歌手: Jen Buxton
时长: 06:12
38308 - Jen Buxton[00:00:00]
So it takes a year to lose the bridge[00:00:31]
Where you went fishing with your father as a kid[00:00:37]
With my memory's slow defeat[00:00:44]
I have lost parts of me that I cannot retrieve[00:00:49]
I know it feels like I go missing now and then[00:00:55]
I can see her out there wondering where I am[00:01:01]
And I'm sorry I can't answer when you ask[00:01:07]
But I have no words to describe the dark[00:01:14]
No I have no words to describe[00:01:20]
The dark[00:01:25]
But I have put faith in what I thought[00:01:48]
That I could hold[00:01:51]
Drawers of silver and rings and cheap gold[00:01:54]
And I have been plagued by false starts[00:02:01]
It seems so hard to draw from memory[00:02:06]
The lines you should have known by heart[00:02:10]
And when I quit drinking I was just thinking constantly[00:02:13]
About the man who gave that very gift to me[00:02:19]
And I will run until I'm empty in the chest[00:02:25]
And when I am weary I I will rest[00:02:32]
And if I can sleep then I will know I've passed[00:02:38]
The test[00:02:43]
'Cause I've sat through nights[00:02:46]
Lost for weeks practicing your smile[00:02:50]
Sealing up my grief[00:02:55]
Most days I'm fine[00:02:58]
But when it rains every my heart leaks[00:03:02]
My heart leaks[00:03:17]
So now my small victory's on my own[00:03:32]
These days I'm proud of next to nothing[00:03:36]
So when I am I stand alone[00:03:41]
And now instead of being honest all the time[00:03:44]
Well I get fifteen minutes with a mic and[00:03:48]
I don't sleep so well at night[00:03:53]
And these past few years[00:03:55]
My short lone heart has been overdue[00:03:57]
Well she can borrow it but it belongs to you[00:04:02]
Now it's true some things you just don't leave behind[00:04:09]
'Cause now when I sleep I close your eyes[00:04:14]
When I was fourteen I thought no one really died[00:04:21]
'Cause I've sat through nights[00:04:29]
Lost for weeks practicing your smile[00:04:33]
Sealing up my grief[00:04:38]
Most days I'm fine[00:04:41]
But when it rains every my heart leaks[00:04:45]
'Cause I've sat through nights[00:04:51]
Lost for weeks practicing your smile sealing up my grief[00:04:55]
Most days I'm fine[00:05:03]
When it rains every my heart leaks my heart leaks[00:05:07]
My heart leaks[00:05:35]