所属专辑:First Born
时长: 05:58
Color My World - Eyedea & Abilities[00:00:00]
I once met a man who trained himself not to dream[00:00:53]
What he seems to have seen was a glimpse of everything[00:00:56]
He's been painting pictures on canvas since age thirteen[00:00:59]
And claims he only exists in the mind of a higher being[00:01:02]
And I enjoy his work; mostly scenic landscapes[00:01:06]
But each one is focused on an easel where the man paints himself painting himself[00:01:09]
And all that's in his visual field[00:01:14]
He said this was the only way he could make himself real[00:01:16]
Ever since he could remember he had one nightmare reoccur[00:01:19]
But until about ten years ago[00:01:22]
It didn't matter[00:01:24]
It consisted of loud[00:01:25]
Distorted sounds echoing off the concrete[00:01:27]
He ran on top of it in attempt to reach a ladder[00:01:28]
Now sometimes[00:01:32]
He'd get so close but never touch his destination[00:01:33]
Which caused him much frustration 'cause he didn't know what it meant[00:01:35]
And by the end of the dream[00:01:39]
He saw the scene from a bird's eye[00:01:41]
Only to witness his dead body laying on the cement[00:01:42]
It was only to witness his dead body laying on the cement[00:01:45]
At first it freaked him out[00:01:49]
But after a while he grew content[00:01:50]
So he thought "It's just a dream "[00:01:52]
And kept living his life[00:01:54]
Writing his soul on the canvas 'cause it sheds his planet light[00:01:55]
And it goes on and on like space and time ain't nothing odd[00:01:59]
It's not that he didn't believe[00:02:03]
He just didn't approve of God[00:02:04]
His experience was one I couldn't comprehend[00:02:05]
'Till I stopped being detective and listened to him as a friend[00:02:08]
He said[00:02:12]
He once saw a painting that told his whole life story[00:02:12]
It was then that he knew he was the art of divinity[00:02:16]
He once saw a painting that told his whole life story[00:02:19]
A brush stroke of the gods made him one note in their symphony[00:02:22]
He once saw a painting that told his whole life story[00:02:26]
He spoke for himself and not the rest of humanity[00:02:29]
He once saw a painting that told his whole life story[00:02:32]
And I realize that I'm not real[00:02:36]
God just imagined me[00:02:37]
It's like I said[00:03:04]
About ten years ago the event that changed his whole reality[00:03:05]
Took place on his monthly trip to the local art gallery[00:03:08]
It was there where he studied his contemporaries[00:03:11]
And there where he nearly carried his sanity to a hole and buried it forever[00:03:14]
It was a very mysterious day[00:03:18]
The place was almost empty[00:03:20]
And he got chills down his spine just being present in the scene[00:03:22]
On the wall there was a picture that looked familiar[00:03:25]
And when he got close his heart stopped[00:03:27]
Cause he saw it was a painting of his dream[00:03:30]
It was a painting of his dream[00:03:32]
His body on a runway[00:03:34]
By a ladder to an airplane with its propellers spinning[00:03:35]
Which accounted for the loud noise[00:03:38]
The match up was perfect[00:03:40]
And that was the day he stopped believing in existing[00:03:41]
He resented his creator[00:03:45]
I mean words can't explain[00:03:46]
What must have went on in his brain[00:03:48]
While he stared into a frame[00:03:50]
Of a work of art which he created and was at the same time[00:03:51]
The mind can't handle that much it's just insane[00:03:55]
It's like reading a book[00:03:58]
Where each words describe your thoughts[00:03:59]
And in quotations it reads whatever you say when you talk[00:04:01]
You think it can't happen[00:04:04]
But it did happen[00:04:06]
I guess there's surprisingly wide cracks in each life's sidewalk[00:04:08]
He stumbled upon an answer when he never had a question[00:04:11]
And decided to stop dreaming to maintain his mental health[00:04:14]
Now he hardly talks to people[00:04:17]
Just stays in his basement[00:04:19]
Writing infinity by painting himself[00:04:21]
Painting himself[00:04:23]
This is a strange universe[00:04:24]
Is it all just a blueprint[00:04:26]
In the real universe is my consciousness useless[00:04:28]
Are we really something a higher intelligence made up[00:04:31]
A figment of imagination colored by a cosmic paintbrush[00:04:34]
Maybe all of our art creates the fate of other beings[00:04:38]
Then every character in ever novel thinks it's alive and were just gods[00:04:41]
Ruling blindly[00:04:45]
Just a theory[00:04:45]
I don't know what it means[00:04:47]
But that's the story of the man who trained himself not to dream[00:04:48]
He once saw a paining that told his whole life story[00:04:51]
He witnessed the paradox of the word "existing"[00:04:55]
He once saw a painting that told his whole life story[00:04:57]
He colored his world theirs and concluded he wasn't living[00:05:01]
He once saw a painting that told his whole life story[00:05:04]
The hidden variable that all that is is art[00:05:08]
And when I close my eyes I see eternity as a story[00:05:11]
A God imagined the God that imagined me[00:05:14]
And I am God[00:05:16]
And so on[00:05:18]
And so on[00:05:20]
And so on[00:05:21]