所属专辑:Dirty Gold (Deluxe) [Explicit]
歌手: Angel Haze
时长: 06:50
Black Synagogue - Angel Haze[00:00:00]
And the light the light can make everything feel beautiful[00:00:03]
It can make it feel safe so safe that like in the night[00:00:07]
We spend all of our time running away from our truths[00:00:11]
And then we meet someone who tells us "God will always love you[00:00:15]
No matter what you do [00:00:19]
The only thing that will never stop loving you is God "[00:00:21]
And because of all of our darkness which at night I still run from[00:00:26]
Which at night all still run from we get stuck chasing light[00:00:31]
That's a black synagogue[00:00:36]
And God said that the maker shall inhabit the Earth[00:00:38]
But there shall be masses I said masses of bloodshed first[00:00:43]
And that will open the floodgates of Heaven [00:00:49]
And pour down upon us His blessings[00:00:52]
From the floor to the ceiling but only if you praise Him [00:00:55]
I said praise Him[00:01:01]
Shall you receive His healing[00:01:02]
Save me from the pain[00:01:10]
I'm falling down[00:01:13]
Don't you hear me calling [00:01:14]
I need you now[00:01:17]
Fill me 'til I'm full with your holy light[00:01:18]
Give me sanction[00:01:22]
Can you bring me back to life [00:01:23]
Save me from the pain[00:01:26]
I'm falling down[00:01:28]
Don't you hear me calling [00:01:30]
I need you now[00:01:33]
Fill me 'til I'm full with your holy light[00:01:34]
Give me sanction[00:01:38]
Can you bring me back to life [00:01:40]
I been running from the pain in my brain[00:01:46]
Got stains on my scene while I search for the real me[00:01:47]
Search for the real me lost in the night[00:01:50]
I only talk to angels when I'm lost in a height[00:01:52]
I don't really wanna get lost in my mind[00:01:54]
So I pray until I feel I'm getting lost in the vibe[00:01:55]
Then I took the bottle up and I drink it to my what [00:01:58]
Yep drink it to my f**king souls lost in my eyes[00:02:00]
But I don't really wanna drown no cuz I'm not that trusting[00:02:02]
But I'mma keep coming 'round though [00:02:06]
Till I'm sure that I found something[00:02:07]
And when I tell you what it is you better talk to God remember[00:02:09]
No feelings no thoughts allowed[00:02:12]
And if pain's a trapdoor then I need God[00:02:13]
So send someone to come walk me out[00:02:16]
But don't think don't talk about it[00:02:17]
Wait don't sing don't tell nobody[00:02:19]
Wait don't drink don't fail your body[00:02:21]
Wait don't scream no f**king shout it[00:02:23]
See these voices in my head are the f**king loudest[00:02:25]
So belligerent so f**king rowdy[00:02:28]
And my tunnel vision's so f**king clouded[00:02:30]
And I don't really have a motherf**king outlet[00:02:32]
So I talk to God but I don't really know if He can hear me[00:02:33]
But you know him well and I think that you could bring him near me[00:02:38]
So I keep praying every word that I keep saying[00:02:41]
Every part of me that I needed shield from[00:02:46]
Every part of me that needs saving[00:02:48]
Save me from the pain[00:02:50]
I'm falling down[00:02:52]
Don't you hear me calling [00:02:54]
I need you now[00:02:56]
Fill me 'til I'm full with your holy light[00:02:58]
Give me sanction[00:03:02]
Can you bring me back to life [00:03:04]
Save me from the pain[00:03:06]
I'm falling down[00:03:09]
Don't you hear me calling [00:03:09]
I need you now[00:03:12]
Fill me 'til I'm full with your holy light[00:03:14]
Give me sanction[00:03:18]
Can you bring me back to life [00:03:20]
None of this's real when it calls to[00:03:22]
Thought I found you now I'm lost too[00:03:24]
I've been listening to service sermons[00:03:26]
A lotta redefining a lot of words reworded[00:03:27]
A lotta thoughts detected and thoughts suggested[00:03:30]
A lotta stuff that resonates with certain persons[00:03:32]
I've been searching for the truth but it's embedded in lies[00:03:34]
Read every single verse until I'm red in my eyes[00:03:36]
And God only hear you when you offering ties[00:03:38]
And protection is the truth[00:03:39]
But when the Devil's a lie[00:03:40]
But what am I to do when the Devil is I [00:03:42]
And everything I touch seems to shrivel and die [00:03:44]
My mama always said I was a rebel inside[00:03:45]
But now I'm looking for some peace and a benevolent I[00:03:47]
And how it feels to need that some humbling pie[00:03:50]
And how long it will take when it comes from the sky[00:03:52]
Means I'll probably be waiting until I crumble and die[00:03:54]
And just wrestling with Satan while I'm struggling by[00:03:56]
So I think I talk about it[00:03:57]
Wait I drink I tell somebody[00:04:00]
Wait I sink I fail my body[00:04:01]
Wait I scream I'm f**king shouting[00:04:03]
Cuz these voices in my head are the f**king loudest[00:04:05]
So belligerent so f**king rowdy[00:04:08]
And my tunnel vision's so f**king clouded[00:04:09]
And I don't really have a motherf**king outlet[00:04:12]
So I talk to God but I don't really know if He can hear me[00:04:13]
And you know him well and I think that you could bring him near me[00:04:18]
So I keep praying everything that I keep saying[00:04:21]
Every part of me that I needed shield from[00:04:26]
Every part of me that needs saving[00:04:28]
Save me from the pain[00:04:30]
I'm falling down[00:04:33]
Don't you hear me calling [00:04:34]
I need you now[00:04:37]
Fill me 'til I'm full with your holy light[00:04:38]
Give me sanction[00:04:42]
Can you bring me back to life [00:04:44]
Save me from the pain[00:04:46]
I'm falling down[00:04:48]
Don't you hear me calling [00:04:50]
I need you now[00:04:53]
Fill me 'til I'm full with your holy light[00:04:54]
Give me sanction[00:04:58]
Can you bring me back to life [00:05:00]
Did he die on the cross for this [00:05:02]
Do you have any f**king proof [00:05:04]
Everything here is man-made[00:05:06]
And I'm just searching for some f**king truth[00:05:08]
Cuz everything they told me not to do[00:05:10]
Has always made me question what freedom is[00:05:12]
Why listen to the words when they not from you [00:05:14]
And why feel judged when I freely live [00:05:16]
Now I know what the f**king root of evil is[00:05:17]
And why peace is dead but evil lives[00:05:20]
Everybody thinking they can talk to you[00:05:22]
And what they believe in they hearts are true[00:05:23]
Now they feel that they had the right to persecute[00:05:25]
Judge [ [00:05:27]
Now I don't really know who wrote the Bible[00:05:29]
But nothing under the sun goes unrecycled[00:05:31]
Take every shot you have with a f**king rifle[00:05:34]
Cuz you rarely ever get a chance for revival[00:05:36]
So just think just talk about it[00:05:37]
Wait just think just tell somebody[00:05:39]
Wait don't blink don't fail your body[00:05:41]
Wait just scream just f**king shout it[00:05:43]
So the voices in your head fall abruptly silent[00:05:45]
And the blood in your veins flows rough and violent[00:05:47]
And you see everything with your lifted eyelids[00:05:49]
And every burden you carry is eventually lighted[00:05:51]
And you talk to God even when you ain't sure he hears you[00:05:53]
When you give it to Him tell Him He can keep the pain and fears too[00:05:58]
And you keep praying only now you don't repeat saying[00:06:02]
Cuz you know when you let it go then you receive saving[00:06:06]
How many people here look for Jesus to solve their problems [00:06:09]
Lots of people[00:06:13]
And how many of those people are fixed [00:06:15]
None of them know f**king about shit[00:06:17]
They're all f**king f**ked up[00:06:20]
Anything to help you escape[00:06:22]
It takes it it takes something to just say[00:06:24]
"F**k it This is reality I'm gonna deal with it"[00:06:27]
But do we ever really deal with it [00:06:31]
Deal with it stop running stop trying to find these substitutes[00:06:33]
Stop trying to find Jesus in strangers and Jesus in church and God[00:06:36]
And find God in yourself[00:06:41]
Powerful thing yeah[00:06:42]