所属专辑:What If It Is
歌手: K.Flay
时长: 03:53
Rawks - K.Flay[00:00:00]
Playing solitaire in restaurants[00:00:22]
Boundaries I'm testing em[00:00:24]
No one's really watching still[00:00:26]
I sense that I've been messing up[00:00:27]
Human but day by day[00:00:29]
I'm feeling like I'm less of one[00:00:29]
Sent all my best friends presents yet[00:00:31]
I'm disappointing everyone[00:00:33]
Got no direction someone summon Nora Ephron[00:00:34]
Beer pong's how[00:00:37]
I learned the capital of Lebanon[00:00:38]
Basically we're Lennon John,[00:00:40]
Young and dead and gone[00:00:41]
Whiskey tipsy keep on slipping[00:00:42]
Don't know which end of the bed I'm on[00:00:43]
Calories, Valeries in malls smoking on Cali w**d[00:00:46]
How can you complain[00:00:49]
When you've made up all your realities?[00:00:50]
Ballerinas balancing,[00:00:51]
Validating maladies[00:00:53]
Barfing up their salad greens par[00:00:54]
For mister balanchine[00:00:56]
I text a lot of boys,[00:00:57]
But I rarely f**k em[00:00:58]
Ducking clouds,[00:01:00]
Breaking down,[00:01:00]
Got my head up in an oven[00:01:01]
Shut my mouth, blacking out,[00:01:02]
Yeah my brain is f**king bludgeoned[00:01:04]
Though I've had my doubts[00:01:05]
I know my stuff is straight disgusting[00:01:07]
And I mean that in the best way[00:01:09]
Flipping sh*t like burgers[00:01:11]
Or fake furs or a sex change[00:01:12]
Right onto the next phase,[00:01:14]
Got my buddies in the backseat[00:01:15]
Don't like what I do[00:01:17]
Then get your lips up off my a** cheek[00:01:18]
Rocks in my shoes,[00:01:20]
Stones in my pockets[00:01:21]
Lost and confused,[00:01:23]
Cold and forgotten[00:01:24]
Yeah, that's me[00:01:27]
I try to look alive but I'm half asleep[00:01:28]
Rocks in my shoes,[00:01:32]
Stones in my pockets[00:01:33]
Lost and confused,[00:01:34]
Cold and forgotten[00:01:35]
Yeah, that's me[00:01:38]
I try to look alive but I'm half asleep[00:01:40]
Baby's got a nosebleed,[00:01:43]
Talking to a lead pipe[00:01:44]
Strangers think they know me,[00:01:46]
Photos of my best side[00:01:47]
Fit into my old jeans,[00:01:49]
Haven eaten in like[00:01:50]
3 days you say[00:01:51]
I'm looking sick well sh*t you're dead right[00:01:52]
Father's vices,[00:01:54]
But my mama's heart so I've feeling like[00:01:55]
Penitent a million nights[00:01:57]
Sipping on these miller lights[00:01:59]
Wishing it was back to mash[00:02:00]
After class and pillow fights[00:02:01]
Feeling violated so[00:02:03]
I memorized the Bill of Rights[00:02:04]
Kids I grew up with, perspective busted[00:02:06]
And now like half of them are fat,[00:02:08]
That's f**king justice[00:02:10]
Swear I'm on the cusp of something great,[00:02:11]
East I hope I am[00:02:12]
Trying to get a couple butts[00:02:14]
To shake 'til I'm broke again[00:02:15]
Compliments they're never sinking in[00:02:17]
I'm drinking gin[00:02:19]
And wondering why every night[00:02:20]
I bend over the sink again[00:02:21]
Thinking I'm in love so my irises been twinkling[00:02:23]
But he don't feel the same,[00:02:26]
Guess I'm permanently single then[00:02:27]
My anxiety been f**king with me awfully[00:02:29]
Should I be taking medications,[00:02:32]
Doctor probably[00:02:33]
Tummy's bum need an endoscopy[00:02:35]
Wanted everything under the sun guess[00:02:36]
I'll settle for some Foster's Freeze[00:02:38]
But life's gravy uh I'm trying to find a man[00:02:40]
Hop in his Mercedes[00:02:43]
All my no ways been turning into maybes[00:02:45]
I thought I told you[00:02:48]
I was f**king crazy[00:02:49]
Rocks in my shoes,[00:02:51]
Stones in my pockets[00:02:53]
Lost and confused,[00:02:54]
Cold and forgotten[00:02:55]
Yeah, that's me[00:02:58]
I try to look alive but I'm half asleep[00:02:59]
Rocks in my shoes,[00:03:03]
Stones in my pockets[00:03:04]
Lost and confused,[00:03:05]
Cold and forgotten[00:03:07]
Yeah, that's me[00:03:10]
I try to look alive but I'm half asleep[00:03:11]
Yeah, that's me[00:03:24]
Yeah, that's me[00:03:36]