所属专辑:Centipede Hz
时长: 05:00
Wide Eyed - Animal Collective[00:00:00]
Guiding her into dream time[00:00:27]
Following lights in her eyes[00:00:31]
This living behind's got her frightened[00:00:37]
So I'm here and I'm working all night[00:00:42]
How is she not breaking down [00:00:50]
Oh God I feel her shaking[00:00:53]
Try as I might to provide her light[00:01:00]
In the end it's she who's breaking[00:01:03]
I'm holding the choice as she grows life from it's stem[00:01:09]
Is it better to say not now when I'm trying learn: yes [00:01:17]
I'm dreaming of bouncing feet and your motherly smile[00:01:26]
But when you're sleeping so far away I can't feel what's inside[00:01:33]
How am I still holding on [00:01:42]
Oh God I hope I am holding[00:01:45]
She'll try and describe what my strength provides but I fear my strength is failing[00:01:51]
If I could change my mind[00:02:01]
I would change[00:02:04]
What's the change for the better[00:02:07]
For a child who learns not to cry [00:02:12]
And to the boy who relies on his anger:[00:02:17]
You'll survive but you won't feel exchange[00:02:22]
And why all these doubts [00:02:31]
And what are all these doubts [00:02:34]
I see in her eyes that I'm holding her fine but all I'm hearing is doubts[00:02:41]
Even as water's crushing over my head[00:02:50]
And the rhythm that I would slow is picking up it's pace[00:02:58]
I'm learning from older shames as I'm watching them die[00:03:06]
And I'm still hoping to see her smile in the morning when we wake[00:03:14]
Now that I am waking up[00:03:23]
Oh God I hope I am waking[00:03:25]
Though I'm overwhelmed at times I find that I'm less afraid of change[00:03:32]
Change all the time[00:03:42]
I'm still finding what's sure[00:03:53]
And not getting lost in my mind[00:03:55]
I know I can try[00:03:58]
Needing my own[00:04:04]
But still[00:04:06]
Getting lost in her eyes[00:04:06]
And hoping it's time[00:04:08]
Wide eyed[00:04:15]