《Once an Addict(Interlude)》歌词

歌曲： Once an Addict(Interlude)

所属专辑：KOD

歌手： J. Cole

时长： 03:18

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Once an Addict (Clean) (Interlude) - J. Cole (J. 科尔)[00:00:00]

Right right right right[00:00:02]

Something's got a hold on me right[00:00:11]

Right right[00:00:19]

Sometimes I think pain is just a lack of understanding[00:00:20]

If we could only understand it all[00:00:25]

Would we feel no pain[00:00:28]

Would we feel no pain[00:00:29]

Would we feel no pain[00:00:30]

God must feel no pain[00:00:32]

Something's got a hold on me[00:00:34]

Only joy[00:00:38]

Does this mean even our suffering pleases him[00:00:41]

Lost in a cloud of marijuana[00:00:45]

Young Carolina n**ga fish out of water[00:00:47]

Step-daddy just had a daughter with another woman[00:00:49]

Mama ain't recover yet[00:00:52]

Callin' me at 12 at night[00:00:53]

She drunk as f**k and I'm upset[00:00:55]

'Cause why she always using me for crutch[00:00:56]

Growin' up I used to always see her up[00:00:58]

Late as sh*t cigarette smoke[00:01:00]

And greatest hits from Marvin Gaye[00:01:02]

She kill a whole bottle of some cheap chardonnay[00:01:03]

I gotta leave this house[00:01:06]

'Cause part of me dies when I see her like this[00:01:07]

Too young to deal with pain[00:01:09]

I'd rather run the streets than see her kill herself[00:01:10]

So 'Ville became my escape from a feelin' I hate[00:01:12]

Mama cursing me out[00:01:15]

Depression's such a villainous state[00:01:17]

I used to stay out later on purpose[00:01:19]

Subconsciously I was nervous that[00:01:21]

If I came home early[00:01:22]

Then what would surface was her inner demons[00:01:23]

And then I'd have to end up seein' my hero on ground zero[00:01:26]

Tears flow where Al Green blow[00:01:29]

Love and happiness[00:01:31]

I wish that I could say the right words to cheer her up[00:01:31]

I wish her son's love was enough[00:01:34]

I tell her Mama go to sleep[00:01:36]

She tell me[00:01:38]

Boy hush[00:01:38]

You better pray to God[00:01:39]

You never get your heart crushed[00:01:40]

I shake my head in frustration[00:01:42]

Head to my room[00:01:43]

And I can still hear the tunes of my door shut[00:01:44]

F**k it though a couple more months I'll be gone[00:01:47]

Off to college and dorms[00:01:49]

Foolin' myself thinkin' problems are gone[00:01:50]

But now it's 1 AM and my mama diallin' my phone[00:01:53]

I know she intoxicated and soon this high[00:01:55]

That I'm on comes crashin' down[00:01:58]

She lit talkin' drunk sh*t I'm pissed[00:02:00]

But I'm still all ears like Pass the ounce[00:02:02]

Thinkin' to myself[00:02:04]

Maybe my mama need help[00:02:05]

Don't she got work it the morning[00:02:06]

Why she do this to herself[00:02:08]

Hate how she slurrin' her words[00:02:09]

Soundin' so f**kin' absurd[00:02:11]

This ain't the woman I know[00:02:12]

Why I just sit and observe[00:02:13]

Why don't I say how I feel[00:02:15]

When I do she's defensive for real[00:02:16]

Well maybe things get better with time I heard it heals[00:02:18]

Little did I know how deep her sadness would go[00:02:21]

Lookin' back I wish I woulda did more instead of running[00:02:24]

Something's got a hold on me[00:02:27]

I can't let it go[00:02:31]

Out of fear I won't be free[00:02:34]

Something's got a hold on me[00:02:39]

I can't let it go[00:02:43]

Out of fear I won't be[00:02:46]

No[00:02:49]

Something's got a hold on me[00:02:50]

I can't let it go[00:02:54]

Right right[00:02:57]

Life can bring much pain right right[00:03:02]

There are many ways to deal with this pain right[00:03:07]

Choose wisely[00:03:11]