时长: 04:48
This Can't Be Life - Jay-Z[00:00:00]
Written by:Dwight Grant/Leon Huff/Malik Cox/Kenneth Gamble/Kanye West/Shawn Carter/Brad Jordan[00:00:00]
Geah whassup[00:00:02]
Where's all my street niggaz project niggaz[00:00:05]
Real niggaz worldwide[00:00:10]
Let's reflect e'rybody got a story[00:00:14]
We all ghetto B here's mine[00:00:18]
Geah[00:00:22]
See I was born in sewage born to make bomb music[00:00:23]
Flow tight like I was born Jewish[00:00:27]
Used the streets as a conduit I kept arms[00:00:29]
38 longs inside my mom's Buick[00:00:33]
At any given moment Shawn could lose it be on the news[00:00:35]
Iron cuffs arms through it or stuffed with embalmin' fluid[00:00:38]
Shit I'm going through it mom dukes too[00:00:41]
Tears streaming down her pretty face she got her palms to it[00:00:43]
My life is getting too wild[00:00:47]
I need to bring some sort kinda calm to it[00:00:48]
'Bout to lose it voices screaming[00:00:50]
Don't do it[00:00:51]
It's like '93 '94 'bout the year[00:00:53]
That Big and Mag dropped and Illmatic rocked[00:00:55]
Outta every rag drop and the West had it locked[00:00:57]
Everybody doing 'em I'm still scratchin' on the block[00:01:00]
Like damn I'ma be a failure[00:01:03]
Surrounded by thugs drugs and drug paraphenalia[00:01:05]
Cops courts and their thoughts is to derail us[00:01:09]
Three time felons in shorts with jealous thoughts[00:01:12]
Trying figure where your mail is guesstimate the weight you selling[00:01:15]
So they can send shots straight to your melon wait[00:01:18]
It gets worse baby momma water burst[00:01:21]
Baby came out stillborn still I gotta move on[00:01:23]
Though my heart still torn life gone from her womb[00:01:26]
Don't worry if it was meant to be it'll be soon[00:01:29]
This can't be life this can't be love[00:01:33]
This can't be right there's gotta be more this can't be us[00:01:38]
This can't be life this can't be love[00:01:44]
This can't be right there's gotta be more this can't be us[00:01:49]
Chill dog[00:01:54]
Second oldest born from Michelle Brown my mother[00:01:54]
Hell bound grew with two sisters and one brother[00:01:57]
Pop wasn't around so many stories that's another[00:02:00]
I'm thinking damn how my older sister gon' make me tougher[00:02:03]
When steel sharpens steel I'ma keep it real[00:02:06]
I'm tired of trying to hide my pain behind the syrups and pills[00:02:09]
Dead to the world stretched out like a corpse for real[00:02:12]
Y'all niggaz thinking what y'all reading in The Source is real[00:02:15]
What my life like you looking at the source it's real[00:02:18]
What your life like Mine dog of course it's real[00:02:20]
Passing judgment you niggaz second guessing Beans[00:02:23]
Cause you don't eat swine don't make you Amin[00:02:26]
Dog you know a couple suras out the Qur'an[00:02:28]
I guess you all on your din and I ain't on mine[00:02:31]
Stop that Akki 'fore I send shots though your body[00:02:34]
Make 'em feel hell on earth before Allah drop thee[00:02:37]
I feel the line's drawn here nutting more can stop me[00:02:39]
Till them feds pick me up or them boys pop me[00:02:42]
There's only three things that make Mac not act like Beans[00:02:45]
Amatullah Tisha Po Aldin Samir Amin[00:02:48]
My seeds dog gotta teach 'em that before I leave dog[00:02:51]
Shit I know that I'ma see 'em when I leave dog[00:02:54]
I come back in the afterlife[00:02:57]
Like f**k it I done touched hell twice what's the meaning[00:02:59]
This can't be life this can't be love[00:03:03]
This can't be right there's gotta be more this can't be us[00:03:08]
This can't be life this can't be love[00:03:14]
This can't be right there's gotta be more this can't be us[00:03:20]
Now as I walk into the studio to do this with Jig'[00:03:25]
I got a phone call from one of my nigs[00:03:28]
Said my homeboy Reek he just lost one of his kids[00:03:30]
And when I heard that I just broke into tears[00:03:33]
And see in the second hand you don't really know how this is[00:03:36]
But when it hits that close to home you feel the pain at the crib[00:03:39]
So I called mine and saddened my wife with the bad news[00:03:42]
Now we both depressed counting our blessings cause Brad's two[00:03:45]
Praying for young souls to laugh atlife through the stars[00:03:48]
Loving your kids just like you was ours[00:03:50]
And I'm hurting for you dog but ain't nobody pain is like yours[00:03:53]
I just know that heaven'll open these doors[00:03:56]
And ain't no bright side to losing life but you can view it like this[00:03:58]
God's got open hands homey he in the midst of good company[00:04:02]
Who loves all and hates not one[00:04:05]
And one day you gon' be wit your son[00:04:07]
I could've rapped about my hard times on this song[00:04:10]
But heaven knows I woulda been wrong[00:04:13]
I wouldn'ta been right it wouldn'ta been love[00:04:15]
It wouldn'ta been life it wouldn'ta been us[00:04:18]
This can't be life[00:04:21]
This can't be life this can't be love[00:04:23]
This can't be right there's gotta be more this can't be us[00:04:28]
This can't be life this can't be love[00:04:34]
This can't be right there's gotta be more this can't be us[00:04:39]
This can't be life[00:04:45]