所属专辑:Head over Heels: Crazy Love
时长: 05:33
Stan (斯坦) - Straight Up[00:00:00]
My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I[00:00:02]
Got out of bed at all[00:00:05]
The morning rain clouds up my window[00:00:07]
And I can't see at all[00:00:11]
And even if I could it'll all be gray[00:00:13]
But your picture on my wall[00:00:17]
It reminds me that it's not so bad[00:00:19]
It's not so bad[00:00:23]
My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I[00:00:25]
Got out of bed at all[00:00:29]
The morning rain clouds up my window[00:00:31]
And I can't see at all[00:00:35]
And even if I could it'll all be gray[00:00:37]
But your picture on my wall[00:00:41]
It reminds me that it's not so bad[00:00:43]
It's not so bad[00:00:47]
Dear Slim I wrote but you still ain't callin[00:00:49]
I left my cell my pager and my home phone at the bottom[00:00:52]
I sent two letters back in autumn you must not-a got 'em[00:00:55]
There probably was a problem at the post office or somethin[00:00:58]
Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em[00:01:00]
But anyways f**k it[00:01:04]
What's been up Man how's your daughter[00:01:05]
My girlfriend's pregnant too I'm bout to be a father[00:01:06]
If I have a daughter guess what I'ma call her[00:01:09]
I'ma name her Bonnie[00:01:12]
I read about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry[00:01:13]
I had a friend kill himself over some b**ch who didn't want him[00:01:15]
I know you probably hear this everyday[00:01:19]
But I'm your biggest fan[00:01:20]
I even got the underground sh*t that you did with Skam[00:01:21]
I got a room full of your posters and your pictures man[00:01:24]
I like the sh*t you did with Rawkus too that sh*t was fat[00:01:27]
Anyways I hope you get this man hit me back[00:01:30]
Just to chat truly yours your biggest fan[00:01:33]
This is Stan[00:01:36]
My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I[00:01:36]
Got out of bed at all[00:01:41]
The morning rain clouds up my window[00:01:43]
And I can't see at all[00:01:46]
And even if I could it'll all be gray[00:01:49]
But your picture on my wall[00:01:53]
It reminds me that it's not so bad[00:01:56]
It's not so bad[00:01:59]
Dear Slim you still ain't called or wrote I hope you have a chance[00:02:01]
I ain't mad - I just think it's F**KED UP you don't answer fans[00:02:04]
If you didn't wanna talk to me outside your concert[00:02:07]
You didn't have to[00:02:09]
But you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew[00:02:10]
That's my little brother man he's only six years old[00:02:12]
We waited in the blistering cold for you[00:02:15]
Four hours and you just said No[00:02:17]
That's pretty shitty man - you're like his f**kin idol[00:02:18]
He wants to be just like you man he likes you more than I do[00:02:21]
Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds[00:02:24]
It's like adrenaline the pain is such a sudden rush for me[00:02:27]
See everything you say is real[00:02:30]
And I respect you cause you tell it[00:02:31]
My girlfriend's jealous cause I talk about you 24/7[00:02:33]
But she don't know you like I know you Slim no one does[00:02:36]
She don't know what it was like[00:02:39]
For people like us growin up[00:02:40]
You gotta call me man[00:02:41]
I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose[00:02:42]
Sincerely yours Stan -- P S[00:02:44]
We should be together too[00:02:46]
My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I[00:02:50]
Got out of bed at all[00:02:53]
The morning rain clouds up my window[00:02:55]
And I can't see at all[00:02:59]
And even if I could it'll all be gray[00:03:01]
But your picture on my wall[00:03:05]
It reminds me that it's not so bad[00:03:07]
It's not so bad[00:03:11]
Dear Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans[00:03:13]
This'll be the last package I ever send your a**[00:03:15]
It's been six months and still no word - I don't deserve it[00:03:18]
I know you got my last two letters[00:03:20]
I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect[00:03:22]
So this is my cassette I'm sending you I hope you hear it[00:03:24]
I'm in the car right now I'm doing 90 on the freeway[00:03:27]
I love you Slim we coulda been together think about it[00:03:30]
You ruined it now I hope you can't sleep[00:03:33]
And you dream about it[00:03:35]
And when you dream I hope you can't sleep[00:03:36]
And you SCREAM about it[00:03:37]
I hope your conscience EATS AT YOU[00:03:39]
And you can't BREATHE without me[00:03:40]
See Slim *screaming* Shut up b**ch [00:03:41]
I'm tryin to talk [00:03:43]
Hey Slim that's my girlfriend screamin in the trunk[00:03:44]
But I didn't slit her throat[00:03:46]
I just tied her up see I ain't like you[00:03:47]
Cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more[00:03:49]
And then she'll die too[00:03:51]
Well gotta go I'm almost at the bridge now[00:03:53]
Oh sh*t I forgot how'm[00:03:55]
I supposed to send this sh*t out[00:03:57]
Dear Stan I meant to write you sooner[00:04:13]
But I just been busy[00:04:14]
You said your girlfriend's pregnant now how far along is she[00:04:16]
Look I'm really flattered you would call your daughter that[00:04:19]
And here's an autograph for your brother[00:04:21]
I wrote it on the Starter cap[00:04:23]
I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show I musta missed you[00:04:24]
Don't think I did that sh*t intentionally just to diss you[00:04:28]
But what's this sh*t you said about[00:04:30]
You like to cut your wrists too[00:04:32]
I say that sh*t just clowning dogg[00:04:33]
C'mon - how f**ked up is you[00:04:35]
You got some issues Stan I think you need some counseling[00:04:37]
To help your a** from bouncing off the walls[00:04:39]
When you get down some[00:04:41]
And what's this sh*t about us meant to be together[00:04:43]
That type of sh*t'll make me not want us to meet each other[00:04:45]
I really think you and your girlfriend need each other[00:04:48]
Or maybe you just need to treat her better[00:04:50]
I hope you get to read this letter[00:04:52]
I just hope it reaches you in time[00:04:54]
Before you hurt yourself I think that you'll be doin just fine[00:04:56]
If you relax a little I'm glad I inspire you but Stan[00:04:59]
Why are you so mad Try to understand[00:05:02]
That I do want you as a fan[00:05:05]
I just don't want you to do some crazy sh*t[00:05:06]
I seen this one sh*t on the news a couple weeks ago[00:05:09]
That made me sick[00:05:11]
Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge[00:05:12]
And had his girlfriend in the trunk[00:05:15]
And she was pregnant with his kid[00:05:17]
And in the car they found a tape[00:05:18]
But they didn't say who it was to[00:05:20]
Come to think about his name was it was you[00:05:21]
Damn[00:05:25]