所属专辑:Napalm
歌手: Xzibit
时长: 03:47
1983 - Xzibit[00:00:00]
I had the right to sublurr because they ache one stick[00:00:24]
I saw five to six million but yo that ain't really shit [00:00:27]
It was supposed to be different we were supposed to write out [00:00:30]
But tumach shot his girl then shot himself in the mouth [00:00:32]
Then the steady game form very soon fell apart [00:00:35]
'Cause when you just doing all the loyalty in your heart [00:00:38]
Slight catch a long hymn on all these niggas forgetting where they're coming from[00:00:41]
And they're slowing down wait a minute what we're running from [00:00:45]
This what we're supposed to do here's where we're supposed to be [00:00:48]
I hated MTV for trying to play me like a mockery [00:00:50]
But that don't bother me I just fulfill my f**king contract [00:00:53]
Small price to pay just to take a piece of my back [00:00:55]
My back backfire assassination of my character [00:00:59]
Just demassing me in the America [00:01:03]
My younger sister Erika just adopted a child [00:01:05]
My older brother served fifteen he made it out [00:01:07]
Even though my father loved me I ain't seen him for a while [00:01:10]
Had to fight my baby bitch give me my nigga now [00:01:13]
'Cause I'm running out of time and I need him to understand[00:01:16]
The way a superior man had build a brand[00:01:18]
Niggas talk about my taxes had to pay I consemn [00:01:21]
I'm surviving 'cause the lines ass crooked in the hand [00:01:24]
Heartbreak disappointment my mother died when I was nine I just wanted to join her [00:01:51]
Now I miss to join her get to California I got something for you to do it was like I was annoying[00:01:56]
Resurrected found my purpose I remember being dragged being nervous when I would kick my verses [00:02:02]
I was virtually worthless my whole life was a circus [00:02:07]
I was sleeping with serpents and I thought it is worth it [00:02:10]
Got a call from Paul told me shit isn't working [00:02:13]
Exchange words told me tell me that shit in person [00:02:15]
He probably told him and by the way did he said it on a prolijetic twisted made about him [00:02:18]
I see Slim and he said he didn't recognize me [00:02:24]
Was it that or did he let another man to find me [00:02:27]
I don't know but now I gotta get this all behind me [00:02:30]
Follow my calling when I used to follow niggas blindly [00:02:32]
I wish I had a better relationship with my uncles [00:02:46]
Blood relatives I could turn to when I'm feeling trouble [00:02:49]
And talk about my struggles [00:02:52]
My uncle John Nail he only put me on the phone with different females [00:02:53]
And this is such a such nephew tell me what's up [00:02:58]
Ain't even ask about your man in Cali growing up [00:03:01]
F**k I drink it all and I smash the bottle [00:03:03]
Self medicated numb but I'm a feel it tomorrow [00:03:06]
It feel like pain and sorrow was like a second skin[00:03:09]
But now that pain was gone I got my second win [00:03:12]
Only the strong live long you better settle in [00:03:15]
I'm fighting for ever I will never let the devil win [00:03:17]
1983 that's when my journey begins [00:03:20]
I searched every word for stritting only find it within [00:03:23]
This for me and my kid still trying to live[00:03:26]
Living life to the fullest 'till I see you again [00:03:29]