I'm a little nutty and I know it 我知道我有点古怪 But if you go back 但如果你转身 And take a look at my history 看看我的经历 You will see that 你就会明白 I'm not the only one who's off his rocker 不是只有我是一个疯狂的人 There were many before me 在我之前还有很多 I was always labelled 我总是被看成 The black sheep of the family 家里的害群之马 What a bad seed I grow to be 我是有多么的糟糕 But if you take a look at us now 但如果你现在看看我们 You'll see the apple 会发现苹果 Didn't fall too far from the tree 总会在树的不远处落下 Alright look 好吧,看 I'm a tell you the story from my side 告诉你我身边的故事 Maybe you'll understand 也许你会懂 Check it out 听听看 You done witnessed unexplainable sh*t 你做的一切无法说明任何事 Too insane to explain 不想解释太多 People run from what the just don't get 人们得不到就会选择逃避 Maybe shady shoulda just hit 'em with a little bit 也许沙迪应该给他们一些打击 Did I spit too soon should I of spoon fed 'em it 是我说得太多了吗 我应该细细跟他们讲吗 But I was just so eager to prove I was even worth 但我只是急于证明我的价值 Being in the same league or the room with 与他们成为一个集体或住在同一个屋檐下 Of the people of whom I was in 跟他们生活在一起 Every now and then I look up like 每时每刻我看起来 I was seeking approval 都像是在寻求他们的认可 Was it because of the pigment of my skin 这是因为我的肤色吗 Or was it a figment of my imagination 还是我臆想出来的 Maybe it bothered me 也许肤色比他们 More than it did them 更使我困扰 Maybe it wasn't a big deal back then 也许这并没有什么大不了的 But to me it was see what it was was 但是对我来说很重要,如何重要呢 I had developed the complex from being judged 我在面对被评判的时候心情很复杂 Proof spit his verse now I'm next Proof突出了他的押韵歌词,现在我要看下一个 Let's see who 是谁 I'm in the booth staring back to see who's mugs 我在录音棚里时回头去看是谁在我背后为我拍照 I get a reaction from usually 我得到了一些回应 The first thumb was from proof 通常Proof会第一个竖起大拇指 And the rest of the group backed him up 其他人就会跟着也支持我 And no one lied to each other 没有人对彼此撒谎 Cause none of us had deals 因为我们中没有勾心斗角 It was real 这是真的 We just wanted tickets for that meal 我们只是想吃饱饭而已 Sometimes I feel like it's just me 有时候我想这就是我 Sometimes I feel like I'm going crazy 有时候我想我要疯了 But take a look at my family 但是看看我的家庭 Cause the apple 因为苹果 Don't fall too far from the tree 从树的不远处落下 I said 我说过 Sometimes I feel like it's just me 有时候我想这就是我 Sometimes I feel like I'm going crazy 有时候我想我要疯了 But take a look at my family 但是看看我的家庭 Cause the apple 因为苹果 Don't fall too far from the tree 从树的不远处落下 Ever since my mother was pregnant 妈妈说,自从她 With her second egg cause she said 怀第二个孩子以来 That I had a baby sister 曾经有个保姆 Who fell out of the window 从窗户里跌下去了 I was too young to remember 那时我少不更事 Kansas city projects 这是堪萨斯城的事情 I was like 5 6 and how come 我好像五六岁,怎么会记得 I remember malcolm isaac and boogie 马尔科姆,艾萨克,布吉摇摆 If it was the projects in missouri 如果是在密苏里州的事情 Cause those're my best friends until isaac 那些都是我最好的朋友,包括艾萨克 Took my tricycle and my uncle todd 拿走我的自行车,我的叔叔托德 Went to try to go get it back 去把它夺回来 And ended up getting jumped 结果 And cut in the gut with a switch and 70-some stitches 他受了伤,并且缝了好多针 Which is still to this day 这件事,一直到今天