《Black Dahlia(Explicit)》歌词

歌曲： Black Dahlia(Explicit)

所属专辑：Dirty Gold (Deluxe) [Explicit]

歌手： Angel Haze

时长： 05:29

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Black Dahlia (Explicit) - Angel Haze[00:00:00]

You should write a song where the concept is [00:00:01]

You're basically writing like a love letter or like a piece of advice[00:00:03]

To your mother when she was your age[00:00:08]

I don't know[00:00:14]

Maybe I would write you a happy ending[00:00:16]

I would rearrange the pieces to your sad beginning[00:00:18]

I would put you far away from the decaying roots that bore you[00:00:21]

And let you experience all the ways that happiness[00:00:25]

Could bloom before you[00:00:29]

Or maybe I'm naïve [00:00:31]

Maybe I'm just a kid who thought that if she could plant a seed[00:00:33]

It would somehow grow inside you[00:00:36]

Spent so much of my time wishing you were different[00:00:38]

But reality is that where life could never be provisioned[00:00:40]

But if I could wish for one thing I'd go back and I'd fix it[00:00:43]

I'd tackle all your obstacles and kill them with precision[00:00:46]

And better the intentions of every single person[00:00:49]

Who play a part in you learning exactly what your worth is[00:00:51]

I'd shower you with purpose I'd wipe hate off the surface[00:00:54]

I'd reshape all your pain and make it f**king worth it[00:00:57]

No more feeling worthless no more f**king searching[00:01:00]

No more of that fraud sh*t nobody else could hurt you[00:01:03]

Yeah said nobody else could hurt you[00:01:06]

And if they ever tried too I'd wipe 'em from the Earth too[00:01:08]

Cuz I know that you hurting baby I know that you tired too[00:01:11]

I know that you been running from everything that's behind you[00:01:13]

I know that you've been burying everything deep inside you[00:01:16]

I can see it killing you wish that I could revive you[00:01:19]

But I'm stuck sitting in this time frame[00:01:22]

Struggling with my demons and playing these stupid mind game[00:01:24]

One day it could get better maybe it could get better[00:01:27]

Maybe we could change sh*t no more inclement weather[00:01:30]

Know you hated your mom know it went through your mind[00:01:33]

You were just like me wish that you had more time[00:01:35]

To see life from a different angle wrestle with a different angel[00:01:38]

Wouldn't lose your wings and fall from heaven like a cliffhanger[00:01:41]

Everything is different now nothing is the same[00:01:43]

And nowadays I swear it feels like you don't know my name[00:01:46]

But I look at the mirror and I see you every day[00:01:49]

I'm you in every way every hue and every shade[00:01:51]

And maybe you should know it's the last thing that I wanted[00:01:54]

Cuz what I hate about you makes me feel like I'm haunted[00:01:57]

And I don't wanna spend the rest of my time on the run and-[00:02:00]

So I'm just gonna confront it yeah I'm just gonna confront it[00:02:02]

And tell you that I love you for everything you made me[00:02:05]

And that you need to hear this even if it makes you angry[00:02:08]

God lives inside you you've already found him[00:02:11]

The Devil lives in memories and you just let him hound you[00:02:13]

And I despise your church for every f**king thing they taught you[00:02:16]

It's just a f**king stain that I wish I could wipe off you[00:02:19]

That I wish I could wipe off you[00:02:23]

And I forgive you for doing everything that it cost you[00:02:24]

Everything that it cost you[00:02:28]

Fame is such a heavy price I wish it didn't cost you[00:02:30]

Losing a part of me that would follow you to Hell[00:02:32]

Follow you to hatred or follow you to jail[00:02:35]

Followed you to patterns that I could never get out of[00:02:38]

Now I realize that I could never make it with that love[00:02:41]

Now I realize that sh*t is the alternative outcome[00:02:44]

Never wanted you to save me I just wish I count some[00:02:46]

I just wish that you grew up with someone you could count on[00:02:49]

I just wish you knew that you could never make it without love[00:02:52]

For your goddamn self and that you never ever find it in anybody else[00:02:56]

Cuz I would help you find you[00:02:59]

And if I saw it killing you I swear I would revive you[00:03:03]

And if that meant the end of me[00:03:07]

I'd do it all for you so you could have your happy end and peace[00:03:08]

Because you are such a special thing[00:03:12]

You're not just my mom but you're the reason I exist[00:03:14]

And the best life that you could've had for yourself[00:03:18]

Without making a mistake[00:03:21]

Would have meant I woulda had a nicer childhood[00:03:23]

And even though my childhood wasn't perfect and I still love you[00:03:25]

I just want you to know that if I could go back do one thing for you[00:03:28]

I would be one person for you[00:03:32]

I would make sure not just for my sake but so that[00:03:34]

You could've had a nicer life[00:03:37]

And a nicer childhood that you know[00:03:38]

You would not have made the mistakes that put us all[00:03:40]

In this bad situation[00:03:43]

And not have the stress to leave[00:03:44]

But just so that you would have been happier and stronger[00:03:47]

Even if I didn't exist even it meant that I was never born[00:03:49]

That's what I would have wanted for you[00:03:52]

Yeah and if that meant the end of me[00:03:55]

I'd do it all for you so you could have your happy ending[00:03:57]

Cuz I know that you hurting baby I know that you tired too[00:04:00]

I know you've been running from everything that's behind you[00:04:03]

I know that you've been burying everything deep inside you[00:04:05]

I can see it killing you wish that I could revive you[00:04:08]

And if that meant the end of me[00:04:12]

I'd do it all for you so you could have your happy ending[00:04:14]

And if that meant the end of me[00:04:18]

I'd do it all for you so you could have your happy ending[00:04:19]

And if that meant the end of me[00:04:23]

I'd do it all for you so you could have your happy ending[00:04:24]

I don't know[00:04:30]

Maybe I would write you a happy ending[00:04:32]

I would rearrange the pieces to your sad beginning[00:04:34]

I would put you far away from the decaying roots that bore you[00:04:38]

And let you experience all the ways that happiness[00:04:42]

Could bloom before you[00:04:45]

Or maybe I'm naïve [00:04:47]

Maybe I'm just a kid who thought that if she could plant a seed[00:04:49]

It would somehow grow inside you[00:04:53]

And that I could hide you from the rain[00:04:55]

So that it could be easier for happiness to find you[00:04:57]

Or maybe I'm still a kid who's caught in a dream[00:05:01]

I'm the heir to the throne of a princess[00:05:04]

Who's still trying to be queen[00:05:06]

Or maybe we're all just caught in the winds of a massacre[00:05:09]

The blackened leaves of dying black dahlias[00:05:13]