所属专辑:A World With No Skies 2.0[Explicit]
歌手: Slaine
时长: 04:03
Ghosts - Slaine[00:00:00]
Ohh[00:00:02]
This is my life this is my life[00:00:04]
Yo[00:00:18]
I always knew I was different even back at six[00:00:19]
They tied me to a pole with a rope and wrapped my wrists[00:00:22]
They punched me and kicked me and slapped me with sticks[00:00:24]
In the ribs and the kids called my daddy a b**ch[00:00:27]
Said my father's a faggot it aggravated my dealings[00:00:29]
I didn't know no better but knew I hated the feeling[00:00:31]
From laughing at me whenever they would crack jokes[00:00:34]
On my way to the store to get a pack of smokes[00:00:36]
For my nana Benson and hedges 100 with a note from my grandmother[00:00:39]
It's something she suffers from arthritis[00:00:42]
Hands stuck together drop down elbows[00:00:44]
It looked like baseball she called marshmellows[00:00:46]
I could see the silho uettes of the past hello[00:00:48]
The days back when I had those rain tap windows[00:00:51]
To peer through and just look at the world[00:00:53]
I was just a boy I never knew what would occur[00:00:56]
Blur ahead to myself as a half dead fiend[00:00:58]
F ked up in my head from what happened between[00:01:01]
With my body on the floor I'm asleep from beans[00:01:03]
My life flashed before me I peeped the scenes[00:01:06]
Yeah the ghosts talk to me in my head[00:01:08]
They said I'm already dead[00:01:11]
And I had so much blood to be shed[00:01:14]
But I can't spill it no more[00:01:16]
And I have died a thousand deaths[00:01:19]
On the ground so out of breath[00:01:21]
Yeah I've been down that flight of steps[00:01:23]
But you can't kill me no more[00:01:26]
It's a chain we all grew up with the same dreams[00:01:28]
But hit the potholes in the street and became fiends[00:01:30]
Got in fist fights every night with the same team[00:01:33]
Right around the time that jay the wood came clean[00:01:35]
I was hurt from my broken home and going crazy[00:01:37]
Rolling up coke in bones and so I maybe[00:01:40]
One these troubled youth in this modern day America[00:01:42]
Thank god I'm still alive I gotta say it's erykah[00:01:45]
Who was always by my side that's why I love her forever[00:01:47]
She knows my whole pain and all the stormy weather[00:01:50]
That I been through what I overcame and what it meant too[00:01:52]
Other people looked at me like a freak with a pencil[00:01:55]
I got enough rage for every page in my books[00:01:57]
What I done I should be in a cage with the crooks[00:01:59]
But I'm not barely by the skin of my teeth[00:02:02]
Maybe there's a reason time for me to finish this beef[00:02:04]
Yeah the ghosts talk to me in my head[00:02:06]
They said I'm already dead[00:02:10]
And I had so much blood to be shed[00:02:12]
But I can't spill it no more[00:02:15]
And I have died a thousand deaths[00:02:17]
On the ground so out of breath[00:02:19]
Yeah I've been down that flight of steps[00:02:22]
But you can't kill me no more[00:02:24]
It's the dawn of a new day and I've been given a platform[00:02:26]
All the moments in my life I got a rap for 'em[00:02:29]
I gotta tell my story bring it back for 'em[00:02:31]
Either that or I could slip away in the cracks gone[00:02:34]
You think I'd let it happen well that's wrong[00:02:36]
Who would've ever thought I would be saved by a rap song[00:02:38]
I gotta capitalize cause I'm rapping with guys[00:02:41]
That I idolized as a kid I'm revitalized[00:02:43]
Always looked at life through a writer's eyes[00:02:46]
I learned this sh*t is hard really man you either fight or die[00:02:48]
So I'm a stand up and fight that fight[00:02:51]
I'm going home broken bone and bloody tonight[00:02:53]
You motherf**kers ever look and study your life[00:02:55]
And see how fade and greyed they've made whatever you like[00:02:58]
Cause I can feel it in my f**king gut when I write[00:03:00]
This pain is sweet I needed to be cut with this knife[00:03:03]
Yeah the ghosts talk to me in my head[00:03:05]
They said I'm already dead[00:03:08]
And I had so much blood to be shed[00:03:11]
But I can't spill it no more[00:03:13]
And I have died a thousand deaths[00:03:16]
On the ground so out of breath[00:03:18]
Yeah I've been down that flight of steps[00:03:21]
But you can't kill me no more[00:03:23]