所属专辑:Turn Out the Lights
歌手: Julien Baker
时长: 04:16
Happy to Be Here - Julien Baker (儒利安·贝克)[00:00:00]
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Written by:Julien Baker[00:00:00]
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If I could do what I want I would become an electrician[00:00:15]
如果我能做自己想做的事 我想成为一个电工[00:00:22]
I'd climb inside my ears and I would rearrange the wires in my brain[00:00:22]
我会爬进我的耳朵里 重置我大脑中的线路[00:00:32]
'A different me would be inhabiting this body[00:00:32]
一个完全不同的我将住在这个身体里[00:00:38]
I'd have two cars a garage a job[00:00:38]
我会有两辆汽车 一个车库和一份工作[00:00:42]
And I would go to church on Sunday[00:00:42]
我会在周末去教堂做礼拜[00:00:47]
A diagram of faulty circuitry explains how I was made[00:00:47]
一张电路故障图说明了我的问题所在[00:00:55]
Now the engineer is listening as I voice all my complaints[00:00:55]
此刻修理师在倾听我的所有抱怨不满[00:01:03]
From an orchestra of shaking metal keeping me awake[00:01:03]
重金属乐队让我保持清醒[00:01:10]
I was just wondering if there's any way that you made a mistake[00:01:10]
我只想知道你是否也会犯错[00:01:32]
I miss you the way that I miss nicotine[00:01:32]
我想念你 就像想念香烟一样[00:01:40]
If it makes me feel better how bad could it be[00:01:40]
如果它能让我感觉好一点 何乐而不为呢[00:01:47]
I heard there's a fix for everything[00:01:47]
我听说有办法能解决一切问题[00:01:55]
Then why[00:01:55]
那么为什么[00:01:57]
Then why[00:01:57]
那么为什么[00:01:59]
Then why[00:01:59]
那么为什么[00:02:01]
Then why not me[00:02:01]
那么为什么不救救我呢[00:02:12]
The first of April saw the sickening repair[00:02:12]
四月一号我要去接受治疗[00:02:18]
Wore my best shirt to the clinic[00:02:18]
我穿着最好的衬衫去诊所[00:02:22]
Decorated with a laminate name[00:02:22]
衣服上写着我的名字[00:02:27]
No one is laughing from an audience of folding plastic chairs[00:02:27]
坐着塑料折叠椅的人们 没有一个人在笑[00:02:36]
And I'm not fooled when you tell me that you're glad I came[00:02:36]
当你告诉我欢迎我的到来 我可没有相信[00:02:43]
Am I honest to admit or just a hypocrite[00:02:43]
我要如实承认一切 还是做个伪君子就好[00:02:50]
I know I should be being optimistic[00:02:50]
我知道我应该乐观一些[00:02:55]
But I'm doubtful I can change[00:02:55]
但我很怀疑我能否改变[00:02:59]
Grit my teeth and try hard to act deserving[00:02:59]
咬紧牙关 努力假装这一切都值得[00:03:05]
When I know that there is nowhere I can hide from your humiliating grace[00:03:05]
当我知道你那所谓的恩典 我已无处可躲[00:03:28]
If you swear that its true then I have to believe what[00:03:28]
如果你发誓这都是真的 我不得不相信[00:03:36]
I hear evangelicals say on TV[00:03:36]
电视上福音派说的那些话[00:03:44]
And if there's enough left after everyone else[00:03:44]
如果除了别人 这世上还有很多人受到恩典[00:03:51]
Then why[00:03:51]
那么为什么[00:03:53]
Then why[00:03:53]
那么为什么[00:03:55]
Then why[00:03:55]
那么为什么[00:03:57]
Then why not me[00:03:57]
那么为什么不救救我呢[00:04:02]