所属专辑:First Born
时长: 05:09
Read Wiped In Blue - Eyedea & Abilities[00:00:00]
I never knew my mom [00:00:38]
Once I was born she was dead[00:00:39]
She never wanted me [00:00:41]
At least that's what my dad said[00:00:42]
He said she was polluted [00:00:44]
Ignorant uncivilized[00:00:46]
And that was roughly the outline of[00:00:47]
What he beat into my head[00:00:49]
I grew up in a house[00:00:51]
With more rooms than I could count[00:00:52]
No siblings just strangers[00:00:54]
Always moving in and out[00:00:55]
My dad hated all our neighbors[00:00:57]
Had they stepped on his prophets[00:00:59]
They'd be finished[00:01:00]
'Cause getting his is what he was about[00:01:01]
Ever since his birth [00:01:04]
He was a nuisance to humanity[00:01:05]
I wish he died instead of mom [00:01:07]
Maybe then I'd love family[00:01:08]
But I'd smile at pops [00:01:10]
Concealing that feeling of "I hate you "[00:01:11]
Each day he'd wear the same three colors [00:01:13]
With the same suit[00:01:15]
And mother would come to me when[00:01:16]
I would close my eyes and sink[00:01:18]
To the thought of her beautiful voice [00:01:19]
And the lullabies she'd sing[00:01:21]
'Til I was sound asleep [00:01:22]
Then I'd awake and she'd be gone[00:01:24]
My whole life my soul echoed her songs[00:01:26]
I guess the grass is always greener on the other side[00:01:29]
And intangible experience structures one leviathan[00:01:33]
From the Koran to leprechauns[00:01:36]
Since when did America fall in[00:01:38]
Between Lebanon and Ireland [00:01:40]
Mamma was a lullaby [00:01:42]
Daddy was a melting pot[00:01:44]
Angel in my father's eyes [00:01:45]
Only 'cause it helps him rot[00:01:47]
Freedom screams through a sky [00:01:49]
Wounded by a culture shock[00:01:50]
Mamma was a lullaby [00:01:52]
Daddy was a melting pot[00:01:53]
Mamma was a lullaby [00:01:55]
Daddy was a melting pot[00:01:57]
Angel in my father's eyes [00:01:58]
Only 'cause it helps him rot[00:02:00]
Freedom screams through a sky [00:02:01]
Wounded by a culture shock[00:02:03]
Mamma was a lullaby [00:02:05]
Daddy was a melting pot[00:02:06]
His philosophy was to be up [00:02:07]
You gotta push someone down[00:02:09]
That was all I knew[00:02:11]
'Cause that was all I was around[00:02:12]
I found the flaws in his methods[00:02:14]
From the cause in myself[00:02:16]
Only an uncle to every one else[00:02:18]
He taught me how to talk[00:02:21]
Without looking in your eyes[00:02:22]
Gave me a nine to five [00:02:23]
Made me ignore the lullabies[00:02:25]
A puddle of the dried tears shade me colorless[00:02:26]
And categorize me as a baby failing to[00:02:29]
Realize how far away his mother is[00:02:31]
Our relationship hovered with strength [00:02:33]
Even though it's invisible[00:02:35]
Hard to quit hearing her poetry [00:02:37]
Piercing emotions leak[00:02:39]
With the notes she hits I float [00:02:40]
Defying gravitation[00:02:41]
The only mom I have is[00:02:43]
In my imagination So it goes[00:02:44]
Mamma was a lullaby [00:02:46]
Daddy was a melting pot[00:02:48]
Angel in my father's eyes [00:02:49]
Only 'cause it helps him rot[00:02:51]
Freedom screams through a sky [00:02:53]
Wounded by a culture shock[00:02:54]
Mamma was a lullaby [00:02:56]
Daddy was a melting pot[00:02:57]
Mamma was a lullaby [00:02:59]
Daddy was a melting pot[00:03:00]
One day daddy's gonna die [00:03:02]
Choking on the gun he bought[00:03:04]
One day daddy's gonna die [00:03:05]
Choking on the gun he bought[00:03:07]
One day daddy's gonna die [00:03:09]
One day daddy's gonna die [00:03:10]
And when that day comes[00:03:12]
I shall return to my mother[00:03:13]
And we'll walk hand in hand[00:03:15]
Straight to heaven[00:03:16]
And when the clouds part [00:03:18]
I'll tell her that I love her[00:03:19]
And she'll accept with an open heart [00:03:21]
No question[00:03:23]
Unless dad was right [00:03:24]
And she really was a monster[00:03:26]
Maybe her silhouette reflects the hell of his own childhood[00:03:28]
Maybe she's so insane [00:03:31]
No one cared to help[00:03:33]
But if nothing else on this earth could mend her spirit [00:03:34]
I bet my smile could[00:03:36]
The volumes of her songs decreased the older that I grew[00:03:38]
Daddy became my only influence of attitude[00:03:41]
Now I'm robotically imperialistic [00:03:44]
And careless of people[00:03:46]
A trait inherited by my parent's omnipotent ego[00:03:47]
His symbol's the eagle but his child isn't free[00:03:50]
You'll see no sign around my neck saying[00:03:53]
I'm proud to be me[00:03:55]
I'm not grown up the concept of adulthood is dead[00:03:56]
He left scars on my back when[00:04:00]
My notebook was read[00:04:01]
I guess the grass is always greener on the other side[00:04:03]
And intangible experience structures one leviathan[00:04:06]
From the Koran to leprechauns[00:04:09]
Since when did America fall in between[00:04:12]
Lebanon and Ireland [00:04:14]
Mamma was a lullaby [00:04:16]
Daddy was a melting pot[00:04:17]
Angel in my father's eyes [00:04:19]
Only 'cause it helps him rot[00:04:20]
Freedom screams through a sky [00:04:22]
Wounded by a culture shock[00:04:24]
Mamma was a lullaby [00:04:25]
Daddy was a melting pot[00:04:27]
Mamma was a lullaby [00:04:28]
Daddy was a melting pot[00:04:30]
Mamma was a lullaby [00:04:32]
Daddy was a melting pot[00:04:33]
Mamma was a lullaby [00:04:35]
Daddy was a melting pot[00:04:36]
Daddy don't think that I forgot[00:04:38]
Daddy don't think that I forgot[00:04:40]