《It’s Not A Fairytale》歌词

歌曲： It’s Not A Fairytale

所属专辑：The Original

歌手： Sarai

时长： 04:03

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It's Not A Fairytale - Sarai[00:00:00]

It all started like this[00:00:30]

Ninth grade freshman year[00:00:32]

So happy to be in high school[00:00:34]

I shedded a tear[00:00:35]

So many cute dudes to choose from[00:00:36]

I knew it was one[00:00:38]

That was right for me[00:00:39]

Well I thought at least[00:00:40]

He was the big guy on campus[00:00:41]

On the football team[00:00:43]

Basketball homecoming[00:00:44]

He was voted for king[00:00:44]

And there was me[00:00:47]

I was on the cheerleading squad[00:00:48]

Sweet six-teen looking for love in my heart[00:00:49]

It was a beautiful thing from the start[00:00:52]

I must say only problem was[00:00:54]

My parents was strict[00:00:56]

They ain't play[00:00:57]

No phone calls after eight[00:00:57]

No staying out late[00:00:59]

I'm like dam give me a break[00:01:00]

Hormones kicking in[00:01:03]

Start displaying my shape[00:01:04]

More concern with my looks[00:01:05]

Then my books and grades[00:01:07]

Headed no where fast[00:01:08]

I was on my way[00:01:09]

Curiosity come on[00:01:10]

I know yall relate[00:01:12]

It's been a year now I'm a sophomore[00:01:35]

Mature and know more[00:01:36]

But still I'm young and dumb[00:01:37]

And plus I'm unsure[00:01:39]

Who I am[00:01:40]

What the future has in store[00:01:41]

Man I'm trying to be grown[00:01:43]

Cuz my parents now divorced[00:01:44]

I took a charge to roll with Dough Boy[00:01:45]

Moms tried to force me to move to New York[00:01:48]

But of course that plan it fail short[00:01:50]

She found herself caught up in court[00:01:53]

For child support[00:01:55]

Drama problems of all sorts[00:01:56]

Stressing started smoking new ports[00:01:58]

Carefree about the ones who care for me[00:02:00]

Lost teen giving up on my dream[00:02:03]

And as worst as it seems[00:02:05]

Had me thinking crazy things[00:02:06]

Like suicide that better everything if I jus die[00:02:08]

Fullblown without guidance or a home[00:02:10]

I'm startin to get stomache pains[00:02:14]

That's strange what could be wrong[00:02:17]

What do I do[00:02:38]

I ask myself everyday[00:02:39]

A child given birth to a child[00:02:40]

What can I say[00:02:42]

This wasn't suppose too happen[00:02:43]

Here I am turned my back on my fam[00:02:45]

Well god dam[00:02:47]

This wasn't even part of the plan[00:02:48]

I'm spazzin out[00:02:50]

When I lay down at night the hurt[00:02:51]

Just burst out I shout how could he leave[00:02:53]

At my time of need[00:02:55]

Especially now I'm pregnant[00:02:57]

And due in three[00:02:58]

Maybe I should have it[00:02:59]

And give it for adoption[00:03:01]

I can't graduate[00:03:02]

I ain't been to school since august[00:03:03]

Often I hear this voice talking[00:03:05]

In the back of my mind[00:03:06]

So problems in my life[00:03:08]

I just pray for my time to come[00:03:09]

God take me leave my child behind[00:03:11]

I'm on the run adrenalin pumpin[00:03:12]

So angry I could kill something[00:03:15]

Don't make me prove it[00:03:16]

Cause if you don't do it[00:03:18]

Then I will do it[00:03:19]

I'm foolish and so stupid[00:03:20]