所属专辑:No Love Lost
歌手: Joe Budden
时长: 05:12
All In My Head(feat. Royce Da 5'9" and Kobe) (Explicit) - Joe Budden[00:00:00]
Maybe it started with Slaughterhouse or was it tour life [00:00:24]
Maybe it wouldn't had started at all if I had your life[00:00:27]
Maybe it was needed or I was thinking immorally[00:00:30]
If I wasn't myself could I say I gave the fans All of Me [00:00:32]
Can't decide if I'm more ashamed of what they saw of me[00:00:36]
Than I am of ignoring all the lessons that was taught to me[00:00:39]
Headed up field but couldn't dodge the last tackler[00:00:42]
How could a forward thinker move so a** backwards[00:00:46]
How could a dude with no regrets at all willing to bet it all[00:00:48]
Not realize that quicker demise how could I neglect it all [00:00:51]
I'm so seasonal some of you knew id spring back[00:00:54]
With a heart this cold how'd ya'll think I'd be receptive to fall[00:00:57]
I'm plenty comfortable when danger's around[00:01:00]
And even more so when strangers around[00:01:02]
In a bigger picture was sicker down on my triggers[00:01:04]
And all the alarm enforcers[00:01:07]
Down to a ni**a that I'm about for drugs and liquor or the harm it causes[00:01:08]
Life and death I tried to lynch myself[00:01:12]
Thought I could keep it all a secret I convinced myself[00:01:14]
But really the folk that loved me they could tell I was loakin[00:01:17]
I couldn't see him cry me a river cause it fell in the ocean[00:01:20]
Numb to my words now maybe felt it was open[00:01:23]
I cut so many people loose to any need help with devotion[00:01:26]
That's just some of the things I ask my Lord the savior[00:01:29]
And when He calls to me well He have done us all a favor[00:01:33]
How did I make it here [00:01:36]
Who I are [00:01:41]
I feel so lost[00:01:44]
Now I'm not seeing it clear[00:01:48]
Is it my fault [00:01:53]
Is it my fault [00:01:55]
It's all in my head[00:01:58]
I'm looking around like this can't be happening[00:01:59]
Round of applause for the angry rappers[00:02:02]
Lord my girl cried me a flood then me a river[00:02:05]
That's love depending on me when I'm a dependent on liquor[00:02:08]
I'm up in the shoe store she got no love to show[00:02:11]
You ever look at a b**ch she was f**king behind your[00:02:14]
B**ch back like f**k I was f**kin you for come on[00:02:16]
I'm an artist so I'm intelligent[00:02:18]
I would tell you to do some soul searchin[00:02:19]
But it's hangin up in my closet with your skeleton[00:02:21]
That's gotta be a God's work even a diamond gotta be polished first[00:02:23]
The quarter is on the loose and I ain't been out here getting my dollars' worth[00:02:27]
I had to remove the goggles first[00:02:30]
To see through the sippin patrone and 50 phonies for[00:02:31]
I need to go get me a kidney doner[00:02:34]
Guru Nate Dogg go head blink your eye[00:02:36]
Your doctor told me you close go ahead drink and die[00:02:39]
Buried under the stone where the patrone 5th sits by[00:02:42]
That reads hella somebody who never wanted to be this guy[00:02:44]
How did I make it here [00:02:48]
Who I are [00:02:53]
I feel so lost[00:02:56]
Now I'm not seeing it clear[00:03:00]
Is it my fault [00:03:05]
Is it my fault [00:03:07]
It's all in my head[00:03:10]
They say knowledge is power great cause every day I learn[00:03:12]
As of late been having revelations bout this hate turn[00:03:15]
Hate the way they judge me 2 I got the case adjourned[00:03:18]
Hated the belly of the beast to I became it's tapeworm[00:03:21]
When I said I'd stop getting high tried to say it's done[00:03:24]
No I'm the type to walk through the fire to check the way it burn[00:03:27]
They say my brain is off I say how can it be [00:03:30]
If I'm out my mind how can I be in sanity [00:03:33]
The people used to say that I was scared of progress[00:03:35]
They don't know how hard a ni**a tried to advance[00:03:39]
But I don't know who's more to blame[00:03:41]
Is it them for really not knowing me[00:03:43]
Or is it me for never really giving them a chance [00:03:45]
Get too close be too big of a threat[00:03:47]
Now it's been little than no time[00:03:49]
Thinking why I ain't get rid of you yet[00:03:51]
Gotta recognize my maturity[00:03:53]
Gotta see I'm grown[00:03:55]
Letting my skeletons out the closet just so I never be alone[00:03:56]
Since I got trust issues I won't discuss with you[00:04:00]
Besides God tell me who the f**k's supposed to save you[00:04:03]
Pop one have one man to man was gone half my life so[00:04:06]
Somewhere in his head probly feel it in his place too[00:04:09]
Plus more people will see me soon[00:04:12]
I mean I'll be on national TV soon[00:04:14]
So when I ask if people I have around are cancer for me[00:04:17]
That's 4 million more that might be able to answer for me[00:04:20]
Joe[00:04:23]
How did I make it here [00:04:24]
Who I are [00:04:29]
I feel so lost[00:04:31]
Now I'm not seeing it clear[00:04:35]
Is it my fault [00:04:41]
Is it my fault [00:04:42]
It's all in my head[00:04:46]