歌手: Trik Turner
时长: 04:35
Father - Trik Turner[00:00:00]
Can you remember[00:00:14]
How you use to jab your fingers[00:00:15]
Into my chest[00:00:16]
And tell me how stupid you thought[00:00:18]
I was[00:00:19]
And how I'd grow up to be worthless[00:00:20]
I was only 9 and I can recall[00:00:21]
Every single time[00:00:23]
You raised your hand to me[00:00:23]
No matter how hard I try to forget[00:00:25]
I can't erase it from my memory[00:00:26]
To this day you seem to think that[00:00:28]
You never did anything wrong[00:00:30]
And even though I've tried to look past your[00:00:30]
Ignorance[00:00:33]
The hate was too strong[00:00:33]
And you were to blind to see[00:00:35]
How much anger[00:00:36]
Was growing inside of me[00:00:37]
And everything revolved around you[00:00:38]
Do what you say[00:00:40]
Do what you want[00:00:41]
Do as you do[00:00:41]
As the years passed[00:00:42]
I never knew what was to come[00:00:43]
Cause you were never there[00:00:45]
But the day will come[00:00:46]
When we'll cross paths[00:00:47]
This time I'll be there to[00:00:48]
Let you know that[00:00:49]
All I ever wanted was was for you[00:00:49]
To believe in me[00:00:51]
And everyday I prayed for[00:00:52]
Lived the day for[00:00:53]
Was a chance to throw it back in your face[00:00:54]
And before you die[00:00:56]
Open your eyes[00:00:58]
And see all the different ways[00:00:59]
That you neglected me[00:01:01]
You may have gave me life[00:01:02]
But you never gave me hope[00:01:04]
I don't ever want to[00:01:05]
Take after my own Father[00:01:07]
God help me raise up outta this mess[00:01:25]
Stress and grey days[00:01:29]
And a gang full of tests[00:01:30]
God help me[00:01:32]
God help me[00:01:36]
You put the fear in me and said[00:01:38]
If I wasn't to be everything you expected[00:01:39]
Then a son I'm not in your eye's[00:01:41]
And would be instantly rejected[00:01:43]
Your gifts of love were just fifths of pain[00:01:44]
While I tried to maintain and refrain[00:01:47]
You just laughed at me[00:01:49]
You looked down on me[00:01:50]
You threw down on me[00:01:51]
You made me feel worthless now[00:01:51]
You're dead to me[00:01:52]
How does it feel to be[00:01:54]
What runs through you created me[00:01:55]
One day I'll break free[00:01:57]
All I ever wanted was for you[00:01:59]
To believe in me[00:02:00]
And everyday I prayed for[00:02:02]
Lived the day for[00:02:03]
Was a chance to throw it back in your face[00:02:04]
Why do I have to feel like[00:02:44]
I'm constantly worthless[00:02:48]
Every day I'm reminded of you[00:02:50]
Father[00:02:56]