this pain, would go away [00:01:22] We're talkin about the kind of pain that [00:01:24] I wish this pain, would go away [00:01:26] Just gets all up in your heart, and in your soul [00:01:30] I wish this pain, would go away [00:01:32] The kind of pain that makes you feel like [00:01:33] You can't go on no more [00:01:36] I wish this pain, would go away [00:01:37] The kind of pain that I wouldn't wish on anyone [00:01:40] I can't relate to them cats who hold gats at the gate [00:01:42] Is it my fate, am I that ni**a, that they love to hate [00:01:45] Solely, slowly, cause I rock a Roley they want my brain gone [00:01:49] Cause of a f**kin chain on? [00:01:51] Migraine's on, now the pain's warm, I stagger [00:01:54] And I'm hopin I don't know the cat with the dagger [00:01:56] Penetratin my heart, rushed thoughts etched in grief [00:01:59] To the City College deceased may you rest in peace [00:02:02] To the families, I never meant to cause no pain [00:02:05] I know the truth, but if you want, then I shoulder the blame [00:02:08] Overcome at times by uncontrollable flames, and multiple pains [00:02:11] Now it seems like I'm goin insane [00:02:13] For the love of you and hip-hop I expand the news [00:02:16] But before my sh*t drops, I stand accused [00:02:19] Don't you think I wish we all was rich? [00:02:21] One for all it's pain to see your people when they all can't ball [00:02:24] The pain.. [00:02:26] I wish this pain, would go away [00:02:31] I wish this pain, would go away [00:02:36] I don't wanna give no more pain [00:02:37] I wish this pain, would go away [00:02:40] I don't wanna receive no more pain [00:02:42] I wish this pain, would go away [00:02:45] God, please take the pain away [00:02:47] I can still hear the shots that left my man Big layin [00:02:50] On my knees cryin and prayin, then I said [00:02:52] "God why? Got to know how hard we try [00:02:55] Don't let him die, please don't let my ni**a be dead" [00:02:58] But it was too late, California sealed his fate [00:03:01] Gone now, hard to move on now, f**k making songs now [00:03:04] Wish I could die, I could fly [00:03:06] If they don't give a f**k, f**k it why should I? [00:03:09] That's when Big spoke, pulled up in a glistening 3 [00:03:12] With platinum wings and said, "Puff listen to me" [00:03:15] He puts his hands on my head and said "I live through you [00:03:17] Make hits continuous, this is what we do [00:03:20] I know it might be strenous and times is hard [00:03:23] Just keep the faith cause now we rhyme with God [00:03:26] Plus you owe it to yourself and don't forget the kids" [00:03:29] That's when I opened up my eyes and new Bad Boy lives [00:03:33] I wish this pain, would go away [00:03:38] I wish this pain, would go away [00:03:43] One day the pain is gonna stop [00:03:44] I wish this pain, would go away