歌手: The Wonder Years
时长: 07:34
I Just Want To Sell Out My Funeral - The Wonder Years[00:00:00]
Clear the apartment [00:00:18]
I plan on collapsing and I could have sworn I heard a car door slam [00:00:21]
I'm stuck at the corner of grinding teeth and stomach acid [00:00:29]
All alone under a soft rain and streetlamp [00:00:34]
I spent my life weighed down by a stone heart [00:00:41]
Drowning in irony and settling for anything [00:00:46]
Somewhere down the line all the wiring went faulty [00:00:52]
I'm scared sh*tless of failure and I'm staring out at where I wanna be [00:00:57]
I just want to sell out my funeral [00:01:05]
I just want to be enough for everyone [00:01:10]
I just want to sell out my funeral [00:01:16]
Know that I fought until the lights were gone [00:01:21]
I'm walking through harbors and churchyards [00:01:25]
I felt the snow crack under my feet [00:01:28]
I'll stay thankful for mild winters for every shot I got at anything [00:01:30]
I'll blame the way that I was brought up or the flaws that I was born with[00:01:36]
Or the mistakes that I've made; they're all just f*cking excuses [00:01:42]
So bury me in the memories of my friends and family [00:01:49]
I just need to know that they were proud of me [00:01:54]
I just want to sell out my funeral [00:02:01]
I just want to be enough for everyone [00:02:06]
I just want to sell out my funeral [00:02:12]
Know that I fought until the lights were gone [00:02:17]
Oh we all wanna know [00:02:22]
Where'd the American dream go [00:02:25]
Did you give up and go home [00:02:28]
Am I here alone [00:02:31]
Oh when the credits roll [00:02:33]
I'll watch as the screen glows;[00:02:37]
The moments when I choked all the fears that I've outgrown [00:02:39]
At least I hope so [00:02:49]
I was just happy to be a contender [00:02:55]
I was just aching for anything [00:03:01]
And I used to have such steady hands[00:03:07]
But now I can't keep 'em from shaking [00:03:12]
Oh I'm sorry I [00:03:20]
I'm sorry I don't laugh at the right times [00:03:26]
Is this what it feels like with my wings clipped [00:03:32]
I'm awkward and nervous [00:03:36]
I'm awkward and nervous [00:03:41]
I'm awkward and nervous [00:03:45]
I'm awkward and nervous [00:03:53]
But I was kind of hoping you'd stay [00:04:03]
I was kind of hoping you'd stay [00:04:07]
I was kind of hoping you'd stay [00:04:11]
I need you to stay [00:04:16]
Oh god could you stay [00:04:20]
I need you to stay [00:04:24]
I need you to stay [00:04:27]
I need you [00:04:29]
If I'm in an airport and you're in a hospital bed [00:04:31]
Well then what kind of man does that make me [00:04:35]
If I'm in an airport and you're in a hospital bed [00:04:41]
Well then what kind of man does that make me [00:04:45]
If I'm in an airport if I'm in an airport[00:04:48]
What kind of man does that make me [00:04:54]
What kind of man does that make me [00:04:58]
What kind of man does that make me [00:05:03]
I know how it feels to be at war with a world that never loved me [00:05:16]
(I know how it feels to be at war with a world that never loved me)[00:05:23]
All we had were hand me-downs [00:05:27]
(I know how it feels to be at war with a world that never loved me)[00:05:29]
All we had was good will [00:05:33]
Two blackbirds on a highway sign[00:05:36]
Are laughing at me here with my wings clipped [00:05:39]
I'm staring up at the sky[00:05:42]
But the bombs keep f*cking falling [00:05:44]
There's no devil on my shoulder;[00:05:47]
He's got a rocking chair on my front porch[00:05:50]
But I won't let him in [00:05:53]
No I won't let him in [00:05:55]
'Cause I'm sick of seeing ghosts[00:06:22]
And I know how it's all gonna end [00:06:26]
There's no triumph waiting [00:06:29]
There's no sunset to ride off in [00:06:33]
We all want to be great men[00:06:38]
And there's nothing romantic about it [00:06:42]
I just want to know that I did all I could with what I was given [00:06:46]