所属专辑:Cole World: The Sideline Story (Deluxe Edition)
歌手: J. Cole
时长: 04:50
Breakdown - J. Cole[00:00:01]
Look I just shed tears homie and now I ain't too proud to admit it[00:00:09]
Just seen my father for the first time in a minute[00:00:14]
And when I say a minute I mean years man[00:00:16]
Damn a whale could have swam in them tears fam[00:00:18]
Cause as I left them I reflected on my younger days[00:00:21]
When it was just me and my brother and my mother played[00:00:23]
Father cause no other man bothered[00:00:26]
Not even my biological, it never seemed logical[00:00:27]
But I accepted it cause I ain't know no better[00:00:30]
Thought I was brighter than a Polo sweater[00:00:32]
No pops was like Martin with no Coretta[00:00:34]
So many things you could have told me[00:00:36]
And saved me the trouble of lettin' my mistakes show me[00:00:38]
I feel like you barely know me[00:00:41]
And that's a shame cause our last name is the same[00:00:42]
That blood type flowin' through our veins is the same[00:00:45]
My mama left you and maybe your anger's to blame[00:00:47]
But that's no excuse, only you and God know the truth[00:00:49]
And why you only call monthly barely ever saw me[00:00:52]
Spend some summers with you and played with my cousin Maury[00:00:55]
Maybe I should be tellin' you f**k you cause you selfish[00:00:58]
But I want a father so bad I can't help it[00:01:00]
I break down, I break down[00:01:03]
Can't help but break down[00:01:07]
I break down[00:01:11]
I never thought I'd see my mama on that shit man[00:01:13]
It's f**kin' with her body now she sick damn[00:01:16]
I wanted a big house with a white picket fence and a pool[00:01:18]
Who would have ever thought that it would come to this man[00:01:21]
Quicksand is what this life feel like[00:01:24]
That shit these rappers kick is nothin' like real life[00:01:27]
You made a milli off of servin' hard white, yeah right[00:01:29]
My mama tell you what addicted to that pipe feel like[00:01:32]
Stupid niggas, I heard the cops be shootin' niggas[00:01:35]
I swear to God wish I could bullet proof my niggas[00:01:37]
Can't get no jobs but they still recruitin' niggas[00:01:40]
We tryna stand tall when it gets to crucial niggas[00:01:42]
Break down We break down we break down we break down[00:01:45]
Servin' time locked down[00:02:16]
And she don't want nobody to know his daughter 25 pounds[00:02:20]
By the time he get out she gon' be 4[00:02:25]
Now will his girl stay down[00:02:27]
Ain't no doubt she love him yeah that's fo sho[00:02:30]
But temptation stays round[00:02:32]
And if she strayed how could he ever know[00:02:35]
Never know and so she goes to the club on the weekend[00:02:37]
A little freakin but them niggas holla[00:02:41]
But she never speakin but tonight I see the devil creepin[00:02:44]
Cause she been lonely she ain't felt a man in 7 seasons[00:02:46]
Damn! She do the best that she can[00:02:49]
Her mama tellin' her to find another man[00:02:51]
She college educated with a felon boyfriend[00:02:54]
That's what she thinkin' tonight[00:02:56]
Maybe she's right but please[00:02:58]
Stay down mama! Gotta be strong don't break down mama[00:03:00]
Please stay down mama! Gotta be strong, don't break down mama[00:03:04]
Don't break down don't break down don't break down, don't break down[00:03:10]