所属专辑:Drift
歌手: Elijah Blake
时长: 03:50
6 (第6首) - Elijah Blake[00:00:00]
My feet couldn't reach the pedals[00:00:02]
So my father got on his knees[00:00:09]
He used his hands to press the pedals[00:00:16]
At the bottom of the Hammond B3[00:00:23]
Six years old and I lied about the school grades[00:00:29]
I told my momma that my daddy already[00:00:36]
Reprimanded me[00:00:39]
And when my father found out he beat me[00:00:44]
With a belt of leather[00:00:46]
Until my arms bled open and it caused my back to bleed[00:00:51]
So as a growing young man I act like a six year old[00:00:58]
I act like a little a** boy[00:01:04]
And I'm protective of all my toys[00:01:08]
Cause they're the only things that never judge me[00:01:11]
That's why I act like a six year old[00:01:15]
Full of imagination and wonder [00:01:19]
I'm still afraid of falling under[00:01:22]
Six years old and I'm staring at a movie screen[00:01:28]
In a dark sanctuary shaking watching image of the beast[00:01:35]
Repeated nightmares can't even sleep at 23[00:01:43]
Thanks a lot dad now I'm stuck with f**kin' PTSD[00:01:50]
Now my relationships suffer and I can't live a normal life[00:01:57]
But your philosophies daddy said[00:02:05]
It's alright to scare off to Christ [00:02:07]
So when I'm selfish and needy or I act like a spoiled brat[00:02:12]
Just trying to function normally[00:02:20]
With a mother playing mom or dad [00:02:22]
I always felt like the world hated me although I do my best [00:02:27]
Like I'm the only best friend[00:02:34]
People kind of wish they never had[00:02:36]
Six years old[00:02:42]
I'm a little a** boy[00:02:45]
And I'm protective of my toys[00:02:48]
They're the only things that never judge me[00:02:52]
I'm a six year old full of imagination[00:02:55]
I'm protective of my toys cause they never judge me[00:03:23]
Because they never judge me[00:03:29]
And I'm still afraid of going under[00:03:33]