所属专辑:Turn Out the Lights
歌手: Julien Baker
时长: 03:53
Shadowboxing - Julien Baker (儒利安·贝克)[00:00:00]
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Written by:Julien Baker[00:00:00]
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Born cutting teeth on the curb[00:00:13]
拔掉多余的智齿[00:00:17]
Summoning ghosts up from the concrete[00:00:17]
从混凝土中召唤出幽灵[00:00:25]
Keep me company while I learn shadowboxing with giants that grew from our feet[00:00:25]
让他们一直陪伴着我 当我学习与脚下的巨人打太极的时候[00:00:38]
I know that you don't understand[00:00:38]
我知道你不明白[00:00:46]
Cause you don't believe what you don't see[00:00:46]
因为你无法相信自己看不到的事物[00:00:52]
When you watch me throwing punches at the devil[00:00:52]
当你看着我对恶魔挥拳的时候[00:01:02]
It just looks like I'm fighting with me[00:01:02]
看起来就像是我在与自己抗争[00:01:09]
There's a comfort in failure singing to loud in church[00:01:09]
失败会让人有种莫名的慰藉感 在教堂中对着上帝歌唱[00:01:22]
Screaming my fears into speakers[00:01:22]
对着扬声器大声喊出我的畏惧[00:01:28]
Till I collapse or I burst[00:01:28]
直到我无力倒下 或是突然爆发[00:01:32]
Whichever comes first[00:01:32]
不论哪个先来[00:01:35]
I know you were trying to help[00:01:35]
我知道你想要帮助我[00:01:42]
But you're only making it worse[00:01:42]
但是你只能让事情变得更糟[00:01:48]
Tell me that I shouldn't blame myself[00:01:48]
告诉我 我不该责怪自己[00:01:54]
You can't even imagine how badly it hurts just to think sometimes[00:01:54]
你甚至无法想象当我偶尔想起这些的时候会有多痛[00:02:06]
How I think almost all the time[00:02:06]
不明白我一直以来是怎么想的[00:02:37]
So break me down folded over your arms[00:02:37]
所以就让我独自消沉吧 收回你的手臂[00:02:43]
Like an unloaded shotgun[00:02:43]
就像一把没有子弹的手枪[00:02:47]
Dismantled and harmless[00:02:47]
卸下武装 安全无害[00:02:51]
Even you couldn't manage to pull the fuse from the back of my head[00:02:51]
即使你做不到在我身后对我开枪[00:03:02]
When you tell me you love me[00:03:02]
当你告诉我你爱我的时候[00:03:06]
Tell me you loved me[00:03:06]
告诉我你爱我[00:03:10]
I wanted so bad to believe you[00:03:10]
我多么想要相信你啊[00:03:15]
So tell me you love me tell me you loved me[00:03:15]
所以告诉我你爱我吧 告诉我你爱我[00:03:23]
I wanted so bad[00:03:23]
我多么想要[00:03:26]
I wanted so bad to believe you[00:03:26]
我多么想要相信你啊[00:03:31]