所属专辑:Utopia
歌手: Twisted
时长: 01:55
Phantom Penpal - twisted[00:00:00]
I've been writing to a long distance lover[00:00:27]
This commitment exceeds[00:00:29]
That of any of the other relationships[00:00:30]
I've forged outta physical connection[00:00:32]
Self quarantine every evening at eleven[00:00:33]
I've been writing to a phantom pen pal[00:00:35]
It's love she never questions any lies I tell[00:00:38]
Nestled in the confidence of words in text[00:00:40]
She dwarfs my friends and they're reduced into nothingness[00:00:42]
All my best ideas ring out and fall upon absent ears[00:00:44]
The weight of my emotions rests[00:00:49]
On the shoulders of a phantom penpal[00:00:51]
The penpal fights the battles that my letters narrate[00:01:02]
She takes the form of any lover that my hand could create[00:01:06]
She plays out all the schemes that I only contemplate[00:01:10]
I see them manifest on the white of the page[00:01:14]
But they never translate into positive change[00:01:19]
Oh the hopelessness of motionless objects of faith[00:01:23]
I've been finding consolation in solitude[00:01:45]
Embracing routine and ritual[00:01:47]
For all the shit I never get to say[00:01:49]
The pencil rests an arms length away[00:01:51]