歌手: Dayseeker
时长: 04:30
Origin - Dayseeker[00:00:00]
This is the death of my origin[00:00:01]
This is the death of my origin[00:00:16]
No rest for the sick and weary[00:00:19]
Just a rope growing tighter around my neck[00:00:22]
For twenty five years[00:00:26]
I've tried so hard but now it[00:00:28]
Feels like twenty five too long[00:00:30]
Just for a moment I wish that[00:00:34]
I could breathe without the weight[00:00:37]
Of the world crushing down on me[00:00:39]
Better off dead[00:00:44]
No burden to my friends[00:00:46]
No more days of wishing[00:00:49]
I won't have to wake up the next[00:00:51]
Does it matter if I am dead or alive[00:00:54]
The future seems so dark but[00:01:05]
I'm trying to keep[00:01:09]
My head above the water[00:01:11]
I am so sick and fed up with[00:01:19]
The burden of my consciousness[00:01:22]
The voices in my head[00:01:26]
I only hear them say that[00:01:28]
I'll be dead before the dawn[00:01:33]
Wave goodbye to your sanity[00:01:37]
And just remember you'll[00:01:41]
Never truly be at peace[00:01:43]
No one knows how it feels[00:01:45]
To hate the one that lies[00:01:52]
In your own skin[00:01:54]
Better off dead[00:02:01]
No burden to my friends[00:02:03]
No more days of wishing[00:02:05]
I won't have to wake up the next[00:02:07]
Does it matter if I am dead or alive[00:02:10]
The future seems so dark but[00:02:21]
I'm trying to keep[00:02:25]
My head above the water[00:02:27]
I'm trying to keep my head[00:02:37]
Above the water but the tide[00:02:42]
Keeps keeps rising and rising[00:02:51]
So safe so small with the[00:02:59]
Rope tight around my neck[00:03:03]
One last goodbye to remind[00:03:06]
You that although I'm sick[00:03:10]
I love you still and I hope[00:03:14]
You won't forget me when I'm gone[00:03:20]
The proper way to die was not[00:03:32]
A choice for me to make[00:03:35]
I held on as long as[00:03:39]
I could but I lost my grip[00:03:40]
The anxiety that plagued me[00:03:45]
Is but a bitter memory[00:03:48]
I'll reap what I have sown and[00:03:52]
Take that step to bring me peace[00:03:55]
God help me if you exist this is[00:03:59]
Not a world I'm meant to live in[00:04:03]