所属专辑:I Have A Special Plan For This World
歌手: Current 93
时长: 22:01
When everyone you have ever loved is finally gone[00:00:30]
When everything you have ever wanted is finally done with[00:00:37]
When all of your nightmares are for a time obscured[00:00:41]
As by a shining brainless beacon[00:00:44]
Or a blinding eclipse of the many terrible shapes of this world[00:00:48]
When you are calm and joyful[00:00:53]
And finally entirely alone[00:00:55]
Then in a great new darkness[00:00:58]
You will finally execute your special plan[00:01:01]
One needs to have a plan someone said[00:01:07]
Who was turned away into the shadows[00:01:14]
And who I had believed was sleeping or dead[00:01:24]
Imagine he said all the flesh that is eaten[00:01:34]
The teeth tearing into it[00:01:46]
The tongue tasting its savor[00:01:48]
And the hunger for that taste[00:01:51]
Now take away that flesh he said[00:01:55]
Take away the teeth and the tongue[00:01:58]
The taste and the hunger[00:02:00]
Take away everything as it is[00:02:03]
That was my plan[00:02:06]
My own special plan for this world[00:02:08]
I listened to these words and yet I did not wonder[00:02:10]
If this creature whom I had thought sleeping[00:02:16]
Or dead would ever approach his vision[00:02:18]
Even in his deepest dreams[00:02:21]
Or his most lasting death[00:02:24]
Because I had heard of such plans such visions[00:02:28]
And I knew they did not see far enough[00:02:31]
That what was demanded in a way of a plan[00:02:35]
Needed to go beyond tongue and teeth and hunger and flesh[00:02:39]
Beyond the bones and the very dust of bones[00:02:44]
And the wind that would come to blow the dust away[00:02:47]
And so I began to envision a darkness[00:02:53]
That was long before the dark of night[00:02:55]
And a strangely shining light[00:02:59]
That owed nothing to the light of day[00:03:01]
That day may seem like other days[00:03:14]
Once more we feel the tiny legged trepidations[00:03:39]
Once more we are mangled by a great grinding fear[00:03:41]
But that day will have no others after[00:03:47]
No more worlds like this will follow[00:03:49]
Because I have a plan[00:03:55]
A very special plan[00:03:57]
No more worlds like this[00:04:00]
No more days like that[00:04:03]
There are but four ways to die[00:04:36]
A sardonic spirit might have said to me[00:04:37]
There is dying that occurs relatively suddenly[00:04:42]
There is dying that occurs relatively gradually[00:04:47]
There is dying that occurs relatively painlessly[00:04:51]
There is the death that is full of pain[00:04:55]
Thus by various means they are combined[00:04:59]
The sudden and the gradual[00:05:02]
The painless and the painful[00:05:03]
To yield but four ways to die[00:05:08]
And there are no others[00:05:10]
Even after the voice stopped speaking[00:05:16]
I listened for it to speak again[00:05:19]
After hours and day and years have passed[00:05:23]
I listened for some further words[00:05:26]
Yet all I heard were the faintest echoes reminding me[00:05:31]
There are no others[00:05:35]
There are no others[00:05:38]
Was it then that I began to conceive[00:05:41]
For this world a special plan[00:05:43]
There are no means for escaping this world[00:06:06]
It penetrates even into your sleep[00:06:22]
And is his substance[00:06:25]
You are caught in your own dreaming[00:06:28]
Where there is no space[00:06:30]
And a hell forever where there is no time[00:06:33]
You can't do nothing you aren't told to do[00:06:34]
There is no hope for escape from this dream[00:06:40]
That was never yours[00:06:44]
The very words you speak are only its very words[00:06:47]
And you talk like a traitor[00:06:52]
Under its incessant torture[00:06:55]
There are many who have designs upon this world[00:07:26]
And dream of wild and vast reformations[00:07:29]
I have heard them talking in their sleep[00:07:34]
Of elegant mutations[00:07:37]
And cunning annihilations[00:07:39]
I have heard them whispering in the corners of crooked houses[00:07:43]
And in the alleys and narrow back[00:07:47]
Streets of this crooked creaking universe[00:07:49]
Which they with their new designs were made straight and sound[00:07:53]
But each of these new and ill conceived designs[00:08:01]
Is deranged in its heart[00:08:04]
For they see this world as if it were alone and original[00:08:08]
And not as only one of count with others[00:08:13]
Whose nightmares all precede[00:08:16]
Like a hideous garden grown from a single seed[00:08:18]
I have heard these dreamers talking in their sleep[00:08:26]
And I stand waiting for them[00:08:30]
As at the top of a darkened flight of stairs[00:08:32]
They know nothing of me[00:08:37]
And none of the secrets of my special plan[00:08:39]
While I know every crooked creaking step of theirs[00:08:44]
It was the voice of someone who was waiting in the shadows[00:09:09]
Who was looking at the moon and waiting for me to turn the corner[00:09:25]
And enter a narrow street[00:09:30]
And stand with him in the dull glaze of moonlight[00:09:33]
Then he said to me[00:09:38]
He whispered[00:09:40]
That my plan was misconceived[00:09:41]
That my special plan for this world was a terrible mistake[00:09:44]
Because he said there is nothing to do[00:09:49]
And there is no where to go[00:09:54]
There is nothing to be and there is no one to know[00:09:56]
Your plan is a mistake he repeated[00:10:02]
This world is a mistake I replied[00:10:06]
The children always followed him[00:10:23]
When they saw him hopping by[00:10:41]
A funny walk[00:10:45]
A funny man[00:10:47]
A funny funny funny man[00:10:48]
He made them laugh sometimes[00:10:51]
He made them laugh oh yes he did[00:10:56]
He did he did he did he did[00:10:57]
Oh how he made them roll[00:11:01]
One day he took them to a place[00:11:05]
He knew a special place[00:11:07]
And told them things about this world[00:11:11]
This funny funny funny world[00:11:13]
Which made them laugh sometimes[00:11:17]
He made them laugh oh yes he did[00:11:21]
He did he did he did he did[00:11:25]
Oh how he made them roll[00:11:27]
Then the funny man who made them laugh[00:11:32]
Sometimes he did[00:11:34]
Revealed to them his special plan[00:11:37]
His very special funny plan[00:11:40]
Knowing they would understand[00:11:43]
And maybe laugh sometimes[00:11:45]
He made them laugh[00:11:46]
Oh yes he did[00:11:50]
He did he did he did he did[00:11:52]
Their eyes grew wide beneath there lids[00:11:55]
And how he made them roll[00:11:59]
I first learned the facts from a lunatic[00:12:05]
In a dark and quiet room that smelled of stale time and space[00:12:34]
There are no people[00:12:40]
Nothing at all like that[00:12:42]
The human phenomenon is but the sum of densely coiled layers of illusion[00:12:45]
Each of which winds itself upon the supreme insanity[00:12:52]
But there are persons of any kind[00:12:56]
When all that can be is mindless mirrors[00:12:59]
Laughing and screaming as they parade about[00:13:03]
In an endless dream[00:13:07]
But when I asked the lunatic what it was[00:13:11]
It swore itself within these mirrors[00:13:13]
As they marched endlessly in stale time and space[00:13:16]
He only looked and smiled[00:13:21]
Then he laughed and screamed[00:13:26]
And in his black and empty eyes[00:13:28]
I saw for a moment as in a mirror[00:13:31]
A form the shade of divinity[00:13:35]
In flight from its stale infinity[00:13:38]
Of time and space and the worst of all[00:13:41]
Of this world dreams[00:13:43]
My special plan for the laughter[00:13:47]
And the screams[00:14:06]
We went to see some little show[00:14:16]
That was staged in an old shed[00:14:23]
Past the edge of town[00:14:25]
And in its beginnings all seemed well[00:14:28]
The miniature curtain stage glowed in the darkness[00:14:31]
While those dolls bounced along on their strings before our eyes[00:14:35]
And in its beginnings all seemed well[00:14:41]
But then there came a suttle turning point which some have noticed[00:14:46]
And I was one[00:14:51]
Who quietly left the show[00:14:53]
No I did not[00:14:55]
Because I could see where things were going[00:14:56]
As the antics of those dolls grew strange[00:15:00]
And the fragile strings grew taut[00:15:03]
With their tiny pullings tiny limbs[00:15:06]
The others around me became appalled[00:15:09]
And turned away and abandoned the show[00:15:11]
That was staged in an old shed[00:15:14]
Past the edge of town[00:15:16]
But I wanted to witness what could never be[00:15:19]
I wanted to see what could not be seen[00:15:21]
The moment of consummate disaster[00:15:24]
When puppets turn to face the puppet master[00:15:28]
It was twilight and I stood in a grayish haze of the vast empty building[00:15:57]
When the silence was enriched by a reverberant voice[00:16:08]
All the things of this world it said[00:16:13]
Are of but one essence[00:16:17]
For which there are no words[00:16:19]
This is the greater part which has no beginning or end[00:16:23]
And the one essence of this world for which there can be no words[00:16:27]
Is that all the things of this world[00:16:33]
This is the lesser part which had a beginning and shall have an end[00:16:36]
And for which words were conceived solely to speak of[00:16:41]
The tiny broken beings of this world it said[00:16:45]
The beginnings and endings of this world it said[00:16:49]
For which words were conceived solely to speak of[00:16:52]
Now remove these words and what remains it asks me[00:16:58]
As I stood in the twilight of that vast empty building[00:17:02]
But I did not answer[00:17:06]
The question echoed over and over[00:17:09]
But I remained silent until the echoes died[00:17:12]
And as twilight passed into the evening I felt my[00:17:16]
Special plan for which there are no words[00:17:19]
Moving towards a greater darkness[00:17:23]
There are some who have no voices[00:17:38]
Or none that will ever speak[00:17:58]
Because of the things they know about this world[00:18:01]
And the things they feel about this world[00:18:04]
Because the thoughts that fill a brain[00:18:06]
That is a damaged brain[00:18:09]
Because the pain that fills a body[00:18:10]
That is a damaged body[00:18:12]
Exists in other worlds[00:18:14]
Countless other worlds[00:18:16]
Each of which stands alone in an infinite empty blackness[00:18:19]
For which no words are being conceived[00:18:22]
And where no voices are able to speak[00:18:25]
When a brain is filled only with damaged thoughts[00:18:28]
When a damaged body is filled only with pain[00:18:31]
And stands alone in a world surrounded by infinite empty blackness[00:18:35]
And exists in a world for which there is no special plan[00:18:40]
When everyone you have ever loved is finally gone[00:19:13]
When everything you have ever wanted is finally done with[00:19:20]
When all of your nightmares are for a time obscured[00:19:27]
As by a shining brainless beacon[00:19:33]
Or a blinding eclipse of the many terrible shapes of this world[00:19:40]
When you are calm and joyful[00:19:49]
And finally entirely alone[00:19:59]
Then in a great new darkness[00:20:16]
You will finally execute your special plan[00:21:07]