所属专辑:No Filter
歌手: Big Scoob
时长: 03:34
Torn - Big Scoob[00:00:00]
I'm torn I don't know which way do I turn how do[00:00:22]
I use all the lessons I've learned[00:00:25]
I'm torn[00:00:28]
Man it's like a weight on my soul for the confusion[00:00:29]
And it's taking a toll[00:00:31]
I'm torn[00:00:34]
Trying to find a way I can live and be respected[00:00:34]
By the wife and the kids[00:00:37]
But I'm torn[00:00:39]
All I know is hustle and struggle chasing paper[00:00:40]
But ain't no future in the end[00:00:42]
I'mma try to spill my thoughts on this blank sheet of paper[00:00:45]
Deep drinkin' as I'm thinking straight whiskey no chaser[00:00:48]
My head hangs low and my heart weighs heavy[00:00:51]
I'm lost with no direction and I'm tryna hold steady[00:00:53]
Supposed to be the big homie 'posed to have the answers[00:00:56]
But it's my turn to be concerned I'm running out of chances[00:00:59]
Scared of my future and the vision that it holds[00:01:02]
Try to run from destiny but this is what I'm owed[00:01:05]
At the prison foul living I'm a straight up hood n***a[00:01:07]
So it's written I'm submitting but I'm still a good n***a[00:01:10]
But I gotta feed the fam and I gotta be a man[00:01:13]
This rap s**t ain't working so it's time to switch the plan[00:01:16]
So it's back to what I'm good at push a man push a pie[00:01:19]
Hit the road bring it by get to dumping wing pies[00:01:22]
Get them fluffy green sacks bring the whole team by[00:01:25]
I miss it and mean that get me where the greens at[00:01:27]
I'm torn I don't know which way do I turn how do[00:01:30]
I use all the lessons I've learned[00:01:33]
I'm torn[00:01:36]
Man it's like a weight on my soul for the confusion[00:01:37]
And it's taking a toll[00:01:39]
I'm torn[00:01:41]
Trying to find a way I can live and be respected[00:01:42]
By the wife and the kids[00:01:45]
I'm torn[00:01:47]
All I know is hustle and struggle chasing paper[00:01:48]
But ain't no future in the end[00:01:50]
I can spend but I'm drowning ain't no way around it[00:01:53]
I'm stressing and I'm losing my mind[00:01:56]
If this is my reality[00:01:58]
If this is[00:02:00]
All that's meant for me then really am I wasting my time[00:02:00]
Heading for them gutters backed it up in butter[00:02:04]
I'm a beast with the hella of a grind[00:02:07]
Give me death or prison if that's a n***a sentence[00:02:10]
At least let me die with my pride[00:02:13]
Strange fans'll probably hear this song and not really get it[00:02:15]
Or not really feel it or not really dig it[00:02:18]
Then that's cool I'm just writing this[00:02:21]
Trying to free my mind of these thoughts[00:02:22]
That's inside of me in this place and time[00:02:24]
Plus y'all probably thinking that I'm leaving out my dreams[00:02:27]
Just remember everything ain't always what it seems[00:02:29]
Can't believe what you hear and only half of what you see[00:02:32]
So listen to my lyrics the message is the clearest[00:02:35]
I'm at a crossroads tryna chose which way to go[00:02:38]
Road 1 is my destiny the price is my soul[00:02:41]
Road 2 is what's best for me but is there room to grow [00:02:43]
I don't really know but it's time to choose a road[00:02:46]
Let go and let God is what the big homie tell me[00:02:49]
But God ain't gotta pay these bills on time n***a feel me [00:02:52]
Stressed out fighting gout gripping on my bottle[00:02:55]
Strong enough to smack a barrel scared of tomorrow[00:02:58]
I'm torn I don't know which way do I turn how do[00:03:00]
I use all the lessons I've learned[00:03:03]
I'm torn[00:03:06]
Man it's like a weight on my soul for the confusion[00:03:07]
And it's taking a toll[00:03:09]
I'm torn[00:03:11]
Trying to find a way I can live and be respected[00:03:13]
By the wife and the kids[00:03:15]
I'm torn[00:03:17]
All I know is hustle and struggle chasing paper[00:03:18]
But ain't no future in the end[00:03:20]
I'm torn[00:03:23]