所属专辑:I Believe In You
歌手: J.C. Lodge
时长: 03:53
I remember actin out with straight aggression[00:00:11]
I was in all kinds of trouble so I had to learn my lesson[00:00:15]
I learned to stay anonymous to keep these b***hes guessing[00:00:23]
Anyone that fell in love with me I told them get to stepping[00:00:28]
It seemed like time and time again[00:00:40]
I kept looking for parents but I never let them in[00:00:44]
My momma tried and tried to make amends[00:00:47]
I took so many losses wasn't ready for a win[00:00:51]
And I tried to wipe the frown[00:00:55]
But it was hard cause they let me down[00:00:57]
I acted out in many ways[00:01:00]
So I asked god to help me pray[00:01:02]
They let me down[00:01:08]
They let me down[00:01:09]
I'm tired of getting my hopes up[00:01:12]
I'll stay keeping my distance till I get some close ups[00:01:15]
And the ones that's been fake to me ain't getting no love[00:01:24]
Cause I went out my way and not one of y'all showed up[00:01:30]
I wasn't really focused on the grind[00:01:32]
I was always smoking always was wasting all my time[00:01:36]
I was skipping classes man my life was on decline[00:01:41]
Till momma got locked up and I started writing rhymes[00:01:43]
I am really not one to express[00:01:46]
I'd rather be quiet and save my breathe[00:01:49]
I don't want no company man I don't want the stress[00:01:52]
Cause Y'all let me down too much so wat did y'all expect[00:01:56]
They let me down[00:02:05]
They let me down[00:02:07]
These people had me stuck with aggravation[00:02:09]
Telling me that I'm gon be living in someones basement[00:02:12]
Well we live in florida so what you f**k you saying replace him[00:02:48]
Cause I'mma turn yo hate to motivation[00:02:51]
Comes naturally to push people away[00:02:53]
That's just how I deal with all my problems and the pain[00:02:56]
Cause I was abandoned and I was given away[00:03:04]
I don't want to open up just to be betrayed[00:03:07]
So now I just sit up in my bed[00:03:11]
Jotting down all these thoughts that's in my head[00:03:16]
And I know yeah I know[00:03:22]
I hurt your feelings but how bout mine though[00:03:28]
They let me down[00:03:39]
They let me down[00:03:40]