歌手: Royce Da 5’9
时长: 05:19
Tabernacle(Explicit) - Royce da 5'9"[00:00:00]
Yeah[00:00:04]
I wanna share some sh*t with y'all[00:00:12]
All truth all truth[00:00:17]
Like I'm standing inside a tabernacle[00:00:23]
I promised not to lie in not one of these verses[00:00:25]
I started out as a battle rapper[00:00:28]
All I knew was Maxells ADATs DATs and gats[00:00:30]
My name is Ryan Daniel Montgomery[00:00:34]
Recovering alcoholic I grew up on 9 mile[00:00:35]
I'm not a gangster drug dealer or thug ni**a[00:00:39]
Just an MC who made a name with his rhyme style[00:00:41]
Sometime around '95 I found my calling[00:00:44]
And that all coincides with the time that I found my darling[00:00:47]
Now later on in the story I tell you her significance[00:00:50]
But now let's talk about me specifically[00:00:52]
Three brothers and one sister see[00:00:54]
My daddy taught me consistency with his f**king patterns[00:00:56]
Hallelujah I'm the son of a addict[00:00:59]
My addiction was music[00:01:01]
All I would do is go to the studio and the shelter[00:01:02]
And listen to Redman and Heltah Skeltah[00:01:05]
Aye you all remember that one joint from the heltah skeltah album called[00:01:08]
Sean Price be like[00:01:10]
I'm not sure any[00:01:11]
Yeah that was my sh*t[00:01:13]
I used to bump that sh*t all day[00:01:15]
By this time I knew I wanted to be an artist[00:01:19]
I didn't want to be anything else[00:01:20]
You know but my mom had plans for me[00:01:22]
She wanted me to go to school so you know[00:01:24]
To make mom's happy[00:01:29]
I took some general courses in college[00:01:30]
Took the bus until I got hella bored with that[00:01:32]
Because the bus stop I had to walk to[00:01:34]
Was right across from the first studio I ever recorded at[00:01:36]
Now I would have to assume that[00:01:40]
It was either meant for me to be rapping[00:01:41]
Or meant for me to be laughing at God's[00:01:43]
Geographical humor[00:01:45]
As soon as I stepped foot in the open mic it was like a reunion[00:01:46]
I was a shoe in[00:01:50]
I met Kino there too[00:01:51]
And he asked me to manage me[00:01:52]
And that was back in like let me see[00:01:54]
'97 my girl was pregnant[00:01:56]
Hurdles was prevalent[00:01:58]
And it was therapeutic just for me to breathe into my mic[00:01:59]
Started learning why the Lord put certain people in my life[00:02:02]
And the way he started blessing me uh[00:02:04]
I guess before my inner demons got the best of me[00:02:06]
Like sneezing was my vice[00:02:09]
Needless to say that December 29th was the day[00:02:10]
I became a believer in fate[00:02:12]
Okay now it's December 28th[00:02:14]
My day has gone great[00:02:16]
Kino booked me a show under contract to do that night[00:02:17]
I got a call from my girl's people[00:02:20]
Saying she's in labor in the hospital right now 9th floor[00:02:22]
I get on the elevator[00:02:26]
Elevator stops on the 5th floor[00:02:27]
Elevator opens up[00:02:29]
My uncle's standing there crying[00:02:30]
Now I'm caught off guard I'm like what the f**k[00:02:32]
My uncle standing there like Ryan they that way[00:02:35]
I walk out I see my momma and that entire side of my family[00:02:38]
Looking like there's some kind of drama happenin'[00:02:41]
I said what happened[00:02:43]
They like Granny's been in a bad accident and it ain't looking good[00:02:44]
I'm like man what[00:02:48]
I'm having a baby four floors up[00:02:49]
Before I froze up[00:02:50]
I'm trying to figure out why the Lord chose us[00:02:51]
Or maybe chose me[00:02:54]
To ride in this emotionally roller coaster[00:02:55]
My momma said the baby here yet[00:02:57]
I said maybe[00:02:59]
She said maybe baby go see[00:03:00]
I walk away feeling like a good father the same time as a terrible son[00:03:01]
Get to my girl she 5 centimetres dilated so I waited[00:03:05]
She got to get to 'bout nine 'til it's that time[00:03:09]
And meanwhile I'm more popular in this hospital than the doctors[00:03:11]
Nurses watching whispering like that's the one right there[00:03:14]
Who got a lady in labor 9 and another lady dying on 5[00:03:17]
By this time[00:03:21]
I don't even f**kin' remember that I got a show[00:03:22]
Somebody had to remind me[00:03:25]
The doors was already open at the venue[00:03:26]
I got emotions runnin' every which way[00:03:29]
All the nurses and stuff is like[00:03:32]
We'll keep you posted about the baby[00:03:33]
We'll keep you posted about your Granny[00:03:35]
I didn't like seeing my mama like that[00:03:37]
So I had to get out of there[00:03:39]
Yeah I hit the stage at 11 50 killed it[00:03:41]
I got off at about midnight[00:03:44]
With about six types of different emotions floatin' around inside me[00:03:46]
Hopeless tryna find me[00:03:50]
Hopin' in time God'll guide me[00:03:51]
In the future just as I was about to leave out[00:03:53]
I saw Kino talkin' to Marshall and then he introduced us[00:03:56]
We talked about collaboratin' and how chasin' this rap thing is aggravatin'[00:03:59]
But I'll get back I got the family waitin'[00:04:02]
I get to skatin'[00:04:05]
As soon as I get to the hospital[00:04:06]
They tell me that my Granny didn't make it[00:04:08]
She just died I'm feelin' helpless it hurt me[00:04:10]
On the flip side my little boy is healthy in the nursery[00:04:12]
I picked him up looked in his eyes for the first time and just cried[00:04:15]
Ain't no denyin' this is the power of God[00:04:18]
I said I love you Granny and looked to the sky[00:04:21]
Like even though he just got here goodbye[00:04:23]
This is how the story goes[00:04:27]
Powerful day[00:04:30]
Powerful day[00:04:33]
Most significant day in my life[00:04:35]
I mean aside from meetin' my man Marshall[00:04:38]
My son bein' born and my Granny dying on the same day[00:04:42]
My grandma didn't live anywhere near that hospital[00:04:45]
I learned a lot this day[00:04:48]
I learned that the universe has this way of balancing itself out[00:04:50]
For me to lose such a beautiful soul in my Granny[00:04:54]
And gain such a beautiful soul with my first born son little Royce[00:04:57]
It showed me that God is real[00:05:01]
God is real[00:05:03]
And you know what they say[00:05:05]
God giveth God taketh away[00:05:07]