歌手: Iskald
时长: 05:30
The Sun I Carried Alone - Iskald[00:00:00]
Written by:Iskald[00:00:01]
My mind is travelling to a distant past[00:00:37]
Away from this wasteland so cold and vast[00:00:40]
I think of the things that I never do[00:00:43]
Like watching the moon and thinking of you[00:00:47]
Now I will tell you what I have done all[00:00:50]
Since I left I've been holding the gun[00:00:53]
I've carried the memories of you my dear[00:00:55]
But now I feel lost and surrounded by fear[00:00:58]
You are my mom and you would know best[00:01:02]
What are the feeling that grow in my chest[00:01:04]
It feels like it's bounded and made out of hate[00:01:08]
What can I do but sit here and wait[00:01:11]
I have been changed[00:01:14]
I have grown and all I hope you forgive my incompetent scrawl[00:01:15]
My hands are not soft[00:01:20]
They are hard as steel[00:01:21]
So is my heart but I can still feel[00:01:23]
I had no choice when I left you alone[00:01:42]
It hurts even now down to my bone[00:01:45]
But I will come home to sing you a song[00:01:48]
I hope you have faith I hope you are strong[00:01:52]
The memory of you I left it at home[00:02:08]
It feels like a sun that I carry alone[00:02:13]
You are now gone inside my mind[00:02:20]
You will see me but I will be blind[00:02:26]
The days have not been kind to me[00:03:01]
Oh how miss the smell of the sea[00:03:04]
All I now can breed through the air[00:03:07]
Is blood hate and a killing despair[00:03:10]
Maybe I won't return at all[00:03:14]
This journey might be my final fall[00:03:16]
I can't remember the face of you[00:03:19]
I thought I had it I thought I knew[00:03:22]
I want to release this final shot[00:03:49]
My soul will fly from this senseless spot[00:03:54]
This is my dream I fear it will end[00:04:02]
All my love to you I will send[00:04:09]
The memory of you I left it at home[00:04:27]
It feels like a sun that I carry alone[00:04:33]
You are now gone inside my mind[00:04:39]
You will see me I will be blind[00:04:45]
I hope you receive this note from me[00:04:57]
I want to escape to live and be free[00:05:02]
I regret if I told you a single lie[00:05:08]
I'm ready to leave I'm ready to die[00:05:14]